Receiving an SMS like this in the middle of the night left me extremely perturbed with a heavy heart.
"Doc says ah gong got internal bleeding ever since he left the hospital. Normal people blood level is about 11, his is currently 5.5. Now they're doing blood transfusion for him and see how it goes. But the doc said must 心理准备." -Jasmine
The last four words killed. Most would have broke down upon hearing this.
Strangely, being the emotional me (at times), I didn't. Rather, the numbers started to shine out brightly at me when I read the painful message again. All I could see was 11 & 5.5.
The biblical meaning of numbers>>
11 - Deals with the things of imperfection, disorganization of systems, and the disorder or chaos of things..
5 - Grace
Then stringing all together, this came to me:
During the disorder of things and at the 11th hour, grace came, not once but double portion.
At the same time, the phrase "Hand of Grace nailed in Grace" kept coming up to my mind.
I could not believe how just these few numbers gave me so much comfort. It was as if Jesus expounded to me through the numbers and I managed to get the revelation. I further prayed tongues and felt so much relieved. I had full confidence in God and was to sleep peacefully knowing that by God's grace, Ah Kong is healed.
To add, I am also comforted by the fact that Jesus used two of us (Alvin and I), to convince Ah Kong to go to the hospital earlier that night.
Many of my relatives came down and persuaded him to no avail. We are indeed the lamb of the household! Praise Jesus!
Others may not see it, but I certainly did and witnessed the wonders of God. Having my first baking job to be botched was not a bad thing after all on that fateful night.
Whilst waiting fer the second to be baked, I promptly went to switch on Ah Kong's room lights only to see his face and palm drained of blood. It's just not me, but the Holy Spirit leading. It's something I would never have done when Ah Kong is sleeping. My dad would have scolded me too for disturbing. All these while papa was still persuading my grandad to go to the hospital in the dark without realising how precarious the situation had been.
It's darn stupid to attribute all these to a stroke of luck. how lucky can one get to make negative events turn around for good and then go on to save others on the brink of death. It's definitely Jesus and only Jesus Christ himself, Amen.
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The next morning came quickly. I reached work when I received another message telling us to be prepared for the worst. Seeing this, getting an emergency leave was all that I wanted. My face contorted when I asked my colleague whom do I have to go through for emergency leave. I was fighting back my tears.
This time, I was shaking. My eyes were welled up. I was so confident Ah Kong would get healed till I couldn't accept the news. I was close to applying leave online when I stop short to pray in tongues till I felt more composed. That was when I realized rushing to the hospital was pointless, commanding blessings over Ah Kong through my Healer was better.
I am glad to say my parents and a few other relatives went to the temple to pray too. It made me feel we know where to place our priorities right. Instead of worrying away and sitting haplessly at the hospital awaiting for miracles to happen, we turn to God.
Not long after, we received news his heart was no longer weak and able to accept the blood transfusion well.
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Currently (5 days later), Ah Kong is well on his way to recovery. Though he is still undergoing a battery of tests to find out what caused the internal bleeding, I have faith that the tests will just act as a testimony that Ah Kong is already healed, in Jesus' name, Amen.
Thank you so much, Yeshua Ha'Mashiach.
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