Changed the music video.. Kinda like the way its being filmed.. :)
Check out the lyrics:


JOHN MAYER LYRICS

"Clarity"

I worry, I weigh three times my body
I worry, I throw my fear around
But this morning, there's a calm I can't explain
The rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

By the time I recognize this moment
This moment will be gone
But I will bend the light, pretend that it somehow lingered on
Well all I got's

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will pay no mind
That it won't and it won't because it can't
Because it just can't
It just can't
It's not supposed to

Was there a second of time that I looked around?
Did I sail through or drop my anchor down
Was anything enough to kiss the ground?
And say I'm here now and she's here now

Ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

So much wasted in the afternoon
So much sacred in the month of June
How bout you

And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will pay no mind
When it won't and it won't
Because it won't
And I will waste no time
Worried 'bout no rainy weather
And I will waste no time
Remaining in our lives together
::Running away from delusions::

Bloggie got probs... :( *pout* haa
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I'm oh so inspired by IDEO..
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oh gosh... my senses are starting to remember stuff from the past.. smelling a whiff of something familiar.. not exactly smelling tooo.. cos its a memory.. of memories that refuses to surface... which I guess is for the better?...
a rather peculiar experience. argh.. gettin me distracted from studying for test tmr.. burr.. going back to it.
::Running away from delusions::

Artist: Darius
Song: Rushes
Album: Dive In


She’s got a blind smile and a soft touch
A cute little dimple when she laughs too much
They say you fall hard when you meet her
Such is her allure
She’s got a quick wit and a fast tongue
But she doesn’t seem to know that she’s the one
They say she cheats charm when she whispers
She’s devilishly pure

You’d see if you knew her
She doesn’t know
But its time I told her so

When I see your blushes
From a compliment of mine it touches
Something inside I’m getting rushes
The adrenaline rushes
And I'm fascinated
That you really don’t know how to take it
When I look at you that way you feel naked
And I’m so into you
I’m getting rushes

She’s about five nine
Got a sexy stride
With long tanned legs that she shouldn’t hide
With a fine air of innocence
Nonchalance in every move
She’s a sweet sensation tease temptation
She looks good enough to eat
She’s a fallen angel with a devilish streak
And so they say
Like with like will finally meet

You’d see if you knew her
She doesn’t know
But its time I told her so

When I see your blushes
From a compliment of mine it touches
Something inside I’m getting rushes
The adrenaline rushes
And I'm fascinated
That you really don’t know how to take it
When I look at you that way you feel naked
And I’m so into you
I’m getting rushes

WhenI like it I want more
And I like it and I want more
And I like it and I want more
Never felt it like this before

It’s more than adrenaline rushes
It’s the touch and the smell of skin rushes
Some call it love at first sight
I call it butterflies

When I see your blushes
From a compliment of mine it touches
Something inside I’m getting rushes
The adrenaline rushes
And I'm fascinated
That you really don’t know how to take it
When I look at you that way you feel naked
And I’m so into you
I’m getting rushes


Someone playing this song here... n upon hearing it.. it brought me to another part of my life.. a past. Disturbs me for awhile that I can't remember which part of it.. But definitely of significance.. or rather of a time depicting impressionable moods.. of what I regret relinquished, buried... dissipated?...

Maybe one day.. one day.. I'll remember.

Ok I just recalled part of it.. its one of the songs I used to have in my ipod.. its rather.. the period when this song is always being played.. that I've erased.. hmm.
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Gosh... Just got to know that my ex grp mate Kyo Seah,.. is the guy that I caught on TV 2 yrs(?) back on TV... Featuring him as a guy who married young and had a kid.. model, Mr. Asian or something.. and rather rich.. He's son of Poh Cheong.. an industrial company/..haa.. cos having project meet now n we gals r bitching abt this irresponsible guy... who talks big but doesn't fulfill his words..
Then ^janet brought up the media feature.. n his picture just suddenly click in my head... can remember his wife's appearance too.. haa.. Apparently ^Sandra watched that too.. haa.. n they have been seeing him ard for a couple of their other modules in the past too haa..

its an interesting experience.. of relating this.. with something that I've watched quite some time back.. n still remember the virtual images.. lol.. His wife with hair tied up.. him in white shirt.. n baby boy! hee.. ok gtg for my tuition now.. hee..
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Oh man.. wanna get this.. saw it at Taka on the 8th while gettin Dawnie's vouchers... think its better than ipod mini.. hee..

