Oh ya.. my blog got really messed up!!>. no idea why. but changing anyway.. just haven got to mood hee..pls Bare with it for now.. n do drop ur comments on my tag link at the end of post instead of the missing tagboard. haa. Muacks*
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Erm.. my new piano teacher, Liu, is v v observant.. anyway she asked too if I'm still "fan"... actually not really these days le.. except for that n little minor issues here n there.. Anyway.. resolved to be free fr all of them.. at least try my best.. Abt the issue.. not gonna think much abt it.. u can call it dragging.. n may end up being hurt or hurting him more.. but not gonna care.. needa conc on gettin stuff done n doing wat I like this hols.. Can only blame oneself for initiating these.
Will b focusing on (1)exercising.. hee.. swimming.. the sun.. gonna learn wind surfing.. scuba diving is still a bit of prob.. but I will start fr surfing.. yup. n (2)piano.. can't believe I am actually having a new perspective of piano after so many yrs of playing it, since I'm 5 i think.. (3)my jewellery :) moi interest.. think shall start experimenting with polymer clay.. make my own beads.. the more unique they shall be.. (4)collection of Anita Blake series!!! haa.. aim to complete since they r all out..N so glad Lee enjoys the other imcomplete series.. hee.. he will love Laurell Ham. :)not to forget(5)NUSSU marketing stuff.. lots to cover n limited time le.. oh one of the reasons y I haven called up Rick... cos and also (6)hanging out with selected frens ;> lala~~
However.. need the dough.. for my materials.. for replenish..hee. ops.. so still gotta wk.. haf been lazing ard these few days.. taking the time to rest.. n do wat I haf been yearning to slowly.. i think.. okok back to updating on moi events.. haa

Let me backtrack haa.. yday.. ooh ktv with Angela n gang.. then shop ard for bikini n others.. <-- initial plans.. ZC msg me at noon.. he's sad cos of his results.. wondering wat is he doin with his life.. ha my results arn't any better.. (got them on Wed) anyway end up meeting.. to shop a bit n walk ard loh.. he has never been to any ktv!! unbelieveable.. anyway brought him to K box at Cine.. we reach there at 2,.. n Jackie Cheng is coming at 3 plus i think with a conference at 5.. wah,.. anyway.. still having cough n flu.. but that did not stop me fr singing hee... sang till 5 boy.. tired man..n the rest r there since 11!.. crazy. ooh I'm sittnig by the transperant glass door n guess who was in the room just across? haa. the Wang Jian Fu.. He there cos he's endorsing K box i heard.. neway.. saw a guy looking at me. so turned n saw him.. then we xchanged looks for a few mins.. n I'm still trying out to figure y is he so familiar haa.. then confirmed with frens.. hoho took a photo with him;P n he's different fr his image on screen.. he's rather shy kind.. but anyway.. afterwards realised he will still look over n once I caught his eye n think he felt rather awkward so shifted inner haa.. ooh saw Jackie at the conference when ZC n me are leaving.. had diner at Swensens.. helped him get a pressie for his gf's bday:> b4 heading home for XingZhu.. he msged later that nite to thank me cos he's feeling better..n that he believe there r still happy pple in the world.. btw, he belongs to Type B kind..
Met Lee later that nite cos he haven had dinner haa.. brought him to the Arab place.. cool. n I tried the Shereezh.. (dunno how 2 spel) haa n its harmless.. just that I'm still nto too sure how to smoke it haa.. kept inhaling the smoke.. haa.. got to chat with this guy fr Pakistan n another fr India.. then the proprietor himself.. haa.. cool pple.. n learnt that they r having a gala ind of thing.. 1st time in S'pore along Arab street for one wk.. starting fr 5th Jun.. Sure be there("/) Anyway.. pop over to Stage's studio.. he's tidying the place.. n Kaoz.. saw some of his wks when he's sitll a student n they r sooo good!!.. really envious of pple with such talents!.. no wonder he can survive well n his company is rather establish actually.. msged him after leaving n he's interested in my proposal but din reply when I pushed a bit..humph.. oh he did asked me to stay but na.. too late..

