a rather touching song
曹格 - 妹妹要快乐
一个人在公园的大树下
她看着别人妈妈带着宝贝回家
背起了脏脏的布娃娃
她小小声的问谁来带我回家
天黑了风大了要下雨了
妈妈呀知不知道娃娃会害怕
妹妹背着洋娃娃 哭了她哭了
有谁愿意牵着她 陪她过心慌
妹妹的心愿很小 长大快长大
眼泪就能自已擦 跌倒也能勇敢回家
长大后她还是到处飘荡
鞋子箱子在哪里 那里就会是家
每当她想起那布娃娃
也会想念妈妈和常梦到的家
你好吗健康吗天气凉了
妈妈你知不知道 我想有个家
妹妹背着洋娃娃 哭了她哭了
有谁知道她的伤 带着她流浪
妹妹的心愿很小 快乐要快乐
而那孤单的眼泪 只想流往家的方向
妹妹背着洋娃娃 走到花园来看花
娃娃哭了叫妈妈 没有人回答
妹妹背着洋娃娃 哭了她哭了
有谁知道她的伤 带着她流浪
妹妹的心愿很小 快乐要快乐
妹妹要快乐
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Thursday, January 24, 2008
我不配
was talking to ja and jess a few days back about how we all feel that we're just not good enough, or something to that extent. they all 'scolded' me cos both thought i shouldn't feel that way. then i was talking to yowie on the phone about this, and he said this, 'there's always this inherent dissatisfaction with life in people'. i found it so true.
then yong'an came to talk to me. he said that, it's not dissatisfaction, if we dun improve, we'll always be stagnant. then i was arguing the whole thing about discontentment vs self-improvement (i think i wrote a post on it). there is only a thin line, how are we supposed to differentiatie this discontentment from the need for self-improvement?
finishing school made it clear. we should always seek improvement - attend all the talks, workshops etc. sometimes what i dun like about business is that everything is about packaging. i'm not just talking about events or products, it's also about humans, how we package ourselves and make ourselves look useful to the company. it is true that at such an age, we should already be thinking about such things, and it is practical, but i must admit, i dun like it. to me, a nice cover is not equals to good substance. i've always be wary of people who can package themselves well, but i guess in business, it's not a matter of choice - to gain advantage over people, you have no choice but to brand yourself. and it is clear that the better you are at doing that, the more advantage you have. that's the sad reality of life.
i'm considering changing my concurrent degree from mpp to a ddp in econs or psych. the latter two sound more appealing to me now. i dunno if i'm just a coward - refusing to take up mpp simply because it requires a lot of verbal skills - but somehow, mpp has lost its appeal to me. i'm hoping that the new ddps would be introduced so i could possibly consider more seriously about the switch.
peiying called me just now and complained about how i just left suddenly and didnt even say bye to her.=X but it's quite nice knowing that she still remembers me.=)
have been hanging around ja quite a lot for the past few days cos of cny stall. we keep people-watching and sometimes gossip about biz people it's rather fun. i think if jess and cynli were around, we would completely be in our own worlds and talking and laughing like mad. heh.
and thank goodness farah fetches me to school almost every morning. 10am lectures are quite good sleep-inducers. and tutorials and starting soon! omg... can't believe it. it's time to do work already.=( but the past two weeks have been filled with meetings and so on and so forth that i wonder how to survive when homework and projects come into the picture. have i overestimated myself by taking up too many commitments? stardust, rag and west end meet are enough to kill, add that to ia, studies and tuition. maybe not being able to join foc is a blessing in disguise. to really take a good break from s'pore and enjoy before the REALLY xiong stuff start.
publicity for stardust is gonna start soon! if you know of anyone who loves singing, please get him or her to join STARDUST 2008! (though i doubt this will actually get anyone cos readership of my blog is rather low, but nevertheless, it's always worth the try.)
maybe one good thing about the commitments is that i really meet a lot of friends along the way. was recalling how i was so scared that after jc, i wouldnt have any friend cos i'm such an introvert. but now, though i dun have a lot of very close friends, i have very nice friends at least. there's always the fair share of irresponsible people, but there are also others who have tons of passion for whatever they do. it's really admirable sometimes.
met up with jr and cherry on sat after SOOO long of not meeting. went to eat ichiban, then shopped around, then went to play pool. i reached home at around 2am i think.=X have been buying quite a lot of stuff these days. a few weeks ago i bought 2 dresses and a top, then more recently i bought a pair of shoes (which some people said is very nice=P) and a pair of shorts. plus i've been tending the cny booth that i ended up buying a lot of the tidbits.=X gosh.
photos of cherry and i!
hooked on wo bu pei these days. i think the mv is really quite good. feel so sad for celebrities after you watch it.
