CNY 2010

it will be complete if u were there

haha.... first of all..gong xi fa cai to all who read my blog... well.. this year new year were quite fun de... although i miss my malaysia relative but still we still contact through phone and i spent this year in sg once again... this year... also once again singlehood valentine.. but still nt bad.. gamble and win money on valentine too.. this year the food i ate still ok.. not so crazy like last year but still in my weight tolerence... gain 1kg but now its burn off.. cos started to go super early morning yoga session with my mum at east coast park around 5am every morning during my off period... quite slack at hm wanna go out but no one free.. later alone go out abit sian also.. wa piang.. ok.. this shall be the first post of my blog with pic le.. finally nt boring for u guys le..

this is my cousin.. very hyper very cute.. thats why cn take his pic is a challendge le..

this is neo papa with his son jovi..

compilation of the weeks..

so sorry.. so so so late then update my blog here... same thing la.. no photo yet cos this post does nt have much photo on it.. basically just wat had happen this few weeks ba... many things happen.. good and bad.. well.. on my work.. i can't say much as it is confidential... haha.. wat i can say is i gt a blue black by the falcon.. haha.. after long thoughts.. i decided to do something... learning and doing at the same time.. somehow i felt that there are a strong competitor...well... dun think too much... just do wat i have to do... outcome there is only two.. good or bad... friendship side have some hiccup... but is somehow cooldwn and solved ba... no name mention but just hope our friendship wont goes off cos the misunderstanding we had.. easy to say hard to do.. but it still cn be done.. had my medical appt.. suspect micro fracuture on both of my shin.. excuse RMJ for 6 weeks but it will be ok... maybe is too chiong on training for the test... up till now.. i still fail.. wat the hell... gt so hard ma.. recently people tell me things which enlighthen me... sorry if spelling mistake.. haha.. i agree with them... but somehow still pondering on the things they say and trying to get use to it.. had a usual self-refelction and found out this few weeks i was getting over hyper and make people feel i am kan jiong king... well thanks and noted.. i will tone down and is already been done this few days... get to know my working group of people even well.. seen how some react to situation.. quite disappointed as i am just trying to help but get back bad feedback.. at least it neva last long.. so i wont mind that much... lucky having friends like zongren which can take my nagging at work and also talk cock... work in tengah is really fun i cn say... everyday learning is like a mystery.. sounds cool but indeed... and full of laughter even u did wrong.. well.. guess that is hw a work life should be so as to get use to it and enjoy it.. rather den making urself so hard on it. And anyway is just for 2 yrs.. just serve it well and thats it.. u r back into society... well.. my relationship is still empty yet... but finally i know who i really wanna go for le... i will give it a try.. hope no matter wat... as usual.. dun break the friendship that we had even it is rejection.. i know its sounds weird but i just wanna give it a try once again.. cos i have been wanting to try it back but no confident at all.. hope this confident now wont vanish... ok.. signing off here and going to have my rest...




it will be complete if u were there

yougurt days

it will be complete if u were there

lols... my last post was about deciding on wat to choose to eat.. i choose to eat yougurt and guess wat, i stuck to the toilet bowl for the first day and had constipation on the following two days... i think my digetive system is really total screw up. Just had my dinner.. super sinful cos so late then eat and somemor neva run... hais.... when then i can pass my ippt... it seems like a far target for me to acheive le.. today is ah tan bday.. he must be very happy ba... gt gf le... not bad not bad.. grats to him... well as people always say.. there is one corner where people r happy but also at the same time there r people at the other corner sad. I still dunno why would i make that decision past few weeks and i was regretting it now.. It just makes me look more loser.. damn.. hate this feeling.. took my test today and i did a very stupid mistake.. so i got 1 question wrong.. long time neva watch movie le.. dunnno when then i can have the chance to watch with u again. i still cn rmb the first time we watch movie.. ur reaction is really funny le..hais.. tough time dun last same as good time.. dunno why this few days before i sleep, i just will get very vex abt the decision i made.. why get me n u into this kind of mess.. hais.... in my mind i was thinking of something now.

