Caught me off-guard

Some of the Visuals from Karin's. Love my babies truckloads! This week was overall a really good one because I met up with people who I've not seen for ages & to spend quality time with the clique. Its times like these that I wish every minute would pass slower so that I can savour every minute with them.

AND SO .....

TODAY MARKS THE START OF THE HOLIDAYS!!!

WHOPPPPPIIEEEE!!

*Reality Check, there is a mountain-high pile of assignments to be done :( so this is the only bummer of the holiday. I mean, who has assignments to complete during the Christmas Season?! Welcome to the Poly Life, sigh pie :( But my group is meeting up the whole of next week so hopefully, we can get them done and over with so that I can enjoy my holidays without having to worry.

And of course, my List of Things to do.

1. Catch up on all my shows (American Serials & HK Dramas)

2. Movies to catch-up

3. Christmas Shopping ASAP

4. Christmas Card making ASAP

5. Meeting with all my friends

6. Clean my room

7. Get some reading done

8. Facial

and the list goes on and on.

Had my presentation this morning & I swear today wasn't really my day. I waited 20 mins for both 966 & 963 But annoyingly, both kept me waiting & I was almost late for school. Called Daddy for a lift & thankfully he was still home. Reached school on the dot, thank goodness. Presentation went well for me! (: and then headed down to Gramp's for lunch cause I had Society Meeting @ 4pm when I ended at 12.40. Had to kill 3 hours but lucky me, Gramp's had my shows screened. Went back to school to meet my exco mates & the only thing I can say is " Wow, its really a mixture of different characters & people. "

Had a quick ice-breaker game that required us to plan activities for the existing exco & I must say, it went pretty well for our first attempt, despite not knowing each other at all. Luckily there were many familiar faces && it went pretty well. Can't wait to work with them for the next one year (: Definitely hoping that I can learn more.

Met Tabin & the rest to lepak for awhile before going home & once again, I TOOK THE WRONG BUS HOME.

This really has gotta stop happening cause I ended up at Tanglin CC which is like really far from Woodlands. Could've reach home by 7.20 but no, I reached home at 8.30. And the worst thing is, my phone ran put of battery, so I had no form of communication & entertainment :( Think its time, I bought myself a portable charger to not have such things happening.

I think it caught me off-guard that I may be falling for you.

I don't know how, I don't know when but all I know is that boy, you've been on my mind the past few days.

XX.

Trapped within four walls.

Really had sucha great time with the bestest & I was really enjoying myself in the midst of everything. Good thing I long completed my assignments which are dued so that I could play my days away without feeling any guilt or what not.

Met up with the Sec school guys & went to support them for their soccer match. It was really great meeting all of them cause I've not seen them in ages & I was laughing till my tummy hurt cause they're a bunch of jokers really. Especially Arafat, that asshole. But I really had fun, talking bout YT & those days. Sigh pie, feeling sentimental already (':

Visuals will be up soon. I wanna go to Karin's like everyday to play the Dance Central game for X-box Kinect 360, it was really really fun shaking our asses and doing loads of funny moves. Hahaha, was practically high & my sun-burnt face made me look like I was wasted. Eunice & Shann crashed at my place & this time, we were too tired to do a single shit. Every single day, I thank God for them, for me to have such bestfs who've been there for me through thick & thin, seeing me at my best & worst & for their endless love & support. As mushy & corny as it sounds, I really love & appreciate every single one of them.

School's like a chore now & it always feels like I have to drag myself there, with no form of excitement at all. This is bad, like really bad. Anyways, just 2 more days & I'm done with school.

Not gonna keep my hopes up this time round.

XX

Hectic.

Hi guys, I'm gonna be a very busy girl this entire month. I was going through my calendar & I realised that I'm practically having something on almost every other day. Sigh pie. Well, one week is gone due to my group projects, another is gone cause I'm going for a holiday & the other days are for meeting up with my friends.

Anyways, Christmas is coming in another 10 more days, so stoked! Time for me to do my Christmas Shopping, already have in mind for prezzies (; And yes, I need to start making Christmas Cards as well. Omg, I have tons to make, better start soon.

So on Saturday, I headed down to the Library to get some work done & Jon came down to find me. Thank god I went down earlier cause the moment he arrived, I didn't do much cause I was helping him with his stud. Rushed home to prep for Yu Wei & Gladys' wedding. All my teammies were looking good & we took tons of Polaroid. Pictures will be up soon. Gave school a miss today so I ended up finishing up some loose ends here & there.

Stoked for tomorrow cause the bestf & I are gonna support the guys' soccer match @ 9 in the morning, then I'm gonna go to school & after that Dinnz at Karin's, followed by sleepover @ my place. Heehees, oooh I can't wait!

 Because sometimes, I get too scared to take the first step because of the thought of getting my heart broken again. It seems so right but something holds me back, from giving it a shot.

Ecstasy.