我不配
作词：方文山 作曲：周杰伦
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉 已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉 已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美 我不配
then yong'an came to talk to me. he said that, it's not dissatisfaction, if we dun improve, we'll always be stagnant. then i was arguing the whole thing about discontentment vs self-improvement (i think i wrote a post on it). there is only a thin line, how are we supposed to differentiatie this discontentment from the need for self-improvement?
finishing school made it clear. we should always seek improvement - attend all the talks, workshops etc. sometimes what i dun like about business is that everything is about packaging. i'm not just talking about events or products, it's also about humans, how we package ourselves and make ourselves look useful to the company. it is true that at such an age, we should already be thinking about such things, and it is practical, but i must admit, i dun like it. to me, a nice cover is not equals to good substance. i've always be wary of people who can package themselves well, but i guess in business, it's not a matter of choice - to gain advantage over people, you have no choice but to brand yourself. and it is clear that the better you are at doing that, the more advantage you have. that's the sad reality of life.
i'm considering changing my concurrent degree from mpp to a ddp in econs or psych. the latter two sound more appealing to me now. i dunno if i'm just a coward - refusing to take up mpp simply because it requires a lot of verbal skills - but somehow, mpp has lost its appeal to me. i'm hoping that the new ddps would be introduced so i could possibly consider more seriously about the switch.
peiying called me just now and complained about how i just left suddenly and didnt even say bye to her.=X but it's quite nice knowing that she still remembers me.=)
have been hanging around ja quite a lot for the past few days cos of cny stall. we keep people-watching and sometimes gossip about biz people it's rather fun. i think if jess and cynli were around, we would completely be in our own worlds and talking and laughing like mad. heh.
and thank goodness farah fetches me to school almost every morning. 10am lectures are quite good sleep-inducers. and tutorials and starting soon! omg... can't believe it. it's time to do work already.=( but the past two weeks have been filled with meetings and so on and so forth that i wonder how to survive when homework and projects come into the picture. have i overestimated myself by taking up too many commitments? stardust, rag and west end meet are enough to kill, add that to ia, studies and tuition. maybe not being able to join foc is a blessing in disguise. to really take a good break from s'pore and enjoy before the REALLY xiong stuff start.
publicity for stardust is gonna start soon! if you know of anyone who loves singing, please get him or her to join STARDUST 2008! (though i doubt this will actually get anyone cos readership of my blog is rather low, but nevertheless, it's always worth the try.)
maybe one good thing about the commitments is that i really meet a lot of friends along the way. was recalling how i was so scared that after jc, i wouldnt have any friend cos i'm such an introvert. but now, though i dun have a lot of very close friends, i have very nice friends at least. there's always the fair share of irresponsible people, but there are also others who have tons of passion for whatever they do. it's really admirable sometimes.
met up with jr and cherry on sat after SOOO long of not meeting. went to eat ichiban, then shopped around, then went to play pool. i reached home at around 2am i think.=X have been buying quite a lot of stuff these days. a few weeks ago i bought 2 dresses and a top, then more recently i bought a pair of shoes (which some people said is very nice=P) and a pair of shorts. plus i've been tending the cny booth that i ended up buying a lot of the tidbits.=X gosh.
photos of cherry and i!
hooked on wo bu pei these days. i think the mv is really quite good. feel so sad for celebrities after you watch it.
