Monday, July 06, 2009

What if the seemingly unimportant is what's truly important? Are the things that are seemingly important really unimportant at all?



I do believe so.

Lord, why do I only seek You in my time of need? Why am I unable to get my priorities right? I know why, but Lord, I am ashamed. I only seek You when there is nothing else I'd rather do. I am more excited by entertainment than You, Lord. I stare at my wet thumbnail, my eyes fixed on that which is half a teardrop, sitting nicely at the bottom left corner of my left nail. I close my eyes. Father, forgive me, for I have sinned. My breathing is loud, and heavy. When it quietens, I feel my heartbeat; it is fast, and hard. I close my eyes again. Lord, I commit all to You. Do with my life what You please, O Lord. I surrender all to You, all to You.

Sunday, July 05, 2009

Three minutes. I'm most certainly not a fan of Tom Cruise. If anything, I am the opposite of how a fan would feel about him. Yet, I rush to type whatever comes to my mind. How about this: I need new earphones. As much as I adulate rain, it takes away my sense of hearing. Looks like time is up. Such is how time 'flies'. Three minutes.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

The shells crack under our shoes
Like punctuation points

I've been meaning to write. Only, I haven't been able to find the time. Oddly enough, most nights I waste away as if I had only just finished my 'O' levels the day before. Well, I finally found it necessary to write tonight, although I cannot say what the reason is. It is not that I might reveal a dark secret if I did write the reason, but rather, I lack the ability to identify the reason. Maybe it is because I've been watching a programme about doctors and patients and how their lives intersect and I somehow feel like I was just informed of a terminal illness that I have. Hence, the need to write about how I feel, who I am, what I'm doing — that is, living each day as it comes. The cold wind hits the skin on my arms and cheeks as I type. How I love this weather. It rained today and I was able to wear a sweater even when I was walking on the streets. What a wonderful feeling. Feelings, a topic I'd love to talk about — at least at some point in my writing — but should I write about it now, I fear that I may not be able to stand the overwhelming emotions of caliginous emptiness and forlorn longing for something that I am not even sure is good for me at this point in my life, and yet, not so. Still, I am fairly certain that I will discuss this in the future.

In case you are wondering, I am, unusually, most aware of the contents of my post. I know the number of changes in the subjects of my discourse and I can assure you that I am perfectly sane and am most positively not letting my mind slip away and my fingers type what is unintelligible. So good night, fair Creation. I bid you dear farewell until morrow, from the deepest sincerity of my heart, good night.

Sunday, February 08, 2009

It's a Sunday. I'm full from dinner. (Rice, vegetables, fish and chicken fried in prawn paste. Gloriously delicious.) For a while now, I've been thinking about a fighting game to purchase for my Xbox. I'd always wanted to play DOA4, but its age made it somewhat redundant to get. So I waited for a new fighting game to be released --- and now, it has finally arrived. (Or, it's gonna.) Ladies and gentlemen, prepare yourselves. Street Fighter IV is about to be released on PS3 and Xbox! YEAH, baby. It's only going to be released this month in Japan, North America and Europe so I have no idea when it's gonna come to Singapore. But when it does, have no doubt that I will be there to pay for it. Can't wait for our date, Ryu. (And Ken <3) I also found out that there will be new characters in the game. Crimson Viper sounds quite impressive, so I cannot wait to try her out. The only thing that I'm slightly disappointed with in the game is the fact that it's still played in a 2D plane. Nonetheless, the reviews are absurdly awesome and Street Fighter has a long history in the gaming world, so dear Ryu, please hurry!

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

lala. was watching youtube and i found a great beat boxer. whee.

Sunday, March 09, 2008

extra! extra! this just in!
haha. i think britney rocks. yay princess of pop!


Boy I beg your pardon, I was losing mine.

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

bang bang shoot em up!


freaking tired. got lots of work to do but im in no mood to do anything. gonna fall asleep soon. and im gonna die rushing everything tomorrow. crap we end late tomorrow. arghhhhhh.


it breaks my heart to see another tragedy.

kept playing in class today. we were coming up with pick-up lines. started with the usual ones like "do you have a plaster? i hurt my knee when i fell for you" or "do you have a map? i keep getting lost in your eyes" or "arent your legs tired? you've been running through my mind all day long" or "do you want a raisin? how about a date?" haha. so cute la. then it became retarded. like "did you just go to the sun? cos you're hot" or "did you come from the candy factory? you're so damn sweet" or "im bugged by you. cos you so fly". man. really gotta start listening in class.

haha and arun keeps making punts.


get the money and run. meet me at the parking lot.

                                †My God is an awesome God.

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          Unkle Bob "Swans"