Some of the visuals taken on Thursday with the Teammies (:

Its been so long since I saw them, though its been 3 weeks but was really glad that I could spend my Thurs noon with them. I think we broke our photo-taking record on that day shall post them rest of'em up another day. Met Nic & we did some Window-shopping while waiting for JJ cause he was with his friends. Lepak at the new Cine Bucks outlet, it was so pretty & I loved the entire concept of it. Caught Breaking Dawn 2 && the ending was not expected but it was a good show. Renesmee is so gorgeous for sucha kiddo, how can anyone be so pretty & angel-like? Din Tai Fung for dinnz since Nic was craving for Xiao Long Bao & the best way to end of our day was a cup of Coldstone. :D

Currently in the Library getting some work done & waiting for Jon to get his ass over. I foresee a very boring December since projects are such bummers :( Stoked for YuWei & Gladys' Wedding Dinner later on & of course more photos with the team.

Time to get my ass to work.

xx.

Bummed.

I'm over-exhausted with all the assignments that are being thrown to me :( One after another, presentations and essays. And the list goes on and on. The lack of sleep isn't helping in any way either, having to drag myself to school and go through the tedious routine of school. Sigh pie, thankful for my friends for making class much more fun. 9am classes should be banned, period. School was supposedly at 1pm but we had a make-up lect at 9. Gosh, pains of being a student. 

[edited at 10.49pm]

Such a long day in school, entire body is dead tired. Turning in at 2am/3am for the past few weeks is just killing my body & I think I'm gonna fall sick soon :( Finally done with my DPL Assignment which is a major burden & I'm left with TETL & DPL Presentation :D

Stoked for Thursday cause I'm finally meeting my Teammies for a good celebration & Yu Wei's Wedding on Saturday. Holidays are in a week and I've so many plans made already, teehees. Trip to Hainan Island is already confirmed from 26 Dec - 31 Dec. Thought it'll be a meaningful trip to visit my Grandparents' hometown. 

Its funny how things are cleared up but yet something seems to be amissed, sometimes having to just close an eye and let things pass. Aish, forget it bout it.

Its been a week or two and I'm really glad that I've finally moved on, for real this time. Don't worry guys, I really mean it. I've come to face reality, come to face the truth that I knew all along but was just wary, hoping to have a glimpse of hope to get back, those self-denial. I think that all these while, I kind of knew but I just needed a good hard slap to make sure that I made a right decision. Nonetheless, I hope that everything will go well for you & that we can sit down & talk like good friends do. At the mean time, it might be time to lower my guard and give love a shot.

Visuals from SC CAMP & #norealityday with Jon.

xoxo.

Runway.

Aren't they just the cutest people? So in love with the Oslen Twins. So anyways, I haven't been blogging much for the past few days cause I've been pretty busy with school, SC camp & assignments :( More & more assignments coming in my way and here I am procrastinating my days away. Really really bad :/ I really need to get my ass on those assignments, don't wanna end up rushing them again.

So this week was really exhausting but it was the best weeks ever! Went back to YT for SC Camp, so glad to see my 12th & 13th. And of course, so grateful for the 10th always. The trio never fail to leave me in awe, feeling so inspired each time. Though it was a kinda disappointing and there were loads of negativity, but I'm glad we pulled through. Never ditching them no matter what comes, because YTSC still lives within me.

Spent my Saturday with Jon, had our #norealityday. A breather after everything. Though I was really tired but I still had my fair share of fun. Caught Pitch Perfect after so long & Jon was nice enough to accompany me though he didn't wanna watch it. I dozed off for awhile cause I was really really tired. Dinnz at Subway & after a long discussion, I accompanied him to pierce his ear. Trained back to Woodlands, Starbucks where which just literally sat, stoned & cam-whored. Thank you, for taking time out to accompany me despite your super busy schedule (:

Off to complete my assignment with Daniele just in time to share with me his flying trip! Best ending to an awesome day. Oh yes, thinking of getting rid of my Formspring cause its as good as dead :/

XX.

When There's Too Much To Handle

So much has been happening that I've no clue where to start but I'm dead beat. School's packed with assignments and all :( But Most of it are completed so yay! (: and with all that's been going on, I'm really looking forward to the holidays in two weeks.

Had an awesome time with SC & I shall elaborate more in the next upcoming post with all the details. So apparently, I've used up all my free 1GB space for photos :(

Just want my weekend with Jon to come asap.

xx.

Sensational Craze.

Guess that's how life works, isn't it?

Pedi with the Godfam tomorrow followed by Primary school bbq, kinda stoked for it cause my babies are all going & its been so long since we've went out together, all four of us.

Daanng, assignments all dued really soon & its time I really glue my ass to the chair and start really working on it.

So much going on right now & its kinda too much to handle at a go but I'm gonna try. Heads up babe, you'll get the hang of it (:

Sick of being your hotline anymore that maybe its time to cut the connections. I don't want to be one of your lil play cards that you pick from, I want to be the only card in your hand. There's so much that you can actually do to show it but I guess, its not important to you anymore. XX.

Take a step back & look at the bigger picture.

I'm just so tired with everything that has been going on.

Guess its time to reflect once more, where did I go wrong?

Is this a phase where we have to go through or are these hints that we have to change?

I don't know, I really don't.

Maybe I'm not that good of a leader anymore.

Touched Down.

Overdued Visuals.

Lunch with Wister!

Shall do a more elaborated post later! (:

Thrown down with heaps & heaps of assignments :( so leggo.

XX.