我不配
作词：方文山 作曲：周杰伦
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉 已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉 已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美 我不配
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
taiwan!
haven been blogging for the last few days, not that i was busy, just that somehow, i just didn't feel like it. dun ask me why. heh.
so school has restarted. i was half looking forward to it last week. i wanted to stop working, but yet at the same time, i also wanted to be free and not have anything to do, and of cos going to school means being able to meet friends, so it's a good plus point too.=)
3 lessons on first day sorta killed my enthusiam. stats lecturer is hilarious, om lecturer is plain boring. imagine me facebooking during the first lecture! oh man. ss was fine. lecturer tried telling jokes with a straight face, but most of the time it didn't work. haha. and i realised i'll have 4 mid-terms! MY GOODNESS. how to survive!
this week is filled with meetings man. i woke up earlier today to go chinatown to get cny goodies for sale in bizad with ja and jonathan the foc head. then rushed to school for legal which was rather entertaining cos the lecturer is hilarious too! sorta like the cases that she says in class. then after lecturer, rushed down to lee wei song school for stardust discussion. i'm quite hoping the deal goes through cos after all, lws is a well-known school. hopefully costs wont be too high.
tmr is ibiza meeting at 5pm. FIVE hour break. sigh. but ok lar. in between farah mel and i are going for pizza!=D thurs supposed to have this financial workshop but i cant make it. tuition on fri, then rag meeting on sat. interesting first week of school huh. it's good knowing more friends thru these meetings and activities, but i dunno when i'll get sick of it. i do hope i wont screw up my studies this sem.
and....TAIWAN with JUN in june!!!!!!! OMG!! SOOOOOOOO excited!! i bet you can tell too. heh. been HOPING for this to come lar, even though it's going to burn a big hole in my pocket once again. going to taiwan has been on my wishlist for AGES. and with JUN too!!=D woohoo! we're so gonna plan the trip well so that we wont waste any second in taiwan.=) but i bet my parents will be worried, esp if it's just the two of us. but ah well. just thinking of it makes me very excited. but plane tickets are soo ex now. PLEASE let the prices drop soon can!=P
you know suddenly on the bus today, i was wondering if my inferiority has anything got to do with the abuses i had when i was young. i dun feel very traumatised by it, but i thought, maybe that's why i tend to accept everything that comes, instead of having my own say and making changes to the environment. maybe that's why i always end up hating myself and feeling like i can nv match up to others. sigh.
so school has restarted. i was half looking forward to it last week. i wanted to stop working, but yet at the same time, i also wanted to be free and not have anything to do, and of cos going to school means being able to meet friends, so it's a good plus point too.=)
3 lessons on first day sorta killed my enthusiam. stats lecturer is hilarious, om lecturer is plain boring. imagine me facebooking during the first lecture! oh man. ss was fine. lecturer tried telling jokes with a straight face, but most of the time it didn't work. haha. and i realised i'll have 4 mid-terms! MY GOODNESS. how to survive!
this week is filled with meetings man. i woke up earlier today to go chinatown to get cny goodies for sale in bizad with ja and jonathan the foc head. then rushed to school for legal which was rather entertaining cos the lecturer is hilarious too! sorta like the cases that she says in class. then after lecturer, rushed down to lee wei song school for stardust discussion. i'm quite hoping the deal goes through cos after all, lws is a well-known school. hopefully costs wont be too high.
tmr is ibiza meeting at 5pm. FIVE hour break. sigh. but ok lar. in between farah mel and i are going for pizza!=D thurs supposed to have this financial workshop but i cant make it. tuition on fri, then rag meeting on sat. interesting first week of school huh. it's good knowing more friends thru these meetings and activities, but i dunno when i'll get sick of it. i do hope i wont screw up my studies this sem.
and....TAIWAN with JUN in june!!!!!!! OMG!! SOOOOOOOO excited!! i bet you can tell too. heh. been HOPING for this to come lar, even though it's going to burn a big hole in my pocket once again. going to taiwan has been on my wishlist for AGES. and with JUN too!!=D woohoo! we're so gonna plan the trip well so that we wont waste any second in taiwan.=) but i bet my parents will be worried, esp if it's just the two of us. but ah well. just thinking of it makes me very excited. but plane tickets are soo ex now. PLEASE let the prices drop soon can!=P
you know suddenly on the bus today, i was wondering if my inferiority has anything got to do with the abuses i had when i was young. i dun feel very traumatised by it, but i thought, maybe that's why i tend to accept everything that comes, instead of having my own say and making changes to the environment. maybe that's why i always end up hating myself and feeling like i can nv match up to others. sigh.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
vicious cycle
wei she me wo zong shi you tai duo de hua que shuo bu chu kou. wo shi ge nuo fu ma? hai shi wo ying gai bu yao xiang tai duo. you shi hou wo zhen de huai yi wo lai dao zhe shi jie shang yi dian yi yi ye mei you. xiang yao dai gei wo shen bian de ren yi xie kuai le, zi ji que shi na me de zi si. qi shi wo yao de bing bu duo, wo zhi shi yao yi ge ren, jiu yi ge ren, zai wo shen bian pei ban wo, yu wo fen xiang ta sheng huo de dian dian di di, er wo, ye neng zai shi luo de shi hou yi kao ta, gao xing de shi hou ye you zhe me yi ge ta fen xiang. zhe, ye xu jiu shi wo zai jin nian zui xiang shi xian de yi ge yuan wang. dan, zhe ge yuan wang, wo xiang shi hen neng shi xian le.
