Sunday, September 12, 2010
Hey..feel like i wanna blog today..
1stly i wanna wish all muslims a
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir &
Batin..minta ampun dan maaf atas
segala kesilapan yg pernah manyakiti
hati ataupon terkasar bahasa yg
menyinggungkan k..haha..bout my
previous post..? i've 4gotten all about
it..i love my family..during da 1st day
of raya, feels like all dirt dat kept been
wash away..n now itz perfect back clean..
*HEART* still beating..rite now itz been
longing for sum1's hug..i miss my bf..really..
sharing tiz feels like im gonna cry..i miss him
so much..i'm waiting for his call..it seems like
i've been calling him many times since yesterday..
but to no reaction..maybe he's bz or something..
im not sure..but wat really happen was, on 1st
day of raya during visiting to elders house..
i was asked about when to get married..this
sounds serious..me n him we did plan on da
date dat is supposed to be our engagement day..
unfortunately, he forgot all about it..i was
disappointed, itz not like as if i was da only 1
who set da date..itz us!! how could he? ok,
i'd still think datz a minor thing..so another
is, i juz need him to check wit his family or
ask himself if he wanna do this..he alwayz
avoid my ques..maybe he hasn't find da right
time to talk about it..ok i'd still understand..
but dun let me wait wit no ans..im confused..
u leave me here crying for no reason..im juz
hurt b..by being irresponsible..no call back frm
u..no sms received..i felt deceived obviously..
while waiting, feels like im breathless..i'd
still love him, we didn't fight..but i do shout
at him..im sorry..itz so painful..hopefully
everything's gonna be alright..Insya'allah..
Thursday, August 26, 2010
i haf a strong feeling in wanting to
blog today..hee..itz been a long
time isn't? i feel bored, tired but
i can't sleep..itz 12.31pm now..
earlier on when i was on my way
home frm werk this morning,
i was head-banging in
da bus..hehe..(sleeping) ppl
might c me like im so tired!!
last nite i did new things at
werk..previous 1st trial wasn't
dat good..it was like a bad
experience dat i dun feel like
doing dat werk again..itz fixing
an encoder to a machine..well,
datz wat a technician does..but
i made it a success yesterday..
i made it thru by fixing 8
machines! cool huh?! :) aite..
therez so much to share..my
4 dayz trip was AWESOME!
Tanah Lot is a beautiful...!!
each day since im back, i'll
always remember those
morning sunrise..how nice
it is to juz stay there & nvr
come back..coz if u muz noe
wat happen, recently i juz
bought my family a dining
table with a coffee table..
well my previous dining
table was a 4 leg become
3 leg..so datz y needed a
new 1 which is also a good
thing coz raya is coming..
even me, i want to get a
new one..rarely dat i see
ppl or a child who earns
wants to buy furniture or
things for their home..
except like my close frens..
my bf..wat happen is, afta
i bought those stuffz my dad
tend to blame me for buying
those furniture over something
else which is not related..wanna
noe how i feel? i feel un-appreciated
by my own family...ok maybe as my
dad grow old, he starts to grumble a
lot..i dun mind..but emotionally it
hurts my heart bout all da things he
said..feels like regretted in buying
those furniture..coz he was da 1 who
said dat; r we goin to celebrate raya
in these 3 legged dining table?? end up
he doesn't appreciate it..if only i knew,
i would've save dat money for my
braces..been wanting so bad to get it
fixed..but it seems like now, more &
more bills to pay..stress isn't?? dun
talk about saving money for marriage..
sometimes i feel like juz wanna get
married in a simple way..but itz juz
by family tradition dat every malay
couple gotta go thru dat we haf to
do a function..& i guess itz a must for
my family..hehe..y suddenly talk about
marriage eh?? wait la..haha..i wanna
paint my room!! but dun haf kaki's..!!
argh!! didn't haf so much time!! i need
my beauty sleep as well! weekend
gonna make kuih raya..! ok..n yah..
btw, streetdance & step up 3d movie
was great..simply love it..aite..i'ma
post again..sleep for now.. (-.-) bye!
