Love is unconditional. Do not expect returns cos anything that comes is a bonus. To love... is to feel the same way without contact, as time transients... Till love comes back again.
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On CNY itself... Danny kor called... wanting to meet up cos he's flying off back to aust..n Supposely wun be back for the next 2 yrs.. the last time I met him.. its a couple yrs back?... haven really been in contact for soo long le.. except to hear from Dawnie abt him that period of time..

Ever since then.. till yesterday, when he flew back to Aust.. we mat up a few more times... just to do the simplest stuff.. sit n chat chat.. at where?... the special playground.. that place always bring back memories.. it used to be a place where me and Dawnie.. erm i mean Dawnie and I will go when we are upset about some stuff.. its the swings we'll sit on for ages... haa but poor kor can't find comfort in it.. butt too big le la.. hee.. btw.. I learn how to swing by myself here.. at the age of 15. hee.. Wat happen to my childhood you may wonder.. It used to be filled with sand.. now synthetic flooring..

Guardian... this big dog that used to hang ard there too is gone.. haven been back here for quite awhile.. feeling nostalgic. Anyway.. was real happy that kor contacted me finally.. and its like so much catching up to do.. well not really catching up but recap n to know him better?.. my memory is pretty gd lo.. he is one of the most amazing person I've come across.. and I do respect him so.. Kinda envious of him.. for his attributes and experiences... but again this time.. he pains me.. indirectly.. for both times when I heard of his break-ups.. my heart just gets wrenched.. haiz.. poor kor.. the lastest was a 5 yrs relationship.. and if u know what he has done for her... tsk.. she dunno what she'd given up... the break up happened abt 5 mths ago.. n last heard she's regreting.. see.. Well... hope he can be happy.. the best thing is he has this grp of hyper close frens who are so caring and always there for him.. lucky chap..

Brain Freeze.. too bad.. that all I can blog for now.. *,uack*
ps: got this feeling that this entry is gonna sound real weird.. hiak..paiseh.. brains running on low reserves.. n there are so much emotions to be expressed.. that I probably wun.
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Tada... ~^Ao.. haa He's about to get married to his gf of 6-7 year?.. Heard abt him when I'm 15 hee.. Cos that time he got so drunk that he walked straight tru a glass door and had to be admitted to the hospital.. with a fatal wound at the throat.. since then... he quit smoking.. and all bad habits for a healthier lifestyle... *applause* bravo!~ kor shld learn from him la... quit smoking! ha he has quite an influential laughter... cos he looks silly when he laughs haa.. 
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Me wearing kor's DKNY's shade... nice? haa a bit big.. haa.. as usual kor shys from camera.. Ao n me have been trying to catch him in our dcam but to no avail.. burr.. -_-"' we sang ktv the day before Chingay at Partyworld Orchard.. 
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Before kor actually leave... he got me the Ben & Jerry's I have never tried before... *hugs* really really will miss him now that he is gone.. erm I mean not in S'pore..  
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One nite.. I grab some coins from kor... went to cheers.. count the amt of coins I have.. n source for what I can get with the coins.. hee. just nice for 2 of these meaningful bookmarks.. Got one for me and kor.. ;p his is abt gettin over the past n appreciate ppl ard u plus looking towards future... pretty apt haa.. hanging it on my monitor now muahaha.. oh kor read novels too hee.. pretty much any kinds like me except for Sci-fic..eh he's suppose to lend me Da Vinci's code. but he left for Aust le.. burr... 
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5 white tulips!! with purple!!. gorgeous combi.. given by ^ern.. too bad they dun last long.. haiz.. 
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Ice wine plus strawberries... with Hersley's choc dip/..") yummie!..  
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Meet Piffy!!.... he's a mouse btw.. hee... he hides fragrance balls in this lil' pouch he has in his belly hee.. teehee..  
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Hee I look like ah ma hor hee.. us in specs lol... 
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Changing room shot.. ProjectShopBLOODBros.. nice? hee.. got this 2 pieces (the dark grey bottom though, white rather transparent) plus 2 more long-sleeve tops.. anyway.. got the membership card hee.. lol.. like this big bag.. but left only one beige.. other colors sold out.. damn la.. the other bags not that nice.. n I have to stop spending!!!>.. think for the next few mths can't get anything le.. Likee their clothes hee. 
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Nice? hee from Forever 21... thot its super nice.. a bit tempted to buy but not really realistic rite.. check out the necklace too.. a cross one.. got it from the Life Shop when I'm out shopping with ^Danny kor.. He got one too.. haa.. but he's a catholic while I'm not. lol. just thot its really nice..  
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Hee.. 2 of my TR project mates.. :) Jennifer and Keyou.. he's a freelance photographer and my econs senior.. lol.. the onli 3rd yr in my group.. Jen is from Sci.. there r 3 more... haiz.. all projects starting now... at the same time!! burr.. stress.. 
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Ah.. Huixing on the left.. the former Chairperson before ^Ken.S and Mr. NUS of his year... he's charismatic la.. plus taking over dad's company.. a real steady marketeer.. PR skills pretty.. haven heard of anyone disliking him haa.. Director of CMC when I'm one of the marketeers.. Right: Jeremy... president of NUSSU for the 2nd yr le.. ha.. not tooo close with him.. but he's rather friendy la.. 
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^Ken.S n me... at Function Room 3... during the elections.. which signify our stepping down.. feels kinda funnie.. one year sure passes fast.. may the next MC excel  
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Tada!.... Yao Wen.. the next vice-chairperson.. my sista!! moi predecessor ;) as pretty as me yar? 
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Bizcom 26th Management Committee... Eh wheres Ron n Ling.. oh ya Ron is at Rouge that nite.. anyway... we have finally handover that day.. This is taken at Hotel Phoenix Deluxe Suite.. it happens to be Ken's bdae too ! and we all got him a Ripcurl burms... picked by Tre and Gladys.. gonna miss everyone from MC... typed an email last nite.. here goes..

