RAMBLINGS
Monday, October 15, 2012
Having each other, in good times or bad times, is better than not having each other at all.
Time wears things down. Things erode, or wither, or decay, or die. If something stands the test of time, that means that it is lasting, or enduring.
and we've withstand the test of time.
Delivered at 10:45 PM;
Saturday, January 07, 2012
It's been about 5-6 years since this blog has started. And probably this entry will mark the end of a proper entry to what i've not done for many years.
As I read back the entries dated 5-6 years ago, memories were flashed in my mind, as though they were only yesterday. Besides the point that my entry (grammar etc.) really sucked, I realised back in the days, life seems to be naive, plain simple and pure happiness that aren't bounded by apocalyspe of 2012, inflation that has taken place over the years, nor euro criss that will strike every country in the world.
So back to the question, why has blogging lost its interest?
There's only one genuine answer to this. And the answer is, I've moved on.
Moved on to what? Moved on from these unhappiness, the shadows that my first relationship had cast on me, the emptiness that i felt being alone, the hopes of her returning, the always perfect impression that she had left in me, and the time and youth that I had lost.
Most of my entries were probably very emotional, and even mentioned much about her most of the time. I couldn't and wouldn't want to look at them anymore.
My life is so much better now. So much happier, so optimistic as to how i'm living now.
I recalled years ago, I just waited every single day to pass. Every single second of my living breath. I couldn't moved on, I couldn't bear the thought of losing. I gave my all and everything for something so precious, but it has left me, totally with nothing else but emptiness in me.
I was a zombie, a robot, a coward, who hides and runs away from the hurtful feelings.
I shun away every friend that cared for me, I ignored every family member who were there for me, I was simply in my own world, with no feelings left for anyone, with no aims in life, no motivation to go on, no will to live.
But luckily, I transited from my phase to poly life. Where i found new friends, found new love, found new aims and goals, found new instrument to play.
I started afreshed, a brand new start of my life. I made beautiful impressions on others, I was hilarious person, someone who make others happy, someone who cares about happiness more than anything in this world.
I never wanted to go back to the cold world again. It made me cherish things of this world much more than I'd ever would. Every second of my life seemed so important right now. I think twice before I'm emotionally affected, thrice before i throw my tantrums to my parents.
Everyone seems important to me, every single second of living breath is of importance to treasure, and it's a bliss to be living in this world.
Everyone likes the new me. A happy me. So why be bothered by small things, or insignificant thing that would affect you or your parents?
Think countless of times when you were really angry with your parents with small little things in life. Think about it if they were gone, how would you have felt? Parenthood is priceless, they brought you up with unconditioned love, learn to give them back the same.
So why be bothered with little things in life? Look at the future, look at the amount of time left, insignificant things in life shouldn't let it bother you.
Angry with your friends over small things, for what? Friendship on the line is priceless.
When the people are here, you don't cherish, but when they are gone, you are left with nothing but tears and memories.
Little things that affect you means nothing, it's the time spent together, the future of being together, whatever time that is left on the clock spent together, sums our life to a whole new level, a new meaning, a priceless value that no rich man can afford.
So what's the point if you never start to treasure it now? (:
Delivered at 6:37 PM;
Sunday, September 26, 2010
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Delivered at 4:16 PM;
Monday, September 20, 2010
I want the song eric clapton - tears in heaven to be played in my funeral.
Delivered at 8:11 PM;
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Let pictures do the talking.
Love your pressie, and of course..
you. ^^
Delivered at 1:36 AM;