Monday, July 26, 2010
haha..itz been so long since last post...
so much things happen for sure...therez
so much for me to share..but 1st & fore-
most, im goin back to bali in 2 dayz time!!
i dun belieeevvveee tiz! what! & im still
deciding wat clothes to bring..i hope itz
decided now..hehe..itz a 4 day holiday
treat frm my bf, mr emmy..hotels &
flights..errmm..shopping too?? yes!!
haha..coz itz not my pay day yet..woo!
i really can't wait! enuff of tolerating
all da shitz dat happen..i guess im being
patient enuff...only Allah noes..im going
there to relax myself wit empty mind..
flying off via Jetstar..will be back on Sun
nite..Haf a pleasant holiday Fitri..!
Friday, July 2, 2010
im back again....been bz sleeping
during da day..& werk at nite..
hehe..graveyard shift..so far so
good..i've received my 1st pay..
which i werk for da 1st 2 weeks..
ape la sgt..lucky got gst money..
hehe..many things happened..
therez some bout ppl at werk..
therez some bout ppl in my
family..but for sure it is, dat im
sad & pity my dad when hez in
pain..i bring him to doc da other
day..till now hez not really dat
well yet or fit for work..i juz
want him to retire & sit at home..
aite..another thing is dat little
thing dat i wanna share is..
last week i got my make-over
pic! went over wif Ira to take
our softcopy 1st..da photobook
should be ready in a week or 2..
even dat, i still got not enuff $$
to pay for da outstanding..hehe..
next mth afta i got my allowance
& o.t pay should be more then
enuff la..hee..c how la..hmm..
afta took da softcopy, therez
plan bout goin j.b..but end up
we had lunch at Charco's...
itz nice..! then head off to
virtual jamming..then dinner
chill at the Cathay to haf Ben
& Jerry Ice-Cream..yeay!
enjoyed my last sat..plus
another bouquet of Sunflower!!
haha..awww!! so sweet my bf..
da bouquet comes with a card..!
im so touched by da words written
inside it..it was a couple surprise
for me & Adlin..we both were told
to open da boot of da car behind,
& there it is, 2 bouquet of flowers
placed wit da cards behind it..so
sweet of 'em..haha..then last nite
i received 1 elmo & 1 Me-To-You
teddy bear..haha..im so happy!!
he never fails to put dat smile on
my face..thanks my mr emmy..
nobody ever does it like u..
hez da only 1 for me..though therez
always da time when he push me
down..when im hurt..he bleeds..
i'd still love him since day 1..
wanna thanked him for everything..
changes in my life..it has no
meaning without his love &
affection..sorry guys, i drag this
too long..juz letting go bout how
i feel..aite, im gonna meet my
ladies later..gotta o.t tomorrow
nite..woohoo! haha.. hopefully
everything goes well..oh yah!
hehe..now me no longer feel
sad whenever being apart frm
him..i guess im stronger willed
nowadays..no longer weak heart
or emotionalz too much k..haha..
ok lame..enjoy da weekend!
Saturday, June 19, 2010
hey..watz up??? haha..itz been sometime
since i last blogging..been bz lately..ouh!
didn't i tell u dat im employed!! yeah!!!
itz already been more than a week! haha
im now a Production Technician.. ;)
Alhamdulillah! like finally i got a job
related to my cert..haha..da pay
is good..da only thing is dat im
werking on nite shift..gotta get used
to it..i was da 1 who choose nite shift..
but so far itz ok for me..if i o.t,
da pay will be a BOOMZ! haha..
but some maybe wary bout me werkin'
as a Technician..even my bf can't
see myself werkin' as Technician..
watz wrong wif dat?? theres gals
out there @ my werkplace..they
were all around my age..juz graduated
from poly/ite..even my fren Ariff was
there! surprisingly, we work for da
same company..haha..so i almost met
him everyday..lol..but i'ma adapt to
da werkplace environment..at least
my family care & supported me..
they concern about me, asking if
im ok wip da job..& i said im ok..
still, lesser time spent wip my bf..
we will try to spend our time
together during da weekend aite..