wo xiang wo ke neng ye kan tai duo xi le ba. zi ji zhi hui yi zhi xiang xiang ru guo wo you na me yi ge jing tian dong di de ai qing. dan you ke neng ma? wo zhang zhe me da, dou mei you zhe me yi duan mei li de jing li, jiu suan shi wo bu xi huan de ren you zen yang, bei ai zong shi xing fu de. wo zhen de ren wei jiu shi yin wei zhe yang, wo dui zi ji cai yi dian xin xin ye mei you. dao xian zai wei zhi, wo hai shi qiao bu qi wo zi ji.
wo zhen de, zhen de, qiao bu qi wo zi ji.
sorry if you have absolutely no idea what i was typing about. it wasn't meant for anyone to understand that. maybe this is the best way for me.
west end meet's postponed till august. oh ho.
got ssa1201 too. i REALLY hope it won't pull down my cap again. i can't afford to use another s/u.
been clearing my variety shows by bringing my laptop to work. it's a great time killer.
i wish i could have a week of free time all to myself before school starts. sigh.
2 person in 2 days told me that they have confidence in me that i'll do well despite my commitments in sem 2. why do they have more confidence in me than i have in myself? or maybe i just like to underestimate myself? but of cos it's great knowing i have friends who have such faith in me. but it adds on to the pressure definitely.
i think my mood's always in a vicious cycle. it swings about, but i nv really get out of these rather negative emotions. i need a breakthrough perhaps.
wo xiang wo ke neng ye kan tai duo xi le ba. zi ji zhi hui yi zhi xiang xiang ru guo wo you na me yi ge jing tian dong di de ai qing. dan you ke neng ma? wo zhang zhe me da, dou mei you zhe me yi duan mei li de jing li, jiu suan shi wo bu xi huan de ren you zen yang, bei ai zong shi xing fu de. wo zhen de ren wei jiu shi yin wei zhe yang, wo dui zi ji cai yi dian xin xin ye mei you. dao xian zai wei zhi, wo hai shi qiao bu qi wo zi ji.
wo zhen de, zhen de, qiao bu qi wo zi ji.
sorry if you have absolutely no idea what i was typing about. it wasn't meant for anyone to understand that. maybe this is the best way for me.
west end meet's postponed till august. oh ho.
got ssa1201 too. i REALLY hope it won't pull down my cap again. i can't afford to use another s/u.
been clearing my variety shows by bringing my laptop to work. it's a great time killer.
i wish i could have a week of free time all to myself before school starts. sigh.
2 person in 2 days told me that they have confidence in me that i'll do well despite my commitments in sem 2. why do they have more confidence in me than i have in myself? or maybe i just like to underestimate myself? but of cos it's great knowing i have friends who have such faith in me. but it adds on to the pressure definitely.
i think my mood's always in a vicious cycle. it swings about, but i nv really get out of these rather negative emotions. i need a breakthrough perhaps.
