not feeling well today..
haiz.. esp the head.. heavy.
Guess partly due to fatigue?.. think slept for less than 5 hrs over 3 days..
till last nite.. think I slept for 12 hrs haaa.. but not feeling well now.. hai
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You are Jack the Ripper. Yours were some of the
most brutal murders recorded in history--yet
your case is still to this day unsolved. You
came from out of the fog, killed violently and
quickly and disappeared without a trace. Then
for no apparent reason, you satisfy your blood
lust with ever-increasing ferocity, culminating
in the near destruction of your final victim,
and then you vanish from the scene forever. The
perfect ingredients for the perennial thriller.
You are quite the mysteriously demented?
Which Imfamous criminal are you?
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Oh my good... am I that scary? haa..
Rip these quizzes from ^Ivy's blog hee.. funfun..
now start abnormal.. :(
Oh ^bebe back fr test le... he made it sound so fun... *pout* if only I can have that kinda fun too haa..
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D:
You take the Path of
Least Resistance.
Why make things hard for yourself? You are a
go-with-flow sort of person and
little gets to you. Why? Because it's all good,
right? They say the path of
least resistance is a straight line and that's
where you go, ever forward and
never looking back. It's good to keep the past
behind you, a quality far too
little people have these days. You know the past is
the past, but don't let
yourself forget it. You can't learn from your
mistakes if you don't remember
them. You're probably loved for your laid-back
frame of mind and easy-going
qualities , but you tend take the easy way out in
life and verge on lazy. Great
character is found through great challenges. You
most likely have the abilities
in you to succeed and over-come what life throws at
you. You just got get up and
face that challenge. You tend to lose your head in
bad situations because you
aren't used to them. And by the time you've found
the easiest way to master a
problem, you could've already taken care of it. Bad
things happen, difficult
situations come up, that's life. What matters is
that you rise to face those
challenges and you can do it. Never lose your
laid-back qualities as they will
help you greatly. Just step onto that hard road
every once in awhile and you'll
discover that with each stretch it becomes easier
and easier to over-come life's
hurdles.
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G:
Your Beauty lies
in Individuality. Different, amazing, and all your
own. You like be set apart
from all others and most love that you do. You are
solitary at times, but for
the most part, there is no greater compliment to
you than someone telling you
that you are different. You're most likely a bit of
a fighter and you hate it
when anyone attempts to change who you are. You
wear what you want, look how you
want and don't let anyone tell you what do to. You
can be a little immature at
times and have trouble dealing with authority and
asking others for help. You
like to do things yourself and are independent
almost to a fault. But, people
still find your individuality amazing and the fact
that no matter what happens
or what anyone else anyone thinks about it, you
will not change who you are.
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element:
Dark, Fire Animal: White Tiger Color:
Bold Colors, Odd
Colors Song: Just They Way I Am by Angel
Expression: Smirk
Gemstone:
Bloodstone Mythological Creature: Phoenix,
Dragon Sign:
Leo Planet: Pluto
Hair Color: Unnatural Colors Eye
Color:
Amber
Quote:
"You laugh because I'm different. I laugh
because you're all the same."
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-->Coming soon in Singapore :) sure catch..
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Such simple objects... simplicity..
Reminds me strikingly of childhood... of innocent fun..
The colours are just ~cute.
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It's a sea gull playing touch-and-go? hee.. how fast the shutter got to be ya?..
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OOooh.. I love the blue of this bird.. so ricH!>. n such a clear sharp shot hee..
Doesn't he look intelligent?
*finger itch to stroke the part on the forehead.. inbtw the eyes..*
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Ok.. he does real life shots too of animals.. such a cute squirrel!!!... haa.. haven seen a real one myself... *humph*..
Yaya.. me taking a break la hee.. in case u think wat the hell I'm doing.. (meaning 'bo liao')
*swing swing.. swing away!~~* Yweee...
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This is the one whice caught my attention first actually.. I'm usually more attracted to colours similar to this... seems like I'm a dull person.. hhmm.. hey at least I'm not as bohemiaric as I used to be now haa~
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Check this our --> haa.. chance upon this photographer.. Barry Walthall.. He's rather into graphic shots.. creative ones too hee.. this is created by pieces of blue paper.. but think photoshop being used haa.. nice huh..
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Current mood: ... equally lousy
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Ya someone fr overseas dressed up as ipod during Halloween haa.. blackie.. just happened to come across this pic n wanna share.. not exacting blogging here..?
Anyway current mood: Lousy
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Then realised he couldn't be refering to me.. brought??? but think I will ask later..
Watched A.I. today... cried.. seems like I've been crying buckets these days.. ok.. tt's too exagerating.. Yday was total mess up.. maybe I should have met him last nite.. but I'm so tired & disappointed.. now I'm confused.. who is not giving who a chance.. maybe I'm just making myself miserable?.. someone bury me pls.
Maybe I'm at fault this time.. but I noe I shouldn't be finding fault.. that has never been applicable to relationships..
His pressie is still with me.. haiz.. but dun even noe if there's a chance of passing it to him.
This is a really really weird situation?
A.I. is a splendid show... a sad one nevertheless.. tugged at me.. Got to remind myself to come back to the real world..
If given a chance will you want Mommy to be back? just for that one day?.. wun it hurt more after she has to leave.. esp. when you know she will have to leave?... the pain will be revived and isn't a fresh wound harder to bear?
