Yes, I posted this song due to its lyric.....

What do I seek? It can be anything…it can be Allah’s love, blessing & forgiveness,
It could be a sense of respect, love and understanding from people around me, it could be a heal of broken heart and sickness…..it could be a chance which I believe I deserve too…..it could be an open-click sound from silent doors which I knocked tirelessly till my fist swollen…..it could be to realize my ambition……something that I crave for….it could be a miracle to something that I fight for in almost quarter of my life….

Myriad of times I imagined myself waited patiently outside the barrier in whatever predicament….I drenched with tears, sweat and rain….I saw familiar façade inside …I called my heart out for each names that I know….I vehemently waved both of my feeble hands and I leaped…. I spanked the balustrade….. nevertheless it was still a complete silent…..At times I felt to waive whatever believes I have….My legs were too fatigued to walk… my heart was too frail to take it anymore…

Yes, I know I am not alone in this solemn endeavor… People around you can utter word of praises as lullaby at your ear just to ease the pain. People inside the barrier can only offer a word of wisdom. They just nodded or shook head, frowned, lurked deep, heavy, sigh but nothing near to what I feel...sigh...


………after a pensive thought…I know ‘kan ku terus cari sampai hujung dunia…kerna ku tahu akan ku jumpa……dan ku kan terus menempuh mimpi-mimpiku selalu…

Trust me guys..it aint easy to stay positive when things around me acted adversely....