Wed is rest day.. watched 50 1st dates with Teddy in the nite instead of Troy though..nice.. wat a lucky gal.. thought its possible for that to happen in real life.. just small possibility...
Tues is a v indian dae haa.. ya brought Lee to Punggol Clinic then met Ben together at Mustafa.. walked to the other end of little India along the same side of road.. hee bought a interesting wooden box.. n got a henna done on my back near the end of my spine hee... wanna see?? But kinda disappoined cos workmanship of the gal is not v gd n didn't expect the butterfly to be sooo big!! oh ya. it includes a tribal butterfly.. noe wat.. think next time I'll get Stage to go it for me... think will b better:) n if I'm eva gettin a tattoo.. will be there.. sanskrit word for Wisdom.. which is wat i need. Lee got to go fetch his model fren who is back for hols fr HK.. so followed ben to their Soccer match.. saw Wan there too.. its at Meridian JC fullfledge game.. afterwhich we when back to Little India n had Northen Indian ... yummie!>.. hee.. din get to bring them to Askhalama.. <-- not too sure if spelling's rite.. wanted to on Sunday nite but its closed.. so 3 of us had dinner at a North Indian Rest in Funan.. according to Lee recommanded by his fren.. but the food there is soso.. in terms of varieties.. n so pricey compared to the other one.. tssk..

oh yar.. i haven complete my OCH tour.. ok cont..
We went in.. its really eerie.. haa went into the main building.. its so gigantic!!>. anyway.. only walked tru 2 floors of the front part.. realised its up on the hill overlooking the sea.. will b romantic if not for the total isolation there.. n gd thing we went in with the malays cos u can't c a nut without torchlight!! Then followed another path down.. n met another grp.. who told us that the other white buildings along the drive way belongs to OCH too... man.. the hospital is huge then!!>. n weird thing is all the other buildings r caged up.. no entry.. but managed to get in two tru broken windows.. one of them is the Commando building.. heard that is suppose to be the white house.. (theres a red one at Pasir Ris.. green one at godnoeswhere) the other is 3 storeys.. n this is really eerie cos of the many partition n narrow walkway..
initially I was annoyed that I seems to be the one leading Teddy.. haa.. pulling him along.. but actually he's then the brave one cos he dun mind falling behind fr the Malays(we r wrapping up at the back) n he took time to look into almost every room!! while I just focus on front haa.. ops. We finish touring all we could at dawn ard 6 .. Never a better experience haa. Me n ted thought we should search for the OCH's map... plan our routes prior exploring.. cos we haf no idea where is the Mortuary.. went back to the flat.. n after bathing felt the fatigue hitting in.. haa damn tired!!>. but after an hr of napping had to leave for home n then wk.. phew.. shack. haa


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Update updates... haa I went old changi hospital!! OCH.
Er.. the chalet turns out to be this holiday flat just overlooking the chalet village.. haa..
Erm has two a/c rooms.. n think charges $150 for 2 days 1 N. N it's amazing how pple r interlinked.. netwking huh.. haa.. ya happened that pple there r more or less interlinked n i found another new link.. a few gals noe Yizuo haa. interesting.. anyway.. was suppose to go seletar dam.. cos youwei wanted to go ther.. so we had 4 cars n a bike.. took the Nissan Trek n damn cool car.. its rather new.. n sun roof!>. can also flaten fr the back to form a bed! comfy.. anyway. the seletar gate was locked.. so went to a 24hr coffee shop at Pasir Ris for supper.. n its exactly where Yizuo lives... haa was msging him.. n to think he's just sleeping upstairs hee.. too bad its too late then.