WHY DOES A GUY WHO HAD A FAMILY WAN TO BAO ER NAI... CHILDREN ARE INNOCENT. PLEASE DON'T HURT THEM JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE IN NEED. I AM JUST UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU AND DISGUSTED BY YOUR ACTION. YOU WILL HAD NO RESPECT FROM ME.

bread vs yougurt....

it will be complete if u were there

wa wa wa..... so so long neva start blogging here le... well have been busy with my airforce thing... well.. soon i will get use to the travel istance and also the tiredness that i had everyday... it's so funny when they say we are falling asleep in class is call pulling G. It's a term in pilot that in an aircraft, when pilot are pulling G, their action is just like we are dozing off while sitting up straight.. i know is hard to figure it out but is ok.. when u meet me i will show u... dunnno why would i have this feeling... when i know she was sad... i just feel uneasy also... hais... this is a triple threat... maybe me n her cnt be tgt ba... she like someone but i like her... funny???? but is really weird.... back to my jian fei plan... today topic is yogurt vs bread for breakfast... which is better in people who are dieting... so blur lo... but wat to do... fat people like me always wan to think of way to slim own.. will try anyway as long as it wont hurt my liver cn le.. which is taking pills... slack for 2 days without running.. feeling so uneasy neva run.. tml morning shall go run le... run away my fats.. weee......

aeroplane

it will be complete if u were there

this weekk.... is a really stuck up week... seems like people now a days love flying aeroplane... firstly is my tekong friends... power.. say meet go zam zam eat for lunch, in the end, all become pilot except one. So in the end, i end up have candle light lunch with fazil... how amazing can that be... then on friday should be having a outing with her... in the end.. also same thing.. not even a sms till sat then sms me... watever.. is like people love to be pilot lo.. nvm.. i will be ulti pilot one day and dun regret.. well have a nt a bad sat with my dear poly frens to look out for present to our ah lin.. losl.. but before had a lunch with fazil of course den meet up with donal, suan rui, sam, suan rui buddy and also na na .. haha... ever since she start working.. she eat thing like super fast.. i sit beside her see how she eat the chua bing and also de noodle with ham.. is amazing... sooot sooot sooot de mee gone liao.. den dere she goes... back to her counter.. walk walk jalan jalan after the desert and went for a movie... PANDORUIM... not a bad show.. but no sub title so must be very attentive to the movie if nt u wont understand... den so lucky met sergeant akhmad.. haha... yeah... den we all walk to timbre but we like having some topo error so went one big round.. lols... sam is totally buay ta han me cos i am the one led them to wrong way. Reach timbre as usual, crowded but saw my fav band Godfellas... u hoo.. but sad to say.. yesterday they sang not really that good.. quite disappointed but is ok.. i still support them... den.. went to cheers and have beer... wee.... haha... see.. i say le ba.. although this week alot people pilot me but my poly frens still are the one that wont pilot me... thanks guys.... ok.. shall end here and continue my facebooking.... wee...

bad month

it will be complete if u were there

ho ho ho... ytd is my bro bday... happy bday... this month like not a very good month... everything neva went smooh at all.. firstly is singtel regaring my bill... secondly.. ah gong late give me money.... hai.. really very sian... dunnno why this month i really very sian.... past few month i was really enjoying myself but this month not really a good month for me... just read her blog... and i just realise.. actually i am the sinner in that relationship...i have been too subjective and i did hurt her alot.. sorry can;t cure but i still need to say sorry.... maybe i just not a good bf in that relationship... thinking of my future.. i think is time for me to find someone who is stable in income job and in person... i think this is hard to find i know i will sure found it... is just a matter of time... maybe i just too get use to being single thats why when i think if i am in a relatonship, i am very tired... and i rather prefer to be single.. but i know is a bad thinking if u wan to have a family but wat cn i say.. i still not prepare for the outside world maybe... see ba... think i will get my ideal straight and in path soon... well this few week still a healthy week... get to run like most in my life time and gym like crazy... hope i cn maintain ba...

unit days

it will be complete if u were there

hohoho... wat a nice week to be in... stay out week... well this few days went to my new unit and is quite slack de... maybe that is wat they call starting... whiile slacking this few days.. i thought of wat had happen past few days.. i think i did a right thing of letting her go for a better ones.. well met new girl intro by my best bro.. she is quiet but is stil ok.. i cn feel that she actually like my fren.. so i dun have any intention to go forward for her ba.. dunno why this few weeks like quite vex abt not having gf... but is ok... i will sure find one which suit me and treat me nice... lols.. gotten alot of brainwashing this few days on signing on to the force.. but it does nt help.. cos my dream is outside of regimentation.. so i wont go for it.. get to noe new frens and is quite fun de.. but.. good times dun last too long also.. next week will be stay in week.. looking forward to it too.. i am broke for now.. so no outing for me till my next pay day...