hey3!im back..ahahaR!well,ppl ol sayy i MIA??

whr got.aduh!im still here larr.cume ilang skjapppp jer..

ahhahar!ferstly,congrats to ma lil cuzzen.she gave berth to a babyBOI.ahax.cute la kn..name MOHD RAYZA DZIL IRFAN..

waduh2!ahaahr.

juz now,went to town widd ajam.plan was nt to go out bt den

feel kinda boredd stayin at hm.ajam koled & went out wid hym.

met hym at lakeside & as usual he was late...waitedd lyke wat seyy!in d tren,alone,saw enal.he's otw goin sharifah's chalet.

he did asked me to follow hym bt den i say mlz la nk p

chalet sharifah.so he went der widd dunoe hu larr..

in d tren oso saw dat bitchy SHYREEN!argh!!

eeeee.mane peh hotbabe je nk tgk2 kn..pity dis kind of ppl urhh..attract ma attention i gueZ!hahar.. =)

reach town,eat den saw tharwan.haha.join mkn widd hym & den wok past bk JERRY pangel.i asked hym whr hisham den

dia step tk tau.babi..

ajam went inside bk,i waited outside.hisham pt dlm bk larr!!

gosh*!he was widd SURIA..hahahaR!

ferst tyme,i saw dat suria.finally,ma dream came true..

hehe.she was damn UGLY??..

ok2 rabak la dektu.followed dem ol d wayy..hahar.

nk tgk suria nye psl kn.den hisham juz smiledd at me.

i gave hym half of ma smile baq.haix.......

*sobs**

dok2 at taka den was damnn shocked saw farhan & sei.

hee =)).. den i ikot dem mit d rest..I MIZ U GUYS larr..

and at laz dpt jgak jmpe..*hee

farhan pe je ckp dat i 'PULAU' kn drg..whr gt seyy...

plzz la...and y sei asked me dat KIND of qn urhh?

i realli wonder..k la dats ol i wana blog 4 now!wana slip..

*snoozee...

<3>

ps:MIZ U GUYS! =))

its ma ATTITUDE
- 11:18 AM

its mondayy.how fast tyme flies.wanna blogg abt wad happened on sat..

went out from hm arnd 7+pm.met up paeh,madan,salman at cthol.

den wok2 till esp den waited 4 d rest to arrivedd.bt den tk smpi2..

kol nye kol & dey refusedd to answer.fareez suspek dey went club.nonsense kn?ahahar.

den aktualyy sumtingg happened.hehe.worst tyng ever imagined happened..

aiyoo.den aft ol dat ting finish,went 2 marina 711 met up widd d rest..

went to aji's cribz den ton der.aduh!hajar tkder lagiikk.

haixxx.. :((

ton der,was quite fun!at ferst dey went 2 mustafa cntre,bought deir tings den

left me alone in d ouse!!arghh.no 1 wanted to accompany me..

dey took quite a long time der.i slept lerr..

den dat farhan waked me upp..drink2 ol,zaki & paeh came baq,tok2 rubbish,zaki mabok

& every1 asleep at arnd 7am..

i tried to slip earlier bt den zaki,paeh ol kept on irritate me!

aduh.cant get to slip... *ggrrrrr..

zaki was funyy la aktuali.mabok like shit seyy.ahahax!:))

mornin,i waked up aft hearing zaki tokin on d fone.durh~!d rest oso waked up..

bath,tok3 & went baq hm widd zaki & fareez..took 960..

bt den i did nt went baq hm straight.went over to ma fren's place..

ha-ha!slip,eat der & woked up arnd 6pm+.. =)

tok2 widd her & went baq hm.reached hm arnd 8+pm & mommy neva

asked a tingg.hahar!eat & slip baq.arnd 3+am woked up,eat & went baq to slip..

hahahar.den juz now waked up at 330pm..lmbt ker??ahaha

was damnn tiredd lahh.. =))

its ma ATTITUDE
- 3:22 AM

im SICKk!JYEAH.. :) its been 2daes of high fever..

ma body feels so HOT & ma head is spinningg lyke a yo-yo!!

arghh!

it ol started bcoz on mondae i gorged maself to eat junkies stuff..

durh~!i had alot of it..and now its hurtingg me till im down widd fever..

gOSH.ma nose irritates me.ma voice is gettin ROCK on!

ahahax!haix..when is dis goin 2 end??*wonderingg

well,ma hair has turn red!!

aduh.my mom go & dye it 4 me.it turns out to be nonsensetical..

MOMMY,I WANNA MA OLD HAIR BAQ PLZ..!!