Once back at the flat.. we lined up just outside haa... looking at the Transvestites.. wah..wah.wah.. haa.. its interesting how they do biz.. n a few r really gd!.. their bod.. wah.. wanted to go OCH... but many r not too keen only me teddy n alex interested.. but they r saying odd number is unfortunate.. was waiting for the few to b back.. anyway.. mi n Teddy was out there observing the trans.. when he wonder how much they charge.. n we decided to go ask haa... reallY!>. at first i worry with me ard it will seem weird.. but teddy said it was once featured on FHM that there r couple that look for them for a threesome?? haa ya.. yucks.. huh.. so we both went down... n approached 2.. both time they flinged their hair n totally ignored us haa... n one chinese one.. kaoz.. she's pretty plus gd bod~! hee..well kinda disappointed.. neway.. we decided to walked to OCH ourselves.. heck abt the rest.. cos its already turning 4am..

Met this grp of Malays at the start of the trail.. there r actually a few paths.. the Malays r going in too i think.. they told us the other entrance at the other side is impossible.. the steepness n overgrowth i think.. they r going in by the 3rd path.. but waited for us to try the 2nd one.. this is the best path I think.. cos the view is really magnificent.. plus damn eerie.. its the worse haa.. anyway.. end of the trail is a long fleet of stairs.. approaching the stairs 2 guard dogs ran out barking... so we turned back.. but thought they r chained.. anway.. decided to follow the malays to the 3rd path behind.. Again unsuccessful cos at a distance we thot there r a grp of pple who r praying with black metal to their demons or satan... din dare approach.. dishearted but Teddy suggested y not we try to go up the stairs n be as close to the dogs up the stairs.. gamed.. n we actually reached the stairs wo the dogs being aware! jee.. however 3 steps up the dogs detected us n came out barking...ferocious. Anyway.. we paused wanting to test how far they can go... THEN realised they r not chained!! damn!!>. aha shld c how fast we turn.. with the dogs near our heels.. haa.. Teddy wanted to run but thank god i remembered to stop him urging himto just walk... n the dogs r well trained.. they stop just barking..
Btw there r 2 deserted bungalows.. n actually one of them had stairs just behind leading up to the hospital!!>. wanted to check that out but soo many huge ants that we got bitten.... damn..

Oh way back saw some of the malays at the junction.. they said the rest actually tried the 3rd path again n the grp r actually friendly.. so part of them went up while these few r still comtemplating wether to go or not.. haa..
So we tried to catch up n phew they r waiting just at the entrance.. the grp din want to go in.. so only both of us plus 4 of the malays.. 3guys n one gal.. okok

I haf to dash now. catching a 10 plus movie at tamp with Teddy.. TROY!! haa.. gottogo else late la... burr.. later..
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Shack!>. too tired.. will blog again..
::Running away from delusions::

Its sat le... teddy's back ;p Gonna go for da chalet lata.. It time to come to a conclusion.. I promised myself till sat.. em.. wanna a simpler life.. simple as in not boring..but minimal complications..
Been under the weather these days.. flu.. n cough.. having this perpetual headache the whole of today... burr irritating.. Maybe thats y I've been sleeping so much these few days!!> Like yday till 5 plus p.m... got up only cos I haf to go tian guo...tues.. slept till 4 plus when i needa meet Als.. n monday till 6 plus!>. horrible.. anyway.. erm tues.. was at Labrador park .. n Als dropped my cam!!>. damnation.. its in a real bad shape now.. falling apart though can still b used.. n the shutter!!>. no control le.. haa kinda comical.. but gd thing his gf noes this fren who has lobang for cam.. parallel import.. can get the cams at a price lower than the cost prices sellers here can acheive.. so think after his exams will try to sell my old one for me.. top up the remaining value for a brand new one hee.. anyway,. tsk.. maybe shouldn't haf done things.. but not as regretable abt it than wat happened on wed.. burr.. shucks.. like wat shit i got myself into.. Oh well went to this platform jutting out fr the hill overlooking the sea... first time up there.. such a nice view.. esp when we caught the sunset.. think far out at sea.. over at the other side should be Indonesia.. where Ted was then..