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
last few days of holidays
one of the most packed holidays i ever had seriously (excluding the one when we were preparing for orientation). almost everyday was packed for the last week. and to think i didn't even have tuition (and cos of that, i used up all my cash. argh.) but i've learnt how to kill time at work - bring my laptop and do my stardust and west end meet stuff. heh. it's dangerous though, cos peiying keeps coming and typing rubbish msges to those i'm talking online to.
last thurs we celebrated mel's bday at giraffe. was quite pissed and for a while, i didn't even want to stay for the dinner. but i thought, it's been a while since i last saw this bunch of people, so i shud just stay. didn't want to waste a lot of money, so just ordered a mushroom soup. but had fun chatting with them. the seniors were saying i'm so gonna die next sem, which i agree. nvm chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi. shall solve problems as they come, cos sometimes i'm tired of anticipating such problems.
last thurs we celebrated mel's bday at giraffe. was quite pissed and for a while, i didn't even want to stay for the dinner. but i thought, it's been a while since i last saw this bunch of people, so i shud just stay. didn't want to waste a lot of money, so just ordered a mushroom soup. but had fun chatting with them. the seniors were saying i'm so gonna die next sem, which i agree. nvm chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi. shall solve problems as they come, cos sometimes i'm tired of anticipating such problems.
us at giraffe. i have absolutely no idea why my face was red.=X
fri was west end meet meeting at nus. i think i'm somehow more interested in planning a sporting event than a singing competition, prob cos i'm more experienced at sports events planning. just feel that i can use a lot of what i learnt last time during the meeting itself. but stardust is of cos a breakthrough, and i think i'll really learn a lot from it.
met up with ja cynli and jess on sunday and we went kboxing!!=) so fun. but i was coughing so much i couldn't even sing properly at the start. got better towards the end. but i LOVE singing wo bu hui chang ge by luo zhi xiang. it's such a nice song. and a nice tune by ah qing. ah qing is a genius man. he writes such great songs - beautiful love, pian jian, yi shi de mei hao, love story, etc. good-looking + talented = perfect guy? haha envy faye.=P nvm if you dunno what i'm talking about.
and parents came back from their 10-day holiday! oh man, i heard gabriel spent $8000 hosting them alone. my goodness. he's REALLY doing very well man. from his dunno-how-many-million house at hk, and the car he's gonna buy and the number of maids they have and his total investment value, he's probably at least 10 times as rich as my parents. my gosh.
mum bought quite a lot of tops for me from there. then i went to jess' house and got some of her tops too. my wardrobe has a sudden surge in tops man. not that i'm complaining. haha.
and this may sound a little gross. i've been coughing super badly the past few days. there was once on the bus to school, i just kept coughing, and even after eating lozenges, the coughing didn't stop. everyone was staring at me. then a few nights ago, i was sleeping when i started coughing like mad, and i actually puked on my blanket.=X DAMN gross. one of the few times i actually coughed till i puked. and on my blanket?! i spent so long cleaning up lar.
this week's rather packed too. but at least i bring my laptop to work these days, so i get to kill some time. ok i shall sleep now.
oh oh last thing, i received a postcard sent by jun and david all the way from ITALY!! oh man i was soooo touched! i miss you both! have been wanting to meet buddy but he's such a da mang ren. hai.
one more week to school.=(
罗志祥-我不会唱歌
这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了 怎么唱到最后
是的 感情不是K歌
音阶一字不漏 不见得感动
我也懂 拿mic的手不能颤抖
曾握著 就能感受你比我难过
谁写的 歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得
我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么 哭什么
明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得 这首歌
唱完的是我
这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了 怎么唱到最后
是的 感情不是K歌
音阶一字不漏 不见得感动
我也懂 拿mic的手不能颤抖
曾握著 就能感受你比我难过
谁写的 歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得
我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么 哭什么
明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得 这首歌
唱完的是我
我努力唱完这歌
我忘了破音没有
你心里触动的 下一首
已经不是我
我努力唱到嘶吼
我不怕剩我一个
只要你能记得 这首歌
给我最爱的...
