Yesterday's Outing bersama En Faidrol

Little Penang Cafe lepak2 bersama Penangite!







Mashimaro yang bencikan cahay mentari. pehh.






Apehal hanya ada burung ni sahaja di KL Bird Park?







Hornbill: Symbol of Land of the Headhunters.











En Faidrol: Attending the Harapan Baru Untuk Malaysia, Kongress Keadilan.







Pemerhati? Faidrol? Biar betik (ema bencik nar orang madah ayat tok. hehe)










Hah. Dapat cenderahati lagik ya.

Linguae: Seno Gumira Ajidarma

Last night, I went out with my two friends: Eena and Khizer (sorry I forgot your blog add man). Both of them hadn't changed at all. Eena dengan sik mok makan banyak gilak. Khizer dengan ke-coolan-nya. Hanya saya yang agak menggelebah kerana jarang di expose dengan dunia luar selepas pukul 10PM. Kesiankan.

Sedang berborak2 bersama rakan2, ada satu panggilan. it was from my childhood friend: Azam. He wanted to gimme the rest of the things that I bought from him (saya beli the D80 from him): the tripod and the cable + manual + kotak + Nikon paperbag. hehe. so i told him to come over to Hartamas Square and join us.

He came, with his friend. they just went back from some party at KL Tower. Emma sik brapa dengar sidak kelakar apa sama laki sebab lagu kuat gilak sia. Emma hanya bercakap2 bersama Eena sahaja. hehe

Then, beh kurang 2AM, kamekorang pun made a move. Khizer and I dropped Eena off first, then went to my house and he dropped me kak ya. I was standing in front of the newly installed gate (serious macam gate iklan pinjaman bank! im not kidding man) and saw the small and the big gate were locked. I didnt panick. Emma berik salam to the guard. "Pakcik...pakcik". I called him. But still no soul was waken up by my voice. Empty.

Isk, geney tok, getus hatiku. sikkan duduk depan pagar sampei subuh. dahlah asrama UNIKL kosong, another two blocks are sudah lama menjadi tinggalan. But i never think mengenai makhluk-makhluk itu.

secara cool, saya called my dad. iyah, the background music when i was on the phone with him suggesting that he's still not sleeping. yeah...and he picked me up from the gate as he has the key to the popo (ini adalah padlock dalam bahasa sarawak).

My eyes were damned sleepy, but my head didnt ask me to straight away go to sleep. and so, saya membiarkan sahaja lampu tepi katil membakar tungsten nya, i turned off one light near the window and dressing table, turned off the radio which was left on when i went out just now.

I took the book "Linguae" compiled by Seno Gumira Ajidarma. Itu adalah kali pertama saya membaca satu kompilasi cerita2 pendek Indonesia. It was an accident (ataupun tidak) that one of my mom's student from Indonesia left the book in the hostel. so my mom brought it back. bagus juak, pakei ema baca.

It was a good book, even though every short story in the book was way out of normality and reality. It was a very imaginative kind of story, di mana one of the story menceritakan mengani dunia di dalam cermin, sepasang kekasih yang setiap kali kelahiran semula masih lagi bercinta even though one of them menjadi komodo, perjalanan seorang musafir yang tiada penghujung, cerita tukang lawak dibelasah hanya kerana tidak dapat membantu orang miskin di satu negeri, kelahiran seorang lelaki bersayap yang membawa tuah yang pada akhirnya dituduh membawa virus influenza, and a lot more.

Generally, I love this book.

I dont know where can we get this book in Malaysia mungkin ada sahaja di MPH, Kino or any other book stores. it looks so unattractive, just a plain cover with a woman with lingerie.

agak lama menatap buku itu, mata pun menjadi kuyu. semakin lama my mind was sending signal asking me to close my eyes. and so, i put a bookmark at where i stopped reading, put the book at my side table, turned off the light, made the tungsten mati lagi.

It didnt take long before you heard me snoring.

~Signing Off Toodeloo!~

Then my Saturday Is Not That Loser After All

Hello,
Just went back from KL bird park. With faidrol. hehe. Managed to explore some functions for D80. But he needed to get back to Shah Alam as all his Party friends have been waiting for him.

We went to the Curve, had lunch at Little Penang Cafe. Shared the Char kuey Teow. Bought an Adidas slipper as my slipper has been dysfunctional to me for the last few weeks.

So, nya pun fon dah gila. His sim card actually. We wanted to go to Celcom near Jalan Semarak, tapi apakan daya dah pukul 2, opis ya tutup kul 1.30PM. so mahu tidak mahu kena bagi satu lagi line supplementary kepadanya. dia telahpun menukar no nya buat masa sekarang. Who cares, heh? ow...sorry, his party friends care. they had been calling me asking his whereabouts.

after dropped him in shah alam, i straight away went back to lembah pantai. lelah eh, but happy sebab dapat jumpa dengan buah hati! hehe.

i bought for ayah and i nasi goreng kampung. semenjak mak sekda, petiais ketandusan makanan beku apatah lagi stove yang hampir2 bersih dan sinki yang kekeringan lamak sik bercuci barang. hehe. sikhal, esok mak balit! yeay!

i will try to upload the pics later. need to take bath and have dinner. mun sik, gastric datang agik kelak, susah.

and i wanted to make my own banner here. make it more customised i guess.

and hey, my bf also has his own blog: seliparmalaya.blogspot.com.