:((

i want 2 cut ma hair larr.ermm....ahahhax!

still under consideration..

huhu!

and to FARHAN,plz stop tagging bende2 uh mepek kaes..

mcm irrit gitu wheneva i open ma blogg.

plzz,im begging u to stop ur

bloody nonsense! :))

its ma ATTITUDE
- 12:12 PM

the CHEMISTRY who can extract from her heart are

ELEMENTS,compassion,RESPECT,longing,PATIENCE,regret,

SURPRISE

and forgiveness and COMPOUND dem into

one can create dat

ATOM which is called LOVE.

its ma ATTITUDE
- 4:07 AM

arghh!its 7:12am & i still cldnt gt to sliip.SHIT!later plan was to gt ma i/c from

lavender widd paeh.he decided to accompanyy mie.yeay!gt nutingg to do,so update ma

blogg larr.im alone at home!wee~.wonder y i cldnt slipp..aiyax!

todae its 17/04!!hehe.its a sad occasion as expectedd.he's awayy,dunoe whr.

koled hym juz now & he still refusedd to answer iit.go to hell widd hym.

ma intention kolin hym is juz 2 wishh hym "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"..

aiyax.nemynd lar HISHAM.....

ydae & sat i hadd mood swings.dunoe y.i was mad at almost everyone dat tok 2 me.

especially at msn.ppl kept on botheringg me.some of dem were blocked.dey juz irrits me!

im oso nt sure y im behavingg dat way..erm,mayb bcoz of dat sumone hu kept on

hurtingg me wid his werds.wtf..haiyahx!

nadia koled me & say dat she's on her way 2 ma ouse.aduh..so,waitingg 4 herr la nie.

at least gt sum1 to accompanyy me nt to slipp. :))

tmw,goin out widd MOMMY.gonna pay ma HSA fine..arghh!wat a waste of

her $30..can i not pay dat fine plzz??i nidd $$$..*winkss

ma life now r so fcuked upP!adek went to boss arnd tellingg bad tyngs abt me.

now,it seems lyke every1 knew wats happenningg.SHIT lar adek niee.

cant he juz SHUT hys BLOODY MOUTH up??!

arghhh~!

yeay!nadia arrivedd.gtg!gota strez out ma probs to herr.toodles~!

gonna haf breakfast,i wana eatt roti prata..ahahax!bye3..

<33

its ma ATTITUDE
- 4:13 PM

ahaX.went out juz now widd paeh,madan ol..met paeh @ senja lrt den naek bus

p Bb & mit d restt.walkked to d mrt,mit uP hajar at je laz cab...!

at laz gotta mit herr.**as wat farhan said hajaR & wan wil ignore each oder @ je...

and soo dis tyng happeneDd!*aiyoO

reachin clem & hajar said dat she's goingg baQ hm.at clem & she gt off from d tren.

and left me alone.. :(

we head on to ctHALL.sit der & i went 2 buy oldCHANGkee wif amin..

go cthol der den was shockedd!saw ma x..aduh~!

i ignored hym & he pulled ma hand.oh shitt!he noticedd me..*aiYa

tok 2 hym skjap den jln2 dgn amin arnd cthol.he & his stoOpid crap accompanied me buy dat oldchangkee....saw LELA!ma gf..wee~!:))

smpi tmpt drg den dey ol wantedd 2 go town.sasuey lar..!

saw ma bro plak.he wantedd 2 join us.babi urhh~!took bus der.nga walk2

den saw kakLYN.aduh~!SASUEY btl larr..i juz hate her 2 d core...*arghh!

fcuk urhh.she was wid BIRD,alang,lydia,izz,obek..*aiya

at town jer,im kinda boredd.tk tau asl..den while crossingg d road,skali farhan

step on ma sliperrs.duh~!was mad at hym skjap jer. :))

dat alip wantedd 2 mit me.@ dat tyme was kinda soddx dgn farhan so tk jadi nk jmper dektu.alarr,prangai jek..4 wat miting hym??!duh~!

erm,kol2 & msg my HISHAM & neva angkaT & rply..dgn dat BITCHY suria agaknyer kn.biar la kn..he comes & go!:(( pape la kn hisham...

went baQ hm & suddenly d tren mcm full ouse gitu.mcm ramai sgt HOOLIGANS arnd..*aiya!dunoe y kn...

went baQ hm den saw moMmy bwah blk.she was her way goin baQ too..

overall todae,was fun & kinda boredd uhh.fun beingg widd dem..

and boredd bcoz of sum reason.dun haf 2 mention y....

tooDles~!

its ma ATTITUDE
- 11:22 AM

yey~!at laz,koled hymm & cn get thru!woW. :)) was damNn hapy.happy banget seyy..

chit-chatt widd hym lame jgak urhh.i asked hyym tons of qns!he M.I.A lame eyy.

asked hym bout dat SURIA ol.he saidd dat dey both were onlyy frenzas!

can i believe datt??nah~!ive heardd alott of story bout both of demm..

tink he cld run away from d fact??plzz lar HISHAM!!

dis monDAE,17/04,its hys birdDae & our 4mth aNniVersaryy :))

he askedd me out bt den im nt sure of diss.errr*!

well,2dae its public holidae.i gt family gatheringg lerr.

went 4 lunch at rex restaurant widd ma cuzzens & aunt ol @ prinsep st.eat alott seyy.aduh~!!

den went 2 westCOAST bowlingg.haf 5rouds of bowlingg & ma hands hurttz!

well,managedd to gt 4strikes thruOut d whole game! :))

my auNt passEd mie a pack of ciggs.. :)

urrm,dat HISHAM of mine,prangai.............

so,maybe tk jadi kuwa widd hym.aiyax!sun den mitin hym @ ajam's nye jemputan...

den cld plan 4 mondae uhh. :))

tmw saturdae & im headin 2 esp widd ma frenzass.farhan,hajar,wan & d rest..