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
top 100
933's top 100 songs of the year (koped from chork's blog. heh.=P). those songs that i like are in red.=)
#1: 我怀念的, 孙燕姿
#2: 专属天使, Tank
#3: 不能说的秘密, 周杰伦
#4: 爱情转移, 陈奕迅
#5: 3 7 20 1, 曹格
#6: 西界, 林俊杰
#7: 爱到, 飞轮海
#8: 春天的微笑, 何耀珊
#9: 在你身边, 张学友
#10: 咕叽咕叽, 孙燕姿
#11: 牛仔很忙, 周杰伦
#12: 落叶归根, 王力宏
#13: 爱爱爱, 方大同
#14: 好久不见, 张学友
#15: 一人一半, 伍家辉
#16: 中国话, SHE
#17: 其实很爱你, 张韶涵
#18: 你是爱我的, 张惠妹
#19: 我又初恋了, 五月天
#20: Never Let You Go, Vanness
#21: 好听, 许茹芸
#22: 特务J, 蔡依林
#23: 当你离开的时候, 蔡健雅
#24: 离开地球表面, 五月天
#25: 逆光, 孙燕姿
#26: 错了再错, 张栋梁
#27: 我不是F4, 周渝民
#28: 天使, 五月天
#29: 自由不变, 林俊杰
#30: 崇拜, 梁静茹
#31: 杀手, 林俊杰
#32: 为爱而生, 五月天
#33: 五月天, SHE
#34: 改变自己, 王力宏
#35: 败给你, 罗志祥 + 萧亚轩
#36: 如果你也听说, 张惠妹
#37: 私奔到月球, 五月天 + 陈绮贞
#38: 梦里花, 张韶涵
#39: 不会爱, 飞轮海
#40: I Love You, 陈伟联
#41: 怎么办, SHE
#42: 王子, 张栋梁
#43: Shakalaka Baby, 潘嘉丽
#44: 路口, 张震岳
#45: 背叛, 曹格
#46: 天生反骨, Energy
#47: 旋律, 林宇中
#48: 普通的人, 陈伟联
#49: 听袁惟仁弹吉他, SHE
#50: 一, 刘德华
#51: 她们说, 郑秀文
#52: 到底多久, 黄义达
#53: 蔷蔷, Ella
#54: 一枝独秀, 罗志祥
#55: 你是我心内的一首歌, 王力宏 + Selina
#56: 任意门, 杨丞琳
#57: 不会分离, 光良
#58: 泪, 迷路兵
#59: 我不想忘记你, 郭静
#60: 淘汰, 陈奕迅
#61: 玩酷, 潘玮柏
#62: 一个人, 蔡依林
#63: 小情歌, 苏打绿
#64: 苏丽珍, 方大同
#65: 需要你的爱, FIR + 信
#66: 说你爱我, SHE
#67: 适应, 迷路兵
#68: 不远, 萧亚轩
#69: 101 封情书, 欧得洋
#70: 喜欢你, 庭竹
#71: 月牙湾, FIR
#72: 不痛, 张韶涵
#73: 其实还爱你 , 阿沁
#74: 我们的歌, 王力宏(?)
#75: 烟火, 光良
#76: 哲学家, 范玮琪
#77: 牧笛, 刘德华
#78: 缺氧, 杨丞琳
#79: 我们的歌, 王力宏
#80: 最爱还是你, 唐禹哲
#81: 想太多, 李玖哲
#82: 达尔文, 蔡健雅
#83: 好久不见, 陈奕迅
#84: 爱转角, 罗志祥
#85: 无与伦比的美丽, 苏打绿
#86: 路太弯, 潘玮柏
#87: 小小, 容祖儿
#88: 记得我吗, 陈冠希
#89: 必杀计, 罗志祥
#90: 非你莫属, Tank
#91: 那首歌, 林宥嘉
#92: 迦南美地, 刘耕宏
#93: 因为我相信, 星光帮
#94: 出神入化, 飞轮海
#95: 彩虹, 周杰伦
#96: 最爱, 周蕙
#97: 思念是一种病, 张震岳 + 蔡健雅
#98: 亲爱的做个好梦, 陈伟联
#99: 我可以, 蔡旻佑
#100: 一秒钟的永远, 潘嘉丽
heh this is rather fun. but only have one lin yu zhong's song in top 100. =( his album was the only one i bought in 2007.