Wed.. went Pathz's studio... such a cool place.. n finally found another nite spot to hang out.. hee.. Arab street.. haf been wanting to noe wheres that water pipe place featured on tv.. finally!! heee.. nice food.. Back to the studio.. its a cool place.. n haa He's venturing into Anime now.. burr.. do these guys learn everything fr LaSalle?.. Anyway his two students was there along with a fren.. this fren is supposed to be a well known artist here.. he teaches Salsa n Latin too!!>. cool hee. found a real gd teacher for Als le.. nay b learning with him.. he eeds a partner anyway.. then was watching DVDs.. Chasing Liberty is such a great show... haa.. romantic comedy... hee.. fantasied being Anna.. the lead played by Mandy Moore.. but its really impossible :P

Thurs/.. oh.. theres a private Isetan sale.. n Ivy has two passes.. then Ben has the Isetan Credit.. so we went there together.. late rather cos Ben la.. when back to his showroom.. then Ivy has to leave after an hour when I was there.. for wk.. Haa was walking ard for quite sometime.. aimless.. n not interested in anything in particular.. so many pple!! felt a bit claustrophobic.. erm.. til i reach Surf Bay.. n basically got almost all of my 4 pieces fr there haa.. ooh fell in luv with this Billabong pants n shorts.. but all out of my size.. shall go to Surfbabe one of these days.. hee.. ooh theres this cute bikini full of cheeries!! but no Small size le.. sobs.. anyway.. spent 4 hrs there.. phew.. tired.. eyes strained.. had a bite at coffee club xpress after that.. b4 rushing off to meet Als.. to get back my still deformed cam.. burr.. oh well.. got to noe a bit more past of him.. ;) then that evening BAn Dao.. Zero though haa.. n had supper with Lee at Phine's rest just beside CAN cafe... 1st time i had meal there.. nice.. really had a nice chat with Lee.. long time since i feel that way.. reli at peace n comfort.. Haa always has that effect on me.. great feeling of catching up with frens haa had a late nite chat.. 3hrs!.. haa the last time i had such a long chat with Lee was... wat.. one yr back? or more i think.. hmm. haa.. a real open person :)

Oooh had lunch with Alloisicius.. ha i noe.. loong name.. he's a fellow vegetarian n religion mate that i happen to noe tru somewhere online haa.. n boy hes damn talll!!>>. 1.89m.. kaoz.. no wonder he commented that I am tiny haa.. petite.. he had quite a struggle growing up too.. filial:)n aspired to b a nutritionist n trainer.. gonna start a trainner course.. when i first met him i had the wrong impression that he's skinny.. he has quite a gd bod actually.. not exactly thick thick.. but maybe cos he's so tall I thought otherwise haa..
Ok.. Ted's coming to fetch me soon... gotta go pack up.. hee.. definitely haf to go Changi village n hospi today hee...

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... ooooh yes!! HAA.. finally got the apple logo burr.. been trying to get the command for the past 2 hrs... n in doing so accidentally deleted the long long lengthy blog I have typed but not post... dammit.. all the thoughts... anyway in the midst of meeting... marketing heads n PDs for the FOCC projects... shall try to recall later in the nite.. burrr... away. again hee...
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I'm totally shack out.. y? cos haven been sleeping.. literally.. em. lets c.. was out on Wed.. sentosa chalet with 8 others.. hee.. nice chilling out session.. then finally meet up ted... it has been 10 days?.. gosh.. erm this 10 days have changed stuffs... more like within me.. haiz.. confusion.. guess its bad.. neway.. watched Van Hielsing... effects cool.. plot.. simply fantasy... haa all the gd timings.. its impossible haaa.. the logical side of me simply sigh.. gosh..
Went Chinablack afterwards.. Chris' bday.. n felt bad that nite when I'm supposed to go Mambo.. esp when he promised me his full attention haa.. but was suppose to be with the NUS crowd neway.. oh Alana told me she spotted Vance.. coincidental that I actually wanted to find him that nite for the scout.. too bad ;p.. Eh.. was at Novena Sq for supper .. his frens r cool... Multimedia guys n gals.. then bunk over.. slept only at 5plus.. then had to be in town by 1... wk starts then.. blurr.. but cool get to meet a few of Thomas n Ben's frens.. finally Johnie came to fetch me to the gals.. women i mean haa..

