梁文音-哭过就好了
作词：姚若龙 作曲：陈小霞
不喜欢怀疑什么
并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化慢慢不同
我不是生气只是心痛
最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变
但不能说你会这么做是我的错
哭过就好了 伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍
爱是为了拥抱为了牵手
不是为了争吵为了掉头
哭过就好了 痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方
哭过就好了痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
trust
there are a few things that i really dun like, and i'll get real angry about. dun think many people have seen me gotten angry before, and i tend not to scold people also (at least not directly in front of them). but if you see me suddenly go quiet and refuse to talk, chances are i'm angry.
first is that i really hate it when people dun trust me. there are a few incidents where i just totally went mad with people who did not show any trust or confidence in me. i know what i'm doing most of the time, and if you dun show any trust or disbelieve my words, i'll get mad really quickly.
another is with my family. people tend to get angry at loved ones more easily than with other people i guess. i REALLY hate it when my parents complain that i never study. cos i really feel they got no right to say that of me. expectations are inevitable, but do not think of your children as a studying machine, cos we are definitely not. if you have a child just to make him or her study, then i got to say sorry, i'll have to disappoint. if one's worth is determined by how much he or she studies, then i really think this world is pathetic.
anyway, life hsn't exactly gotten more interesting during the hols. results are out, and all i say is that i probably deserve those grades, though the grades aren't exactly proportionate to the amount of effort i put into each module. my cap dropped slightly cos i decided not to s/u my B for math, but well, like i told some people, my cap probably won't drop below second upper if i put in reasonable amount of effort, and it probably won't increase above 4.5. so i kinda do not have to worry that much already.
but seriously, the new nus system is sooo horrible. i know the school is trying to increase its network security and stuff, but it has seriously caused so much inconvenience to us students. results were supposed to be released at 11am, but most people couldn't even log into the system cos too many people were logged in. so what we could do was to wait till 12 noon before we could send the sms to get our results. like wth. the entire thing is really quite screwed up, though i must admit the idea of combining all the stuff into one portal is really quite good.
another major headache now is to choose modules to take. i already completed all my foundation modules plus compulsory specialisation modules, so now i can only pick and choose, and HOPE that the modules we choose are easy to score. i might even take modules out of my specialisation, if we have no other choice.
and MERRY CHRISTMAS to the very few who read my blog! i dun celebrate christmas and dun have the habit of exchanging presents, but hope everyone else get a lot a lot of presents!=D
first is that i really hate it when people dun trust me. there are a few incidents where i just totally went mad with people who did not show any trust or confidence in me. i know what i'm doing most of the time, and if you dun show any trust or disbelieve my words, i'll get mad really quickly.
another is with my family. people tend to get angry at loved ones more easily than with other people i guess. i REALLY hate it when my parents complain that i never study. cos i really feel they got no right to say that of me. expectations are inevitable, but do not think of your children as a studying machine, cos we are definitely not. if you have a child just to make him or her study, then i got to say sorry, i'll have to disappoint. if one's worth is determined by how much he or she studies, then i really think this world is pathetic.
anyway, life hsn't exactly gotten more interesting during the hols. results are out, and all i say is that i probably deserve those grades, though the grades aren't exactly proportionate to the amount of effort i put into each module. my cap dropped slightly cos i decided not to s/u my B for math, but well, like i told some people, my cap probably won't drop below second upper if i put in reasonable amount of effort, and it probably won't increase above 4.5. so i kinda do not have to worry that much already.
but seriously, the new nus system is sooo horrible. i know the school is trying to increase its network security and stuff, but it has seriously caused so much inconvenience to us students. results were supposed to be released at 11am, but most people couldn't even log into the system cos too many people were logged in. so what we could do was to wait till 12 noon before we could send the sms to get our results. like wth. the entire thing is really quite screwed up, though i must admit the idea of combining all the stuff into one portal is really quite good.
another major headache now is to choose modules to take. i already completed all my foundation modules plus compulsory specialisation modules, so now i can only pick and choose, and HOPE that the modules we choose are easy to score. i might even take modules out of my specialisation, if we have no other choice.
and MERRY CHRISTMAS to the very few who read my blog! i dun celebrate christmas and dun have the habit of exchanging presents, but hope everyone else get a lot a lot of presents!=D
Monday, December 14, 2009
little update
by right i should be updating a lot since it's my holidays now, but my life has been ever so dull since my exams ended, so i'm here only now.
my last paper was ok lar, but it's frustrating cos i actually spotted some of the qns correctly, just didn't get down to studying in depth about them. i'm probably going to hate myself if i get below an A for this paper. ah sigh.
then went to KL for a THREE day holiday, which was reduced to a TWO day holiday cos jetstar has a flight delay. the plane took off 4 hours after it was scheduled to, and we ended up checking in at midnight. and we were so hungry by then that we went to eat prata even though it was so late.
but yeah it was a REALLY tiring trip cos we wanted to cover as many shopping centres as possible in those two days. somehow, KL's stuff dun appeal to me as much already. it's either too expensive or too outdated. maybe it's also cos ive learnt about what style of clothes suit me and what dun, so there're just too many shops that i skipped.
and thru this trip, we realised how much my parents have aged. they used to like shopping trips and could walk a lot. but now, after walking a few hours, they'd keep resting. sigh, we are all getting old i guess. my bro and i are going to graduate and go into the working world. my mum is probably not going back into the working force, and my dad is also going to retire soon. reversal of roles huh.