~Signing Off~

Ya Hari Sabtu Ku Sangat Loser

Pagi2 dah bangun awal, kunci jam hp kul 7.45AM. Earlier than when I'm getting ready to work (mun sik semayang subuh la...hehe).

Bukak tingkap, langsir ikat kemas2, bukak lampu putih sak nampak a bit more morning, turn on the radio and set the volume to -40dB. Set2 lagu di pagi hari, buat2 orang ceria.

Mandi pun semangat, gosok lebih sikit la hari tok. Then, extra rajin went to the kitchen and washed all the dishes and threw away the garbage into the garbage bin outside the house. Mesti polah umah kacak2 lok before make a way out from the house. jaga ati ayah beb, mun nya sik suruh keluar kelak susah... hehe. malam tadik geley2 di depan tv, then the lounge juak bersepah2. kemas2 sak nampak kemas.

lepas siap2 mandi, sprayed the Miracle Lancome, washed my face and plucked some wild hair eyebrows. udah nampak kemas sikit sik bushy pun eyebrow, then put on the moisturiser and makeup.

by the time, it was 8.20AM. awalkan? (time kerja pukul 8.50 baru siap!)

OK, now its time to choose the clothes. I dont have that much choice anymore. all the t-shirts during uni years are all worn off. they are not my type anymore. tapi, bila pegi kedai, t-shirt juak dicapai.

I put on the pants that i bought in people's in bangsar. it's a checkered pants, red in color. lebih kurang macam punk la. haha. and i put on white t-shirts which reveals what color underneath! haha but not so revealing la.

dah agak2 kacak sikit muka ya and badan ya, I chose my handbag. i wanna go back to the era where i wear a sling handbag. i have two of them. one is totally out cos it has a ribbon and its polkadot! sik masuk eeehhhh dengan punk pants kamek!

then, only one left which is the MNG bag i used to bring to classes. pusing kiri kanan tanggar2, naaa.....dah berkapuk. sik best. sik mengancam.

then, WTH, i just use my coach hbag then la... back to basics.

then, put on the guess watch, and have the sandals ready in front of the door. one last cue, if he call, then i'll definitely make a move.

Yeah, malam tadik nya janji... takpalah, esok peringkat nasional punya perjumpaan (as what he told), kita boleh cabut awal2 pagi, seawal 8AM.

8AM yeah right.

I have waited for his call for 5hours.

and its going to be 6 hours.

ya.....cabut seawal boleh.

Make up pun mencair, perut sudah lapar. mula2 mantain lagi duduk pun lurus jak kat sofa, yalah, sik mok dandanan rambut lari!

Last2, tukar seluar, pakai seluar bodo, gurin di sofa! hell to my hair la. tangan pun dah start gosok2 mata sik duli what happens to my makeup.

I give up.

Where The Hell Is He Now??

Yeah, hello again. Emma have been trying to call him since last night, but to no avail. apahal kah jadi dengannya oh?

I texted him, no reply. I called him, that operator helped him to pick up the phone. Finally, I called his house phone, surprisingly her sis told me he went to KL last nite!

Yeah....aku tidak diberitahu.

and yes, his hp gila..

Faidrol...call me back please. tinggalkan lah Harapan Baru untuk Malaysia sebentar.... Anwar can wait for you... :)

~Signing Off!!~

Of Cold Nite and Pitch Black Sky

Here I am,

Tadik dah tutup lampu, closed all the windows and curtains, made up the bed to sleep, off the radio, turned off the PC. Gelap.

Called him. chatted for half and hour. tapi, tiba2 jak jadi segar. haha. turned on my PC again, tuned in to the same radio station, turned on the small light atas meja komputer. apa cita tok?

haha... My second post. I opened one window and crumpled the curtains so i can see the night. it was cold (after the rain), i saw some small animals scruffing. i saw some car's alarm blinking (mine is not).

Yeah, just like any other nights, i stared at the pitch black sky. fogs, sky, cold.

At first, emma sekda idea on what to write. Then, wth i said, make this an entry. and here i am, describing the things i saw and felt.

Things have been so hectic lately. Work, relationship, family, loneliness.

and yes, i have my third purchase of the year (after the laptop and the car) : my nikon D80.

Still not sure on how to operate the thing, so it laid there at the end of my bed. i snapped some pictures around the house, fooling around with it. didnt manage to get nice shots though.

To him, I say thank you very much for accepting me back. There's none compared to you. Yeay.

I sound so synical la...

Emma sebenarnya sik tauk bahasa apa patut ema tulis blog tok. If i were to write in English, i sound so girlish and too expressive.

If i write in Malaya, I'm not originated from this land.

If i write in Sarawak language, yes, i bet few people will say "apehal minah ni, ckp bahasa apa?"

then i decided to do it in rojak.

English + Malaya + Sarawak.

senang cita.

mun nak nganok lebih dalam, I'll do it using my mom's mother tongue : Melanau. haha...

Then whoever cross over this blog and need some translations, just holla.

~Signing Off Babe~