ok.. here comes the amazing part.. ha.. that nite.. I was stuck in front of my pc.. doing my talent stuff... plus a bit of marketing.. til the next day morning when mummy woke up.. kae.. one thing that kept me going is chatting haa.. esp Philippe who only slept in the morning too haa.. met him later on that day.. to take his pic hee.. oh well.. I'l say he could b rather attractive for someone his age... hee.. kinda beefy too.. NUS senior! haa.. anyway.. i actually dozed off for awhile during the briefing when I'm sitting in front of 50 plus pple!!.. aha.. lucky Simim beside me nudged... gosh.. walking zombie at that pt of time.. haa.. till i think I'm over the threshold.. n dun even felt like sleeping.. briefing for the whole day.. ended earlier than expected at 4 plus.. my next appt at 6.30!! haiz.. luckily johnnie ard that area with Ravie.. n was going on rounds to deliver the paychecks for his guards... took be along n for a long time since i left.. I stepped into Banyan... n Heritage.. then 3 others.. b4 dinner with my Insanse grp!!.. too bad Dawnie couldn't make it.. n oh boy.. we r a bunch of lame crappers!!>. esp Sinchang haa.. gd that we r all peace kind..
After Marche we got 6 packets of durains haa.. n fresh juices.. ehe.. 6 cos the price is ridiculous.. 1 for $10 n 6 for $19.90.. cos get 6 la haa..
Met Philippe b4 joining them again.. later that nite was at Balacava with Johnnie..n steven + micheal + edmund.. steven n micheal familiar faces cos met them at ktv with vance last time.. find Micheal charming.. natural charm.. n prefer his char n ideas/values than Johnson's haa.. cos only 3 of us left for supper later that morning.. was at the Geylang tou hwa place.. (saw eve n weiann.. haa.. plus kara n that Art fac capt.. shit i-forgot-his-name) ..
Discussing abt M's prob.. n he realised that I actually understand how he feels n could even find the words for him.. haa then we jointly challenged John's views too haa.. cool.. anyway.. he rides a Vespa!!>.. so cute.. haa.. totaly dun suit his image haa.. they r sailing frens btw... sigh.. feel like learning too.. maybe huh.. hee.. they way they make it sound so fun..
So slept ard 3.. n man I'm tired.. haa.. today late but thank god for Ben who can fetch me.. oh saw Vance n Jo today.. she's not as anorexic as I thought.. though someone just commented she really is thin.. anyway.. wun b surprised if these two get back together.. though it would say much.. not that that will matter ;p.. n all the crap abt hatred etc.. haa.. kinda bullshit realli.. seems like no matter wat happened in the past.. the hurt etc.. they r still meant 2 b together.. thought they suit each other personally..
oh well.. haa Ben got me my belated bdae pressis... a pair of cute Tracce boots~!!>. actually both of us r attracted to the red one.. but they dun suit me as well.. n the brown one I've got is equally unique.. if not more.. suits me better too.. but y.a.. not as flexible when u talk abt matching clothes... i got the 2nd pair at 10 bucks less.. this voucher thingy.. haa its a front covered slip ons... nice ncie too hee.. like this particulay range of Tracce.. hee I got a red pair fr there last time ..