#1: 我怀念的, 孙燕姿
#2: 专属天使, Tank
#3: 不能说的秘密, 周杰伦
#4: 爱情转移, 陈奕迅
#5: 3 7 20 1, 曹格
#6: 西界, 林俊杰
#7: 爱到, 飞轮海
#8: 春天的微笑, 何耀珊
#9: 在你身边, 张学友
#10: 咕叽咕叽, 孙燕姿
#11: 牛仔很忙, 周杰伦
#12: 落叶归根, 王力宏
#13: 爱爱爱, 方大同
#14: 好久不见, 张学友
#15: 一人一半, 伍家辉
#16: 中国话, SHE
#17: 其实很爱你, 张韶涵
#18: 你是爱我的, 张惠妹
#19: 我又初恋了, 五月天
#20: Never Let You Go, Vanness
#21: 好听, 许茹芸
#22: 特务J, 蔡依林
#23: 当你离开的时候, 蔡健雅
#24: 离开地球表面, 五月天
#25: 逆光, 孙燕姿
#26: 错了再错, 张栋梁
#27: 我不是F4, 周渝民
#28: 天使, 五月天
#29: 自由不变, 林俊杰
#30: 崇拜, 梁静茹
#31: 杀手, 林俊杰
#32: 为爱而生, 五月天
#33: 五月天, SHE
#34: 改变自己, 王力宏
#35: 败给你, 罗志祥 + 萧亚轩
#36: 如果你也听说, 张惠妹
#37: 私奔到月球, 五月天 + 陈绮贞
#38: 梦里花, 张韶涵
#39: 不会爱, 飞轮海
#40: I Love You, 陈伟联
#41: 怎么办, SHE
#42: 王子, 张栋梁
#43: Shakalaka Baby, 潘嘉丽
#44: 路口, 张震岳
#45: 背叛, 曹格
#46: 天生反骨, Energy
#47: 旋律, 林宇中
#48: 普通的人, 陈伟联
#49: 听袁惟仁弹吉他, SHE
#50: 一, 刘德华
#51: 她们说, 郑秀文
#52: 到底多久, 黄义达
#53: 蔷蔷, Ella
#54: 一枝独秀, 罗志祥
#55: 你是我心内的一首歌, 王力宏 + Selina
#56: 任意门, 杨丞琳
#57: 不会分离, 光良
#58: 泪, 迷路兵
#59: 我不想忘记你, 郭静
#60: 淘汰, 陈奕迅
#61: 玩酷, 潘玮柏
#62: 一个人, 蔡依林
#63: 小情歌, 苏打绿
#64: 苏丽珍, 方大同
#65: 需要你的爱, FIR + 信
#66: 说你爱我, SHE
#67: 适应, 迷路兵
#68: 不远, 萧亚轩
#69: 101 封情书, 欧得洋
#70: 喜欢你, 庭竹
#71: 月牙湾, FIR
#72: 不痛, 张韶涵
#73: 其实还爱你 , 阿沁
#74: 我们的歌, 王力宏(?)
#75: 烟火, 光良
#76: 哲学家, 范玮琪
#77: 牧笛, 刘德华
#78: 缺氧, 杨丞琳
#79: 我们的歌, 王力宏
#80: 最爱还是你, 唐禹哲
#81: 想太多, 李玖哲
#82: 达尔文, 蔡健雅
#83: 好久不见, 陈奕迅
#84: 爱转角, 罗志祥
#85: 无与伦比的美丽, 苏打绿
#86: 路太弯, 潘玮柏
#87: 小小, 容祖儿
#88: 记得我吗, 陈冠希
#89: 必杀计, 罗志祥
#90: 非你莫属, Tank
#91: 那首歌, 林宥嘉
#92: 迦南美地, 刘耕宏
#93: 因为我相信, 星光帮
#94: 出神入化, 飞轮海
#95: 彩虹, 周杰伦
#96: 最爱, 周蕙
#97: 思念是一种病, 张震岳 + 蔡健雅
#98: 亲爱的做个好梦, 陈伟联
#99: 我可以, 蔡旻佑
#100: 一秒钟的永远, 潘嘉丽
heh this is rather fun. but only have one lin yu zhong's song in top 100. =( his album was the only one i bought in 2007.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
it's 2008.
first entry of 2008. felt some sort of excitement about the new year at first, then it just completely died down.
jun you're SORELY missed.=( i always had you to spend these special days with. now i'm all alone. i was the only person at home when the clock struck 12. very pessimistically, i was even thinking this might be the case in many years to come. but at least i managed to video call you!=)
and bro was going crazy just now. i seriously dun understand why he throws such tantrums. we just possess very different personalities, i may like to drag things, but dun you know you are imposing your own routines on me which are completely infringing on my freedom? and by imposing your views on people, you are, too, being super domineering.
the more i think about it, the angrier i get seriously.