Rich sound. And vibrant images to match. All controlled by a simple touch scroll interface. And with longer playback, your music will be there when you need it. Perfect for those who can't live without music.


- 4 Stylish Colors and a Tiny, Lightweight Package
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- Up to 12 hours of playback with detachable rechargeable battery
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- Simple Touch Scroll Interface
- Synchronizes music with PC via iriver plus, digital jukebox program
- Records voice, FM radio and Line in(with Cradle).
- Shows photos and texts with vibrant color display while playing music.
- Connects to USB 2.0 port for high speed data transfer.
- Supports Window 2000/XP

only prob dun wk with Mac.. but still ok.. n not by firewaire.. just USB 2.0.. but freaking $499 lo.. haa.. a bit too ex.. like this color best.. lounge grey... n thot the screen could be bigger :P

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Ok... Just got from ^Ivy's blog this video.. em..

Lets not talk abt it.. Oh ya.. took a city cab today n the driver was showing me how the GPS system works haa.. interesting.. seems like they have that installed eva since August!.. n I've never known.. cool.. haa..

Sent the previous clip to ^Mar.. n we r now discussing how evil n cruel some humans can be.. think I just dun get it how on earth can they do that when they could just put them to sleep first?...
tired..
Watched Hitch... darn nice... humour with intelligence...
And I've got a deep purple shawl to add to my beige one from CitiLink! hee..
*Over*
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^Ryan.M sent me this url earlier on.. felt like stopping after 1 min.. but forced myself tru it.. to remember.. to share the agony.. n unmask the humans.. regonize the cruelty behind it.. How could they be allow to live in this world... Dun wanna imagine what will happen to them next life..
Fianlly cried at the end of it.. couldn't take it..

I'm swearing off fur stuff.

Y couldn't they inject them with drugs or mercifully kill them before... before..
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I'm Neurotic today..

was in a hyper chirpy mood today... crap a while lot to ^Ken.P.. not sure why. Erm let me start this in a better way..
Wake up feeling really 'seh' today cos slept late ard 4 and got up at 8plus.. plus the nit b4 slept for less than 2 hrs.. Can actually feel my eyes pulsing and bulging at times.. burr. Poor eyes, the way I'm always ill-treating them.. Anyway managed to get to my first Development tut somewhat on time. Suppose to be my turn to critique..well it is. Think I'm not much of a thinker when it comes to academic stuf.. which = never gonna be a gd student yar? eheh
Class was pretty alrie.. TA a westerner.. plus having an exchange student.. and there are only 8 or us haa.. super small class.. Despite having the last and best speaker presenting his points.. i dozed off a couple of time without knowing! Thanks to Sarah the prober... Knew I couldn't really take it.. So seek sanctuary from ^Ken.P.. wat a haven.. the air-con.. soft crib.. n Seahorse beddings.. man.. dun feel like waking up.. He was out on some of his biz and came back to wake me after almost 2 hrs?.. I could have slept that the whole day haa.. anyway.. oth of us skipped the lect we r suppose to go for haa MNO.. quite fei one la.. partyly cos one of his gal fren having some prob n he just want to accompany.. be there for her.. just like how he was once there for me during my break-up.. ;) see.. super nice guy to all.. but we did warn him that that may not be best.
Anyway.. the nite before.. I was chatting with him on MSN.. something got over me.. n I felt much gratitude and humbleness.. so i msg him..
'hey dude, thanks man.. for beign such a great fren. Real great to have known you and thinkgs for being there for me when eva I'm down or in need of help. Appreciate you and do let me help sometimes too yar?'
Think he thot I'm nuts.. haa seems like I dun always get the opportunities to return the favours and goodness tt some ppl have shown me.. Anyway.. felt better after the nap and I read a few more pages of this bk that I have borrowed some time back.. which I have only started reading a few pages the night before..

rob&sara.com


Darn interesting book!.the writing style.. and its a bk of emails signed 'rob' and 'sara' that went zinging between these 2 authors for a year.. its a novel created by these two gd frens & pop. authors using only emails, letting a story develop one message at a time..

