Tuesday, May 24, 2011//2:37 AM

Fly by

Sometimes when you have an epiphany but you don't bask in it and the moment's gone, it's not really worth trying to re-create or re-verbalize the moment. So all I will say is this: I love the moments that I spend with my friends, because it always helps me to realize something new about myself. And today I learned that it's more than fine to acknowledge the fact that I'm perfectly happy and contented with where I am right now. Sure I'll have occasional bouts of wishing I was with someone, anyone, just to make it all better- but sooner or later I'll come to remember that right now I'm not willing, or ready to give up my position just to humor those random, willy nilly pangs. And dare I say it, not even for my fat hope daydreams.





But I want to prance around in a tutu like Avril.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011//2:28 AM

Damn you, heart

While it is perfectly normal for the head to snatch the reins away from the heart and lead it in a way that clearly says "It is time to stop. Drop it and move on."
it is even more normal for the heart to say "Screw you, head. I can't drop it, and I'm not gonna stop. Even though I know it'll kill me someday."

Ah, if only we had mini legs attached to our head- just so it can kick some sense into our heart.






I miss that quasi creative writing class.