anw, shall do a rather brief recap of 2007. it's filled with mainly downs. things like my family's reaction to my As results, increase in my own weight, and starting of uni life have made quite huge impact in my life. but emotionally, i'm still an empty shell. and i'm not just talking about relationship aspect.
jan:
-postponed ahsayuni's bangkok trip due to bombings, ended up going KL with parents and aunt cat
-passed BTT
-started work in Bosch under Jaslyn
-put on braces
-wisdom tooth extraction (first time under general anaesthetic)
feb:
-bday and vday spent with jun=)
mar:
-release of As results (led to a whole chain of changes at home and a dramatic decrease in confidence level, but i shan't elaborate)
-passed FTT
-started giving dylan tuition
apr:
-interviews for usp and mpp (50% success rate)
june:
-stopped working in bosch
-ocip at khao lak (eye-opener seriously)
-guangzhou/hongkong trip with some grp of ahsayunians (first ever self-planned holiday)
jul:
-tripod camp
aug:
-uni started: matriculation, oweek, etc
sep:
-driving license!
-jun flew to london=(
-joined bizad club events planning (under ia and publicity)
oct:
-midterms in which i did rather well for both with minimal mugging
nov:
-stardust the movie
-joined oc of stardust the singing comp
-exams
dec:
-started work at millenia
-joined oc of west end meet and said yes to rag welfare vice
-release of results
it was a very fast year. things were super different. we were no longer sheltered as we transitted from jc students wearing uniform to school everyday to working individuals for a few months, and then to students again, this time round much more independent and left to fight for our own stuff. must learn to grow up very quickly during this period, cos if not, you will be the one who loses out. i guess being away from school for so long emptied my social network, and it was during this period that i realised i only have THAT few true friends. and somehow, it made me rather emotionally unstable too.
i really hope 2008 will be a better year for me. and that some of my wishes will come true. but somehow my luck seems to only stop at a very limited level. sigh.
jun you're SORELY missed.=( i always had you to spend these special days with. now i'm all alone. i was the only person at home when the clock struck 12. very pessimistically, i was even thinking this might be the case in many years to come. but at least i managed to video call you!=)
and bro was going crazy just now. i seriously dun understand why he throws such tantrums. we just possess very different personalities, i may like to drag things, but dun you know you are imposing your own routines on me which are completely infringing on my freedom? and by imposing your views on people, you are, too, being super domineering.
the more i think about it, the angrier i get seriously.
anw, shall do a rather brief recap of 2007. it's filled with mainly downs. things like my family's reaction to my As results, increase in my own weight, and starting of uni life have made quite huge impact in my life. but emotionally, i'm still an empty shell. and i'm not just talking about relationship aspect.
jan:
-postponed ahsayuni's bangkok trip due to bombings, ended up going KL with parents and aunt cat
-passed BTT
-started work in Bosch under Jaslyn
-put on braces
-wisdom tooth extraction (first time under general anaesthetic)
feb:
-bday and vday spent with jun=)
mar:
-release of As results (led to a whole chain of changes at home and a dramatic decrease in confidence level, but i shan't elaborate)
-passed FTT
-started giving dylan tuition
apr:
-interviews for usp and mpp (50% success rate)
june:
-stopped working in bosch
-ocip at khao lak (eye-opener seriously)
-guangzhou/hongkong trip with some grp of ahsayunians (first ever self-planned holiday)
jul:
-tripod camp
aug:
-uni started: matriculation, oweek, etc
sep:
-driving license!
-jun flew to london=(
-joined bizad club events planning (under ia and publicity)
oct:
-midterms in which i did rather well for both with minimal mugging
nov:
-stardust the movie
-joined oc of stardust the singing comp
-exams
dec:
-started work at millenia
-joined oc of west end meet and said yes to rag welfare vice
-release of results
it was a very fast year. things were super different. we were no longer sheltered as we transitted from jc students wearing uniform to school everyday to working individuals for a few months, and then to students again, this time round much more independent and left to fight for our own stuff. must learn to grow up very quickly during this period, cos if not, you will be the one who loses out. i guess being away from school for so long emptied my social network, and it was during this period that i realised i only have THAT few true friends. and somehow, it made me rather emotionally unstable too.
i really hope 2008 will be a better year for me. and that some of my wishes will come true. but somehow my luck seems to only stop at a very limited level. sigh.
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