and sometimes as i chat with chelsea about all the school stuff, i'll start reminiscing about my sec sch and jc life, and wonder why we all have to grow up. i know it's a dumb and childish question, but it's just saddening to know that many of these things will never ever happen again. like i'll never go for a match support and lead in cheers anymore. i'll never go down to a inter-house competition and support and cheer on my house members anymore. i'll also never plan for all those school activities anymore.
oh well, we all have to face the realities of life. the clock doesn't stop for you.
anyway, i'm once again surviving on tuition money this holidays. frankly speaking, i'm worried about my resume. but somehow, i'm not doing anything about it. just a lot of resistance. one day, i should really do something about my laziness.
and my sole entertainment this hols seems to be playing mahjong with cherry and bf. not that i've actually been winning money from that, but at least it has been keeping me occupied. plus watching all my variety shows and idol dramas.
ok i know it's a boring post, so bye everyone!
my last paper was ok lar, but it's frustrating cos i actually spotted some of the qns correctly, just didn't get down to studying in depth about them. i'm probably going to hate myself if i get below an A for this paper. ah sigh.
then went to KL for a THREE day holiday, which was reduced to a TWO day holiday cos jetstar has a flight delay. the plane took off 4 hours after it was scheduled to, and we ended up checking in at midnight. and we were so hungry by then that we went to eat prata even though it was so late.
but yeah it was a REALLY tiring trip cos we wanted to cover as many shopping centres as possible in those two days. somehow, KL's stuff dun appeal to me as much already. it's either too expensive or too outdated. maybe it's also cos ive learnt about what style of clothes suit me and what dun, so there're just too many shops that i skipped.
and thru this trip, we realised how much my parents have aged. they used to like shopping trips and could walk a lot. but now, after walking a few hours, they'd keep resting. sigh, we are all getting old i guess. my bro and i are going to graduate and go into the working world. my mum is probably not going back into the working force, and my dad is also going to retire soon. reversal of roles huh.
and sometimes as i chat with chelsea about all the school stuff, i'll start reminiscing about my sec sch and jc life, and wonder why we all have to grow up. i know it's a dumb and childish question, but it's just saddening to know that many of these things will never ever happen again. like i'll never go for a match support and lead in cheers anymore. i'll never go down to a inter-house competition and support and cheer on my house members anymore. i'll also never plan for all those school activities anymore.
oh well, we all have to face the realities of life. the clock doesn't stop for you.
anyway, i'm once again surviving on tuition money this holidays. frankly speaking, i'm worried about my resume. but somehow, i'm not doing anything about it. just a lot of resistance. one day, i should really do something about my laziness.
and my sole entertainment this hols seems to be playing mahjong with cherry and bf. not that i've actually been winning money from that, but at least it has been keeping me occupied. plus watching all my variety shows and idol dramas.
ok i know it's a boring post, so bye everyone!
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
ONE MORE!
ONE more paper and i'll be freeee! and off i go to kl for a (only) three day holiday.
ah whatever. at least i get to shop and get out of s'pore for a while. i seriously hope it won't flood over there. heard there'll be heavy rains!
sigh but i'm totally not concentrating on my risk and insurance paper. it's supposed to be the paper that i can most likely get an A for, but the paper is really too late already. i only started studying ytd, and somemore i still went for a 4-hr tuition today. want to finish reading the tb + lecture notes + course pack + student projects really can die.
and not helping that i just bought an ipod touch! but i'm already so in love with it. so many useful applications! and the apps are not just games, it's like using wi-fi to find out bus timings, erp rates, carpark rates, traffic jams on all expressways, nearby shops, and there's gps too. then there are the news apps too. can read cna, bloomberg and straits times on my touch. the games are awesome too. there's this mahjong game that my bro, mum and i are addicted to. omg i have to charge my touch every single day cos everyone just keeps playing with it! and it has enough capacity for my entire 10GB worth of songs!
haha it's the only thing that's keeping me excited right now. i can't wait to get r&i out of the way, and then i can start playing!!!
but sigh, i haven't been able to find any internships. should i just slack this dec hols and just earn some money thru my tuitions. it's prob going to earn me at least $1000 anw. haha but my resume is quite empty now...
argh thursday pls come faster...
ah whatever. at least i get to shop and get out of s'pore for a while. i seriously hope it won't flood over there. heard there'll be heavy rains!
sigh but i'm totally not concentrating on my risk and insurance paper. it's supposed to be the paper that i can most likely get an A for, but the paper is really too late already. i only started studying ytd, and somemore i still went for a 4-hr tuition today. want to finish reading the tb + lecture notes + course pack + student projects really can die.
and not helping that i just bought an ipod touch! but i'm already so in love with it. so many useful applications! and the apps are not just games, it's like using wi-fi to find out bus timings, erp rates, carpark rates, traffic jams on all expressways, nearby shops, and there's gps too. then there are the news apps too. can read cna, bloomberg and straits times on my touch. the games are awesome too. there's this mahjong game that my bro, mum and i are addicted to. omg i have to charge my touch every single day cos everyone just keeps playing with it! and it has enough capacity for my entire 10GB worth of songs!
haha it's the only thing that's keeping me excited right now. i can't wait to get r&i out of the way, and then i can start playing!!!
but sigh, i haven't been able to find any internships. should i just slack this dec hols and just earn some money thru my tuitions. it's prob going to earn me at least $1000 anw. haha but my resume is quite empty now...
argh thursday pls come faster...
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