Maybe I'm not strong afterall.. but David finally got his wish.. he could tear.. and he died.. hand in his Mommy's.. Thats almost a fairytale.. I want to have a fairytale.. I wish to have a fairytale.. An econs student.. % of that happening?... haa.. dunno.. I wish sometimes I dun live in this world.. That I can be void of emotions..
I love David. He is stronger than many of us... He has better faith and hope.. is that a lesson to be learnt?
Can't help thinking the shadow of my past is still stalking me.. even though I noe it will most probably be following me for the rest of my life. I really wish there is someone that I can wholly depend on.. selfish in a way I guess.. insecurities?.. or just gutless n useless.
Felt much during and after the show.. but after awhile.. hours, days, weeks... one may forget those feelings.. those emotions raging.. humans are weak.
I'm staring blankly at the screen.. suddenly void of all thoughts. Think I am not so used to thinking these much le.. rusty brains.. tsk.
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This is one of the cool chairs that Central Lib has after renovating.. there are the yellow and black ones, the red and yellow ones at the Perk Point.. cool huh.. anyway.. its green n purple again ha.. ya this is taken at one corner of 3rd floor where most of the books are..
Today is the 5th.. suppose to go clubbing with ^be cos he misses it so.. but.. not too sure now.. seems like there is a change of plans cos he forgot its one of his fren's bday today.. so theres a BBQ which she requested him to attend.. erm.. meeting him at harbour front.. in fact.. I'm late he.. ops.. sorrie!~ will rush over once I finish typing this..
And ^be is supposed to attend a fren's wedding dinner tonight too..
but cancelled due to the initial plan to club.. haa.. c the picture? hee.. nvm.. it has been quite a while since I see him.miss him lots~...n his hair is gettin longer haa. cos they keep missing him ba baa...ditto~
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Haa.. a scene of my 2nd last global lecture.. haa.. missed so many of this lecture.. anyway.. have no idea how to study for this mod.. damn History plus politics it seems..
Oh well ^vance was sitting on the same row as me this time.. oh ya.. he msged me on Monday when we r both in sch.. quite surprised,.. somemore tell me his thots n feelings.
okae he tell others and I guess he was really bored.. still gd to know that maybe we can proceed to the 'be frens' stage...? After the chat, sorta felt a bit nostalgic.. oh well.. I still do have memories.. wasn't really thinking of them though.. just the feeling of something that you used to be so similiar with.. erm.. understand what I mean?
Anyway, read ^eunice's blog earlier on.. erm y do I read hers?.. haven been there for awhile.. just curious ba.. kaypo hee..
But her recent blogs mentioned abt her past relationship.. abt how she only learn n understand after he left.. n not so much of wanting him back.. but how the memories haunt..
ya.. memories kill me too..
Which is why at times I really try avoiding them.. they become part of the accumulating heap somewhere in me.. somewhere dark with a door I seldom want to touch.. That I escape from. Yet, the mere presence taints me.. n ladens me.. how to fly light and free?
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Too bad.. too late..
Mitch taking this mod too haa.. ok better not type anymore.. the light is pretty bright when the whole LT is dark..
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Woo. I like this one haa..
ZY help me buy hot tea le.. Aawwweeesome...
sorry la.. need some perk this early in the morning.. Calvin & Hobbes help a bit :P
oh n accidentally let him c my blogsite haa.. so If ZY u are reading this.. HI~! *waves hi*
~burp*&#@(* drowsy le la...
N I'm not even drinking alcohol..
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Yeah~ I agree.. compensate me!! I would have got a fortune out of tt..
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Ah.. haa now this is better.. gosh I'm so WuLiao.. ultimate rite.. hee thats y choose to put this one small small.. too many of my own face here le la..
Narcissistic ME ~yeah.. SiAo::
I wanna sleep... Zzz..
Oh n period has to start yday ha.. sian.. but ok la.. usually doesn't affect me at all.. "(guess I'm one lucky gal) but just seem to be that bit affected when I'm in this lousy condition.. blah.
Think I'll walk ard today in this huge over-sized sweater.. haa over my Mameemoo LV cow.. Wearing my 3/4 Fox n slippers.. my Overland, not the Havanas trekker... get the picture... straight fr bed it seems.. haa.. ok think I try catch a wink..
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Ya.. thats me... at 7 am in the morning without sleep again the whole nite..
Erm ok.. I did nap a bit at 5.. Surprised I still look human... the way I'm sleeping these days.. gosh.. Could have added 10 years to my face..
Well, cos got to send the presentation materials on my part before monday for another member to compile before the discussion we'll be having at 6pm later on.. so came sch to complete n send since I NEED internet connection... Damn..
Truthfully, I do enjoy spending time in school la hee.. oh well, if only I stay in halll or something.. or like Dawnie in the past n now ^Vance, rent a room somewhere nearby.. Blah .. ;/
Mummy will flip?
Wearing a real huge oversized Nautica sweater fren lent me.. n it's 'S' sized.. haa it is huge even on a guy's bod.. ZY n here with his project mates rushing their project too.. got to be handed in today for them.. iiiiiii shit my freaking 'i' loose again..
Oh, my 'i' & 'u' pop out before.. cos powerbabe got to heated up once hee... erm.. hope the warantee convers that.. will fixed this after exams ba.. no time to bother with it. N I've been using her more this sem than the whole one year since I've bought it last Aug.. haa.. so used to a Mac now that I often found myself trying to wk its functions on other coms.. esp Expose.. that is so SO so useful haa..
Hm, think I look a tad too stern.. I try another one tee hee..
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