Dear peeps..
Ken and I was talking one day... and we both agreed, that only when we are about to step down, to hand over, do we really really miss bizcom. Ironic how humans can be.. We have been tru quite a bit for the past year.. Thinking back from how we started out together.. *smilez* feel like giving each n everyone of u a tight hug..
I know I haven been doing as much for bizcom as I should.. kinda late for regrets :(.. Sorry Ken, cos could have lighten your load..
But am happy, to see how active the new MC is.. even Jebsen! haa.. at least I saw an email posted by him.. May Bizcom be on its way to the top now..
Big big thanks Ken... the best Chairperson eva that I have come across.. Hush ken... cos we alll agree rite..
Ron, Fiona, Stan and Trevor... being that good in their individual roles that we dun really have to worry much about projects n marketing side.. Always thot how suitable the managers fit their roles.. can't imagine Ron doing Marketing n not Project.. or Stan running projects instead of Marketing!.. haa..
Cat :) who is always there, the eva busy Ling (whom Ken missed out for a couple times simple cos even during AGM she's that busy behind him)... always doing more than their parts.. without them think bizcom will be in disarray.. n though I dun always see Yvo ard, she did her part when it comes to recruitment..
An impt role for all of us to play.. is to be there even when its for non-biz purpose.. cos realized that the presence can make tt much difference for any events.. I'm sure all of ur felt that before, when seniors are around during some events, it gives a better sense of belonging..
Gosh.. my thots r coming out in jumbles.. kinda late now and I'm so tired!!! lack of sleep these days.. Paiseh if this mail sounds incoherent... Well.. I can't express myself well in the first place esp tru emails... haa. one thing abt stepping down is we are all gonna get less emails to go tru now.. keke..
Thanks, each and everyone of you.. for those who helped me grow in life and the friendship which I hope will last eva.. oh ya.. i still own $57, gaa lets settle on a date for the treat so that Ken and I can be prepared for it too yar? ok.. I'm off to bed now.. heaven as it is now..
ZonkKkk out.
Luv,
Haze
 
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^be's shoes.. authentic.. hee.. nice nice? he's rather proud of it.. with his new pants too hee. think they are a few years old le wo... I wanna a pair of sneakers too.. this kind one.. since I have an adidas tight fit one le.. 
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My new Sandals!!! From Charles & Keith.. a sale is going on then and its so pack with fanatics.. burr... castrophobic. Its purple suede surfaced :P probably hard to maintain but cost ard $20.. so stlil ok,, nice? casual lo 
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hee... before heading to High Oak... met Alvin at Bukit Batok to return him his toaster n the equipments for making the polymer clay beads.. and to get a Chong Qing autographed debut CD... cos the last time we met him for supper... he's a pretty small size guy and rather amiable.. :) haven listen to it yet.. hee. shall do so soon.. So sweet of him to remember me.. 
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Got the tuition assignment from Liren... a Primary 6 gal from Raffles... pretty smart n seems to be quite an artist.. hee.. Went there the first time on Tuesday nite.. then Wed again in the afternoon... Prob is its all the way at Toh Tuck Rd.. damn far!.. High Oak Condo.. pretty nice landscape. :)  
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Nive hor... water streaming from the sides of the stairs.. oouhh.. its like one whole alley.. so exotic inside but plain from the outside.. so once u step in.. u seem to be in a different world... cool.. 
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The pool.... with 2 bridges cutting across...  
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Super cool view captured from the 37th floor of PSA building conference room... overlooking the golf field... like quite small.. n can see Sentosa far out!!... the other side is vast sea.. littered by ships.. ooh... Hee was there with ^Henry and ^Jeffrey for a interview with the Vice-President of HR of PSA.. Too bad we din bring along a recorder.. so I got to type down the conversation fast... and that prevents me from processing thots.. can be more efficient if we use a recorder.. Anyway.. Cavin is pretty nice.. not as intimidating as Angela Chew.. VP HR of NTU..

A pretty interesting conversation... but still, I caught myself spacing out a few times near the end of it..;p can't help it la.. really tired.. I simply froze while typing something halfway.. earlier on went for the MNO make-up and the other tutor is sooo boring!!.. simply have a hard time keeping myself awake.. thank god ^ken.p was there to probe me hee..  
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Wanna blog.. lots to blog.. but too tired.. n not really in the mood rite now.. haa have some pics to share too.. just ya.. no mood to la.. Hope everyone had an enjoyable Vdae though :) n its still CNY!!
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ok.. some of my cousins who are present that nite n my grandma :) those cousins who r married arn't there that nite.. having their own reunion I suppose ;p 
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Side profile for both haa... oh ya.. one of Smartie's eye having prob too... ^Mel is the 2nd of my 2nd uncle's.. She now in Ngee Ann poly Dragon Boat team... NP's dragonboat quite power one lo.. =haa look at the muscles.. hee wah..envious.. me really need to get in shape too.. 

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Ah.. my favourite cousin with the mother of my now passed away Boobie... and look... Smartie's yawning!! haa so Kawaii.. she is the mother of 7 kae.. from 2 batch la.. so Wei Da.. but she's really rather old now.. n her teeth has been bad for a long time now.. so sad.. She's a very talented dog.. pure licensed breed.. she noes how to stand on her hind legs and do the 'gong-xi gong-xi' lol.. always so adorable. My uncle's fav cos.. 

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