Talked to teddy abt the issue today... guess more or less better.. though still not exactly settled.. humph.. nvm.. meeting tmr.. :) He roughly noes wat is going on now neway.. haa.. I'm not that cruel.. but am confused myself.. tough..
Oh ya.. Auburn is back.. haa fr taiwan n i actually meant into my life... tsk treading.. so coincidental he noes Saviour.. the Mac guy spotted by my production co.. they r a close clique.. n he has slimmed down sooo much!>. almost a diff person.. looks more bengish now.. but better shape hee.. his mentally hasn't changed for that issue though.. burr..
Oh.. haa johnnie likes ryan.. haa n ryan was saying how abt matching them up.. muahaha.. but ya i kinda noe y john will like him.. he got gd character.. :) unlike the cocky one haa... *hey.. stated by john..not me * alrie.. i need to ZZzzzz!! else like wat teddy predicted I'm gonna b sleeping away tmr whilst out with him.. burr..
-nitez-
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Hiyea.... burrrr.. n yar.. thats almost wat i feel haa... so hectic these days that my eyes r literally bulging... n running on reserves... actually wat am so busy with?... PR n PR.. n more PR... its seems haa... Yar.. for this talent thingy.. hav been meeting more pple than I had the past few mths!!>. or yr? haa.. but its gd... got to noe quite a few cool pple.. n once again... i relish mixing with an older crowd... more fun n comfy.. never goofy like wat happened on Sun... burr.. neway.. ya haf been out till late these days.. haiz.. dark rings ar... heard fr al again today.. haa.. after gym checking on chances i guess.. na excuse.

Oh well.. been so busy that I haven got much time to think .. but its still gd to haf him back tmr :) time seems to pass real fast when u r occupied.. its the 5th tmr~~ oh rather.. now.. in a few more hrs will get a buzz heee... erm.. but timing for tmr a bit messy la.. shit.. haiz.. thinking if I should stay in Sentosa.. or slip out tmr nite.. then.. to join ZK or Ivy or teddy... burr.
Oh ya.. was talking to Dawnei n told her the issue that I'm so irritated abt wif Jackie.. erm.. think its time to confront him... force him to the corner when they r back.. humph...

Ben has been very helpful.. haa but like wat he said,. ulterior motive.. n i'm starting to feel the shields coming up... haa... looking out for his tricks n moves.. noticed he's one who loves to read pple too.. analyse like how I used to do in the past.. still... without him think I'm in deeper shit now haa.. Lee asked if we could go on hols... burr.. wish I could.. but think I'll be pretty much tied down this hols.. n haf been procrastinating NUSSU stuff for this talent thingy.. shit.. dun think i have been juggling well.. just barely managed to smoke tru the CMC & acc. managers meeting yday hee... oh well.. by fri I should be wrapping up this talent thingy regardless the nos i haf... still should be involved with the production till end of May though... THEN may join Rick.. haa.. Plus simply white starting again le.. hee.. Jel!!! this time will be at town area... hee.. miss our lunches..

Oh Mitch got the Pentax that I recommended afterall hee.. ya.. initially gettin Minolta.. but Alston's Pen has left me grumbles for my Dimage.. oh which Mitch enlightened me.. pronounced differently.. :) n Lee noes the right pronounciation for it!!> haa.. can't wait to meet the cool ones on fri.. Met Jimmy Ah today le haa.. the Maurician Chinese.. phew.. still not drooling la.. Ben has to keep his bit.. oh well.. its hard to make me drool for real ;p

ya.. face's skin started peeling today... its horrible!.. esp when I will be meeting so many pple today.. so got Olay's once we reach Suntec/. hee.. been wanting to get that anyway.. hee.. finally got an excuse to hee.. Oh.. the huge meeting that Lee n Ben tried forming was as much of a match-making session as we haf thought haa.. cos some couldn't make it last min.. n hey.. we did this in less than 24 hrs!.. when bar none afterwards .. theres a indie rock gig that nite :) last of the series... too bad we missed the hiphop one.. think that will be more fun.. anyway its just to appreciate.. enjoy.. n drink.. not exactl'y a dance nite..