need some sacrifice there..for me
i can't bear to see him go..heart felt
weak for a moment..at times tears
juz flow down un-control-lably..hee..
can't help it, datz juz me..da feeling
dat i haf for him is juz so so serious,
dangerously in love..ceh! haha..aite..
actually i wanna share days dat had
happened on my birthday..itz a day
when a wish come true..! really!!!
i went interview on da morning,
2nd interview da next day..on
thurs nite i start werk! haha..ok
continue on wat happened during
my 24th b'day..afta interview in
da morning, im supposed to meet
my bf to decorate my bday cake..
unfortunately, he woke up late!!!
so he came over my place by surprise
he got me a sunflower bouquet wip
3 purple roses..datz so sweet of him..
unexpected for da make-ups..he took
a vid to see howz my expression like..
he said he love dat smile..da moment
when i when to dat door to see him..
oh my! i was so paiseh la coz my bro
was at living room wip my mum..&
they all saw me carrying dat flower..
haha..i juz laughed away..all my anger
suddenly cooled down when i met him..
of all da flowers dat he got for me, this
was unforgetable-sweet one..thanks dear!
so we went to Icing Room to decorate my
bday cake..happen on dat day therez
promotion for 2 cakes..so we decorate 1
for my bday, he designed it..& another
for our anniversary..nice 1..it may be small
but itz nice! worth it! we sat down & he
started to light da candle n sing me a bday
song..haha..sounds funny coz we celebrated
only da 2 of us, but still to me itz sweet &
i juz made dat wish then blew da fire away..
wee..!! afta dat we went to k-box..our 1st
time karaoke-ing together..3 hours seems
like we haven't get enuff of it! haha..cool ar!
i sing & shout until i almost lost my voice da
next day..sore throat n cough..haha..but
most important thing is da bday gurl enjoyed
spendin' time wip her loved ones..so i got home
ard 9pm..another unexpected surprise is dat
they got me a cake also!! haha..so i celebrated
together wip my 2 yr old niece, Riqa Farah..
her bday falls 3 dayz afta mine..so tiz is
advance..this time she blew da candle..cute!
so yah..datz how i celebrated my 24th bday..
doesn't end here..last weekend my frenz,
da Gerekz peeps planned another bday
surprise for me! haha..they planned prawning
but didn't tell me where da place at exactly..
when i reached at AMK, i was lost..nobody
met me there..all i know was everybody
already reached da place..& at dat time i was
so blur dunno wat to do..my bf tells me to juz
go home, coz hez goin to werk so he can't
accompany me to bring me to da place..i
almost go home..i told 'em, but still they
insist me to come..even volunteer to pick
me up frm amk..haiz..i was like wondering
y they force me to come..in the end, no
wonder la..haha..i was sobbing in da cab
seeing my bf go..c, how emotional i was
dat time?? haha..bcoz i dunno watz goin
on, 1 tells me to go home, Ira die die
wants me to come..during da prawning
session, Ariff came late..out of sudden,
voices singing happy bday n a cake
appear behind me when i was prawning..
haha..another sweet moments la seh..
thank u guys n gals for da surprise..
i really appreciate it..comes wip a hand-
made card & all dat wishes in it..so this
yr i've celebrated 3 cakes! another is
anniversary..haha..cake madness...
last yr therez no cake..itz like a make-
ups tiz yr for last yr or wat?? haha
last but not least, i received a Christian
Dior Addict perfum, eyeshadow set &
Estee Lauder lipstick from his mum..
thank u so much Cik Murni..hehe..datz
so sweet of her..i love it so much! hee..
in between those dayz theres also
few outings like me goin for free trial
yoga class..itz good! ferrinna tagged me
there..my 1st experience..itz a relaxing
way to lose weight..like exercising in
slow-motion..haha..then theres also
meeting upz wip sec sch gf's at Magic
Wok..so much story to share! haven't
meet for a long time..so i end my entry
here..gotta sleep..now itz almost
6am in da morning..gotta to attend
Fashihah wedz..meeting da Gereks at
1pm later..see ya!
