talk to the computer

has been a while since I blogged. probably left blogging since I left college?

working was not as fun as anybody would have thought.

growing up to be an adult is WORSE!

since i've joined this industry,
dealing with passengers is nothing.
dealing with colleagues just raised the bar of tolerance.
dealing with loved ones around you is just another level.
dealing with people who DOES NOT respect you, and yet you have to tolerate whatever happens, and still remain calm, that's a whole new level.

physically maxed out...
mentally worn out...
emotionally ... =/

pray not just for everyday's safety...
pray that.....................

为什么要这样对待自己，为什么不可以过的好好的。
真的真的好难受。
哭了又能怎样。辛苦的还不是自己吗。

从小到大，爸妈教我们如果要人家对你好，要先对人家好。因为一直以来都相信每一样事情的发生都有因果。如果还没学到怎么对人好，至少懂得尊敬别人吧。可是当你对人家好，反而被人家利用，那种感受，那种的痛，是无法形容的。

显。

college chapter

yes that 4.5 years in college ended a month plus ago...

that college kid chapter is all done...

i'm proud of myself for struggling through my undergrad yet unhappy because i'm no longer a STUDENT or rather COLLEGE KID!

ahhhhhh life of a college kid is awesome.... i wished it didnt end!

oh well HI NEW CHAPTER...

=)

hope it will be all good...

p/s: just in case you dont get why do i call uni as college, it's an American thing....people here are not status conscious hence college/uni are the same...

i am, no, i meant WAS, in college of arts and sciences instead of faculty of xxx...

anyway, college makes me feel younger...

dont think so?

:p

life of ...

a biochemistry senior...

biochem is cool?

apparently NOT...

i have to go through 22 scientific papers just to write the freaking 8 pages single spacing paper and it took me more than 10 freaking days to finish it...

by the time it's due, i almost puke everything from inside...

got so sick of it!!!

if you think biochem is to clone human beings...

i think i would love it more...

anyway, graduating senior's life is awesome...

i'm loving my senior year...

did i mention?

dad and mum are bout to board?

they are cominggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!

after 2 years, now we see each other again...

too many people, 2 years is a long time but oh well...time flies... :p

why are they coming?

did you see my desktop picture..?!

=DDD

i loveeeee that picture though it's from my friend...

*mad love*

it has been a while

i know, right?

i was so lazy to do anything this semester even though i have only 2 classes...not working anymore now...

i just slack all my time away!

=DDD

it's just so senior! right?!

although there's lots of other craps happening i'm actually loving this semester a lot!

so yea i've decided to go home...

and i've this horrible/unpleasant/sucky mixed feelings in me

i'm really excited to go home to see my grandmother, my sister and of course my little one...!!! :)

actually i think i'm excited to see all the people whom i have not seen them for YEARSSS

BUT i have this reluctant-to-leave/heavy hearted feelings too

i felt like the friends in college are those who grow up with you into the working world...

that's the time you start to learn how to appreciate/value things around you, unlike the primary/high school period...

THAT'S THE THING I WILL MISS MOST...

the college life and the friends...

the parties...the drinking sessions...the movies...hang out sessions... etc...

and i dont want to leave these awesome stuff!

i guess...

i had my share...

so yea...main point here is that...

I'M GOING HOME (for good but temporary)...!!!

=DDD

actually

my dad still checks on my blog!!! hahaha

love dad...

what makes me love him more is the way he replies me in my emails

email subject: fly/drive/walk/swim to Lincoln from LA :p

dad's reply: yes will do that fly/drive/walk/swim but not crawl

my love... :)

real posts soon...i promise...

seriously

michelle lam...

what is your next step?

it's already february...may 7th is just 3 months away...

had a good lecture yesterday that made me realized that i really do not have time to relax anymore...

michelle lam...

be motivated and finish up the freaking paper!

and plan for the next step...

=/

i need motivation...i'm so disappointed again with the freaking GELS! i need the freaking bands! i need to complete the freaking paper!

science...

is awesome yet annoying

it will not work if it doesnt have the right composition...

i am so unsure bout the future after may 7th...i'm so DEAD...!

hahaha

for one whose parents were so worried that she cant cook for herself...

she might die of hunger if she doesnt go out to eat...

NOW

she's sharing her recipes and teaching others how to cook...

i'm so proud of myself now! :p

okay, i'm not pro but at least i can cook hokkien mee?

tomyam beehoon?

pork chop?

bake tonnes of cakes?

etc...

=DDD