Eh.. just realised I noe Ben only on Sunday nite.. but seems to haf known him for sometime haa.. oh well.. he thought I looked 24.. behaved like 28.. n worse.. asked if I studied overseas cos i dun sound local?? Muahaah.. n believe me.. he's old... not my oldest fren but ya.. thought he's ard Lee's initially.. Argh!!.. its the 5th already!!!...... blah... erm.. brought up my troubles to dawnie earlier on.. n ya.. know wat she will say.. n ya.. kinda trying to do that too.. not thinking down the wrong path when you haf choosen one.. :) so not thinking.. think I'll be able to manage welll...
believe in karma... Dawnie still does..:D okie..i really shld get back to sorting my photos.. so many..! kaoz.. waste of time.. should haf made all of them hold the blue board haa.. mean huh..

Oh yar:) seems to get to noe more abt Weiwen yday... erm.. actually only get to c him more during exam period at central library.. 1st impression the happi go lucky.. but luv his built man!... haa.. the shy boy kind of look too... though he's nottin but shy i thought haa.. reason y i suddenly thought of him..:: he just msged thinking i look prettier than in sch.. haa.. beaming.. n he just got back.. aha... so wondering where he has been.. last seen with mongleng huh... hiak hiak..



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Friday, April 30, 2004
taurus horoscope

Your Friday horoscope, May!
Mercury ends its retrograde, and all of the pieces start to be put together. This puzzle called your life will quickly move forward with a great new project.
Seems like once again it makes sense.. haa.. ok one thing to note.. i only get to read this stuff the next day or late that day.. cos of the different timezone.. anyway.. its on fri that i heard fr a fren... got surprised by his comments n views cos not really expected.. din change anything though haa.. i may be a super duper lousy gf but ya.. he may be a bastard too.. c.. there is never rite or wrong.. n i'm glad too that I've made that decision..

Argh... told myself the first thing I'll do is to blog..(cos I'm bloody tired) n i end up stuck with my mails.. n MSN hee.. for hrs till now.. shit.. anyway.. ouch i'm so sun burnt!>. haa ya.. spend the day at Sentosa.. hee... doing a bit of scouting at the same time.. oh well.. then was ard town.. n Is was so shack out we decided to skip bishan.. n skip DoubleO with Ivy.. n crash home.. it feels like 3plus now rather than almost 13:00.. burr.. thats all.. not much of a celebration cos did that like the past 2 nites haa.. ya.. so cut 2 cakes le.. erm.. will soon upload the pixz up on webshot :) hee..
Burr.. I'm gettin a bit overwhelmed by the stuff i need to fix.. n really juggle le.. .oh ya.. erm.. Raymond n Ivy both claim that i've shrunk!... a few others thought i lost a bit of weight.. but they claimed I've seem to shrunk hee... asking me to take more food... erm.. I do leh.. haa.. have been eating ma.. haa.. but i still need to lose 1 kg before i hit 40 haa.. n resolution for this hols.. get toned.. rather.. fit.. n get a nice shade of tan hee..
Oh yaya.. haa.. got quite a surprise call on fri nite.. someone actualy ordered a bouquet of 3 blue roses to be sent to my house... (along with a teddy holding it... so cute!!) haa but was outside.. though I instinctively noe who sent it hee... was rite btw.. erm.. this should be the first time this happened.. but cos he's not in town la.. Anyway.. haf my own doubts.. but like wat kleen says.. this afternoon.. to satisfying partners needs.. ha. so maybe i shouldn't b vex over it.. since i din haf that strong absolution to reverse it.. oh yar.. went down to Engross afterall.. cos was with R n A to this Salsa club.. hee.. too bad they dun teach there.. n the crowd that day is more of the middle aged grp.. so left for engross. hee.. n for me johnson went down too hee.. then so coincidental that another gal having her bday then. hee.. so celebrated together... erm.. damn i really dun feel like regurgitating hee.. ya paiseh cos this is like a summary version of the letters I've been writing.. tsk.. n I'm rather uncomfortable with scorching skin underneath my clothes.. plus fighting closing eyelids... so guess.. i got to wrap things up for tonight rather soon... oh ya.. b4 i forget.. Dawn of the dead is one hell.. I'll rather be dead haa..
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