For those who noe me, I'm am not a big fan of emailing.. In fact, i try not to use it!> haa cos to me its ablt official former stuff most of the time.. But after reading the start of this bk.. I think I'm rather interested in emailing now hee..
Was at the CL com. area at one of the consoles and saw ^ern.. and chatted abit.. end up agreeing on a dinner meet later after my tuition and his training.

Oh digressed.. hee.. while taking a break with ^K b4 I got to leave for tuition.. was wondering y I'm feeling so peculiar.. n got it pinned down.. haa. its could be the Iced Nescafe Regular Milk Coffee!>. ya.. caffine.. esp fr coffee sometimes do that to me.. esp when I'm tired and all.. but still.. today feels revolutionary!.. maybe I've finally bothered to?.. gonna fill it with more wk.. which means play harder too hee.. gotta have a balance n make wking fun!.. n start paying more atention to ppl ard me.. showing appreciation when I can.. including ^be.. wanna try n be exposed to more things! If i can still squeeze the time.. time management.. u could say again..

Tuition today almost din last that hr.. cos Abbie's grandfather is @ hospital n wun be ard for too long.. so at least have to see him again tonight.. Think I'm gonna get Abbie's email add from her the next time 'ard. hee.. You noe wat I'm gonna do hee.. her mum gave me some pineapple tarts from CNY cos abbie'e godmum, a cook made so much that they simple counldn't finish.. anyway.. they are nice.. real wholesome.

Had dinner at Marche with ^Ern.. haven been there for such a long time..! Oh.. the most significant part of our conversation is abt the deco .. interior design of my room.. I told him how Dawn n I used to do.. n the designs I got for my room.. It was being altered for a small part and how I wish it can be done.. haa.. but seems like he had chat with mum abt shifting and my house.. I just dun c a pt of wasting money if mum decide to shift in the end.. so.. oh well. no time to think abt that too.. Eh.. maybe can get kor's company to help design next time... hee but dunno if he wil be willing.. or if I can afford it lol..met ^be after that.. with ^Ryan.. oh he's staying over at ^be's place tonite.. some gay shit lo.. finally got to c ^Vivian too hee.. erm.. think ^Ryan deserves someone better. He's a pretty decent guy.. :)

Oh ^Ryan.M sent met his clip of this guy goign some lip syn last time.. n today was at the site.. viewing more interesting clips.. haa they r a few which are pretty hilarious.. hee.. ooh then came upon the Superbowl Commercials 2005.. ooh.. most of them are gd.. maybe share one here.. its not the most fantastic or wat.. on the contrary not as interesting as the others.. but it has a nice song.. The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow.. to encourage myself.. and others who are rushing assignments.. essays and projects.. to my Jiemei too.. :) oh we wil be meeting soon.. and esp for ^Ken.P who took on so much responsibilities I wonder how he can manage.. sorrie pal.. that I can't commit to RnF.. but I'm sure you can get capable ppl to help u..

Think of cutting my hair.. maybe will do so tmr hee.. feel like trying a new hairstyle.. but have no idea wat.. tsk. cos this current one is still the best so far haa. ^K suggested cutting short.. gosh.. dunno if I have the courage to do so..

Nit peeps.. gonna crawl under moi blankets now.. *yawn.
::Running away from delusions::

ArgHGHhhh.. gonna be crushed under the tonnes of wk.. bur.. just realised starting from this wk.. I wun have much time to breath till after exams.. *burr* TR critique.. project to come later.. MNO.. not done yet.. M&B essay soon.. Development huge proj.. plus critique to do by this thurs.. then essay soon too. Mirco 2 more assignments.. n I dun seem to noe any modules well!!.. cos haven read textbks or readings.. hee *sleepish grin* nvm.. Haze.. Gambete!! (reminds me of Million Dollar Baby);p

Ok, back to compiling my TR critique which is due by tmr..no later.. lol..
N I have been spurging immensely.. tsk.. shoes.. bag.. clothes.. gosh. SPENTHRIFT gal.. haiz.. but have decided this mth to start saving back.. n pple.. be my witness k.. oh.. n me started tuitioning again.. took this P6 brillant gal Abegail under my wings hee from ^Liren.. she's quite an artist for her age too!>. Her mum, parents prepared her well for the future.. she's more mature than gals her age I perceive...

Oh.. reading The Secrets of Jin-shei.. nice nice haa. setting: Mystical China..
Gonna go Zouk tmr nit i suppose.. last time till exams are over.
::Running away from delusions::