inspiration...

i've juz read a senior's blog..
i got a lot of inspiration frm there...
im act not the only student hu is suffering frm wat v r studing now..im juz AFA1 student..not yet AFA2...
im being too strict to myself n being too stress frm the begining of the semester..

ya..AFA2 students r now having their revision week for their external paper...
1year later..i'll be same as them if i can pass through year 1 successfully...

frm her blog..i noe tat..life act is not tat easy for AFA2 students..mentally or physically muz be vry strong to go on to year 2 life...
avone is stressed..but it's depends on the person on how to manage it...
she did expected a lot for herself..n she's act the top students..
i admire her tat she hav such a strong determination in studies...or even towards her own life..
i totally impressed by her...
the way she handle herself..she handle her stuff all..

in her life..study is not the only one..she managed to balance her life...
i think i got to learn frm her..

set a goal for myself..
n muz work towards it...

life isn't easy in AFA..
but i do noe tat..life will be better..
if v can manage it well...

muz learn to be strong..learn to be tough..n learn to get ready to challenges...

i've not been being myself frm quite sum times...
the one who hav all the strength..
the one who looking forward to challenges...
tat chan ngee mun..seems to be getting further frm me...

i nid to be the one hu dare to accept challenges..accept anything tat happen to my life...
muz be strong!!
i'll work hard towards my own goal..

i hope i got the determination..
n i do hope tis post will giv myself sum motivation to face the challenges tat r waiting for me to discover in the future...

good luck to myself..
n all the best to me...
may god bless all of us...


yeah ^^Y~i still like the energetic -ME-

p/s: to all my seniors tat r goin to sit for the external paper soon...gambateh!!!aza aza fighting!!!

Gotto go my own way

Gotta Go My Own Way

randomly saw it in youtube...

reminds me of hsm...
yeah..currently like tis song of hsm...

i've got to move on and be hu i am....

week 4..

week 4 is cuming..n today is the end of week 3...
wat i've been doin for tis 3 weeks???

i m busy...im lazy...im in terrible mood..
but i din study at all...
not at all...

tests cuming..assignments cuming...n soon will be final cuming..
(i think i say final now a bit kua jiong..but..reali..wil be vry soon...)

im doin ntg for these 3 weeks..
i attend classes..but as if im not in the class...
at the end i dunno wat's the lecturer is teaching...

is getting tough tis sem..
n i got piles of works haven done...
assignments...fas...oh no....i dun wanna count...

i noe im over anxiety...
i noe im not being the chan ngee mun tat i shud be...
i hav to take the challenge..
yah..juz like wat miss geh told us...
challenges...

but it's not easy...


i think i shud not think so much but focus on my studies...

im getting worry..bcoz avone around me is studying all the time..but im not...

im act feeling guilty...

p/s:i miss home..i miss my sisters..i miss my parents....i miss avting in my house...
it's alr sem 2...in kl almost 5months alr..but y i still cant use to it??
i nid my family support vry much...miss them so much...i wish to be at home now...

random post..

one of my fren told me tat i look like tis gal...wat do u think??i wonder wat he said is true anot..hahaha..

been lazy to update my blog..even though a lot of things happen..haha..blek..

is lazy for me to update the past few weeks news...so juz forgive me bout tat..hehe...

well..im suppose to prepare for my presentation..
(reali sienz..im the lucky no 3 to present..avone is still enjoy themselves..but i gonna start to prepare for it alr.)
i dunno how to start..i dunno where to start..n i dun feel like wanna start..haiz...

is freaking out of ideas now..juz dun hav the mood to study..to do tutorial..n to do revision...

im acting missing HIM..tat's y im losing my concentration on work now...

which to choose?

I wonder y in life..there r many choices for us to choose...n v got to choose either 1..
i admit tat im bad in decision making..im not good it tat..

I hate to make decision..
i rather there's only 1 choice 1 way for me to follow..
(i think many ppl would say tat tis is boring if there is juz 1 choice..)
i think i prefer to be follower instead of being a leader...
dunno since when i started to sked to make decision..i juz dunno how to decide..

here cum the case:

my frenz alr invite me for his bday celebration...n i alr decide to go at 1st...
but then...
on the same day..there's a camp tat i've to attend..

so..which to choose??
i reali dunno how to choose in between..n i hate to choose in such situation...is there any comment or opinion??i alr run our of ideas thinking about tis prob..plz help me...



plz..no more choices for me..i dun wan to think anymore!

p/s: yeah.finally im now level 32!!wakaka...time to decorate...hehe