:)) peepS,c ya tmW aites!we goNna gt DRUNK???

:))

its ma ATTITUDE
- 10:23 AM

haloo.as usual,i dun haf d tyme 2 update dis bloggy tingy.or juz dat im Lazy 2 do so.

laz sat went out 2 town al0ne.met ma bro,hys gf,boi & 3 of boi nye fwenz.

den met up widd alep!

he was crazy!naek menyampah seein hys face.durh~!

@ nyte went 2 esplanade den met d rest..its PAEh birddae.dey drink & i by d tyme

i arrived,da bez!wakao..paeh is fuNi.he juz kept oN smiling..

loOkin @ hym,makes me wana lauGh!gee~!:)

well,hajar was nOt dere.kinda boredd lar..dunnoe whr she went 2.asked d rest & ol

i get was a STUPIdd answer.fcuk!so,dun bother askingg..

went baq hm @ arnd 1135,den waeted zaki,wan,elmo 4 quite a l0ng tyme..

den to0k tren baQ hm..

arnd 3+am,shika koled me & asked 2 go her ouse.so i went der.nadia was der toO...

her ouse was lyke ma own ouse!bkk lagu & danced arndd.

went baq hm @ 6am.sLipp............

its ma ATTITUDE
- 2:47 AM

kinda boredd noW.its beeN 2daEs strAighT iM @ hm..wadUh..!

canT stand d boreddNess nemOre!2daE pLan was to sLip oVer bibiK's pLace @ yisHun..

she gt loads oF storY 2 teLL me.well,she's ma faVouryte aUnt!she rOcks! :)

deN diN beeP me uP,ajAk p jB!kwanG3..nah,nO way iM goiN der widd hyM...*hehe*

juZ asked hym 2 buY me suM stufFS & tmw den mitiNgg hym..

4 tmw,iVe gotta lotS of pLAn.afyque & aiN asked miee oUt to tOwn..

mitinG din,ATHIR,nurul,AGIL,umaira,HADIE,afiq,PAULA @ town toO!den not sure nk follow sapEr..farhaN & d resT cnfrM3 pt usual place drg..ESPLANADE..

haiyaH..mayB mitinGg dem uP @ nyte.goshh!

kn mcm tk TENTU ARAH gnie..*hahhaKz*

well,im boredd!!:))

its ma ATTITUDE
- 1:43 AM

ermm.kinda hurt when i heard abt dat stoopid news!heaRd

daT he haD suM1 elSe as ma rePLacemeNt!:(

well,he haD prOmisED me diS,daT oL.& nOw he weNt wiF

daT SURIA..!gosh!

cM wasTed eyy after ol dis whiLe,iM waitiN 4 hym...

haixx..neMind,aslkn dia haPpy lar kN dgn SURIA tu!

well,haf notyng m0re tO sayy.no mOod 4 d dae of coursE!!

:((

its ma ATTITUDE
- 11:40 PM

its satUrdaE bebEy!erMm.wenT oUt to towN wiF ma brO,faiS,aneL,deQ maS,

bOi & 2 oF boi nye freN[MATREPS!]

aiyA!wenT 2 haF diNner @ fareaSt der,wenT tO lucKypLAza maeN arcaDE!

it waS daMnn fuN!wee~!haD d car raCing gaMe wiF aNeL.

gueZ waDd?he waS 1st @ staRtiN of d raCe deN i asKed hyM tO st0p & wait 4 mie..

skaLi,dia peH boDo pegi stOp & wait!nyaRhahAr..iN d eNd i woN d raCE!:)

playcheat ker?*winks*

deN moveD oN & chill @ espLAnaDe.mit uP wif haJar,

farHan,amiN,waN

suMer pt saNer!gee~!dey were oL @ their owN dreaMlanD.

eVery1 waS druNk!hahaR.bt deN drG fuN urhh..ive mEt uP wiF

khAi.hahAHar!

went baQ hm wif d resT.oNly farHan toN @ agi's pLacE!mcM toucHin gitU toN 2org jer.hee3!reaChed hM & herE i aM so daMn d bOreddd!!

duNoe wad to d0.aiya!daT sicKeniNg aliP,is maKing me mOre irritatEd of hyM.

haixx..he juz pisSed me oFf!idioTiC hyM..arghH!

its ma ATTITUDE
- 11:42 AM