Monday, June 7, 2010
Happy 24th Birthday to me!!! oh my..
watz my age again?? i dun belieeeeeeeeve
tiz!! haha..how has it been lately? im good
so far at least goin for 2 interview last week
another 1 2morrow & on wed..hee..cool ah..
within a week therez some outing goin' on
includes my last weekend too! aite..i may
not remember all but da other day me &
emmy meet up wit the other couple again
ard evening..to accompany Adlin customise
a b'day cake for her fiance, Endi..itz so nice!
itz called the Icing Room shop..hmm..my
bf wants us to decorate for my bday cake..
today..later afta my interview..hee.. :)
On this day, my birthday..i dun feel stress
at all dat im jobless..in fact..im contented..
im happy..at da same time im still trying..
im happy dat my bestfren got herself a job
proud of her..itz not a waste dat i accompany
her the other day..aite..next is, i watched
Sex & da City 2 last fri wip my collegue
Angela..i enjoyed da show..simply love it!!
over da weekend went out wip bf-frenz
for virtual jamming..power! i also want
to try ah..gals jamming..i enjoyed too
my collegue Huda were there too..!
we had Chicken Champs for dinner..
da place is by Nuradee Bros. They did
came down n perform dat time..cool..
There were 9 of us altogether..da fried
chicken was nice! i had a great weekend
completed wit goin makan at simpang
bedok..da place is called Badoque..a
very relaxing setting of dinner for our
sunday nite..went there wip Endi & Adlin
for juz a dinner meet ups..still, da food
is GOOD! haha..datz y im happy..
contented..maybe coz i've made some1
happy..i feel like my heart now is less
out of burden..dat makes me feel
stronger to find jobs n all..i dun mind
da wait..Alwayz keep HIM in ur heart
& pray for wats best..Insya'allah ur
heart will be clean..Alhamdulillah..
wanna noe wat? some1 volunteeer
to bake me a bday cake la..! im so
touched..shez my sister..thanks
Kak Ain! da intention is there ok!
last but not least, i wanna thank
those who have wished me, thru
sms..fb..thanks a lot! i can't wait
to meet my baby later..goin to
customise, design a bday cake
for me..spending da day wip me
is more than wat i could ask for!
aite itz almost 3am now..lights
off..laptop shut down for now!!
Have a pleasant Birthday Fitri!
Monday, May 31, 2010
Life's good when u haf money...but sucks
when u ain't got no job..damn! i sent 18
online job applications today..i received
3 calls frm ppl askin' me whether im still
looking for a job, but didn't get to any
of those interviews yet..last week plan
A didn't much work out..so i tried plan
B this week..i wish to make an advance
bday wish..despite being happy these
few days, im still worried when am i
gonna get a proper job..each time when
im like giving up as in juz grab watever
job there is, could be part-time or wat
my bf keeps telling me juz wait & keep
looking for da right one..thanks b..
hez been there all a while when im
down..never fails to cheer me up since
last 4 days..we went to Snow City
yesterday..i had a great time wit da
other couple who planned it..i was
supposed to catch Sex & da City
wip my collegues..but end up da
promo ticx dat we gonna get was
fully redeemed..Snow City was
last min thing..we reached there
ard 4 plus..went ard to take pics
at the kinetic garden infront of da
science centre..had late lunch at
the macdonald's..then went in to
da snow city!! yey! we bought 6
pics of our memonts in there..
choose da best out of it..we went
down to da slide 3 times & it was
like so HAPPENING! haha..but
then i can't stand da cold -4 deg!
my face were all numb during
da 1 hr in there..i can't feel my
lips, nose, ear..my fingers even!
haha..but i had so much fun..
thanks to my mr emmy for dat..
afta all dat done, me n him suggested
to go to newton for dinner..been
always want to eat there! they
ordered a lot..! my fav is da tiger
prawn..dats really a tiger! bigger
than Lau Pa Sat's one..overall
da food were all good n nice..!
afta dinner ard 8.30pm, his
childhood fren Endi, send all
of us home..thanks to him.. :)
aite..lately i've got 2 bad dreams
when i slept..lotsa imagination
i guess..hehe..i'ma blog again aite!
I Love my BF more & more each
and everyday.....!
