Saturday, January 31, 2004
Both are convinced that a sudden surge of emotion bound them together
Beautiful is such a certainty.. but uncertainty is more beautiful
Because they didn't know each other earlier.. they suppose that nothing has happened between them
What of the streets, stairways and corridors, where they could have passed each other long ago?
I'd like to ask them whether they remember, perhaps in a revolving door ever being face to face?
An 'excuse me' in a crowd, or a voice 'wrong number' in the receiver.
But I know their answer. No, they didn't remember.
They'd be greatly astonished, to learn that for a long time.. Chance had been playing with them.
Not yet wholly ready to transform into fate for them.. it approaches then, then backed off, stood in their way and, suppressing a giggle, jumped to the side.
********


Life is full of coincidences... even two parallel lines might meet.
Life is full of surprises... the kite you're flying might suddenly sail away...
********


Destiny: If 2 people meet and they both fall in love, that's destiny for sure. If neither loves the other, even if they meet millions of times, its still not destiny! If one's in love and the other isn't, and the one whols in love grabs on and won't let go while the other just want to run away.. not only is it not destiny... it's pain.


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posted by the gir| @ 1/31/2004 12:29:00 AM


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posted by the gir| @ 1/31/2004 12:17:00 AM

Wednesday, January 28, 2004
happy
You feel happy, and loved. Nothing could be any
better for you....you may even have a love one
in your life....go you.


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posted by the gir| @ 1/28/2004 10:50:00 PM

Tuesday, January 20, 2004
Have been thinking for half a day.. Changes are inevitable.. they happen every second yar?.. but its creepy.. if the one experiencing it is unconscious of it. Maybe I should try reverting certain aspects... including how easily my tear glands are activated.. cos think thats a reason y moi eyes arn't that gd nowadays esp right.. emm.
Tmr will be Chinese New Year eve... but i'll still haf to go sch for a lecture :\..

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posted by the gir| @ 1/20/2004 10:00:00 PM

solitary
Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.

"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."


The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.

As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.


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HASH(0x8898d38)
Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The
Wronged.

"'ve come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."


The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow,
reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by
the goddess Persephone and their sign is The
Teardrop, or Broken Love.

As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and
may be hard on yourself. You probably have
been hurt in the past by other people and can
sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You
don't usually let other get too close to you,
but you are very good at mending your spirits
back together by yourself.


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posted by the gir| @ 1/20/2004 02:40:00 PM

Whoeva ends up with me is unfortunate... it seems..

I'm currently stuck at home.. cos left moi set of keys in mummy's bag yday.. and she's at wk already.. so.. ya.. I'm locked in.. unexpected holiday for me? haa..
oh yar witnessed an accident yday.. a travel bus came fast.. banged into the rear of a citycab which is waiting to turn at the junction... whose fault? I'm unsure.. cos its green light for the bus.. it happened at the junction while I'm waiting to cross.. so kinda freaky with everything occurring right in front of me.. too bad.. no cam with me

Haiz.

Oh n think my new SAmsung earpiece fell out fr my bag yday.. dun think anyone can beat my record of losing things.. guess I've to get used to it,. and try earning more$ to replace things..

Haiz.

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posted by the gir| @ 1/20/2004 02:13:00 PM

Monday, January 19, 2004
Heard a disturbing news this morning... accompanied mum to this chinese physician.. then shun bian had a consultation... Cos mum realised my tempered recently has been really bad.. v easily fused.. N my my.. wat an experience... the physician is like an electric circuit himself... his left fingers on my right wrist.. and his right fingers are like the switch.. cos everytime he presses on my individual fingers you can feel electric pulses passing tru! and I swear I'm not lying... its something someone versed with Qi Gong will be familiar with.. its the 'Qi' at wk... Anyway.. I'm told to haf this problem.. erm.. wait till i find out the english translation for it.. still at the mild stage though.. but it causes me to be excited and agitated easily... and will not be able to sleep well.. plus my menses pattern blah blah.. n he's pretty accurate.. gosh.. oh ya.. he pressed my left shoulder too.. and I experienced something that is so weird i can't help laughing.. while mum told me some experience pain.. but the doc told me other than that i'm fine :)... haa seems like everytime I go to a physician he/she will find out something wrong abt me.. the previous is a ** ** syndrome... shit.. forgot wat.. just remember that is more traumatizing..

Now to think back on the pulses.. they r scary.. managed to keep my cool though.. oh my.. even thinking of it now makes me shudders.. and i can almost 'feel' them again.. burr...

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posted by the gir| @ 1/19/2004 01:56:00 AM

Saturday, January 17, 2004

See wat i've come across while searching for info on tentages... anyway.. always been interested in henna... :P no tatoo though.. haa.. prefer tribal art too

N peeps... check out this webbie.. http://www.sfogs.com the stories arn't fantastic though.. em..

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posted by the gir| @ 1/17/2004 06:50:00 PM

Friday, January 16, 2004
Chocolate
Chocolate- You are sexy, mysterious, and deep. You
believe in true love and Romance.


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Hey...!~ too bad i' haven get to satisfy my craving..




See what kind of Psycho you are!


innocence
Innocence. Like a child, you seem to think of
things with more a curious look then an
explanative. The answers aren't important to
you all the time, sometimes it's just enjoying
the questions and finding new ones. When the
end came, you survived through the simple means
of not being in the wrong place, or, following
a butterfly away from the blast zone. Meeks...
damn you all.


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posted by the gir| @ 1/16/2004 11:33:00 PM

Personality

Taureans like to be rooted -- whether it is your environment, work, home or your opinions. Thus you are a picture of stability to some and to others you can be stubborn, with a mind closed to new ideas and a certain unwillingness to change. But it works both ways, you are determined and do not easily buckle under pressure and adversity. You are patient, loyal and caring. Like the bull that represents your zodiac sign, you will be slow to anger but once annoyed, you will rage and turn ferocious. There is no stopping you then. Like fire, you can be a good friend and a bad enemy; you can also be quite shy and reserved. But like the proverbial bull in the china shop, a little clumsy in both life and language being remarkably outspoken and expressive with speech and exaggerated hand and arm movements when enraged. You are not the kind to undertake risky ventures and certainly are not too apt to be rash. This is partly because you are lazy and partly because of your need to hold on to what you already possess. You like to live comfortably and are a good provider. Ruled by Venus, you seek the pleasure of the senses and to you, being a true admirer of beauty, material comforts are far more important than for other zodiac signs. You are stubborn, carrying this trait to all spheres in your life, thereby, in a way, closing your options for a better life. Your stubbornness, combined with laziness can create problems you will find difficult to deal with. Often you will make little or no effort to change the situation around you. Nothing seems to drive you but the temptation to acquire some material benefit to keep you and yours happy.

Lover


Taureans are family-oriented people and enjoy spending time with loved ones. You are drawn towards children and the children in turn, look up to you. Large-hearted to the point of being self-sacrificing, always putting your family's needs above your own, and getting along with everyone, unless they try to dominate you is the Taurean way. Strong believers in fidelity and stable relationships, you can be romantic, attentive, tender, and affectionate. Rarely feeling the temptation to stray, you can be quite possessive and can indeed get jealous if your partner's attention wavers. The romance with your partner is something that will be of constant interest and is unlikely to die even when you settle down to the routines of married life. Taurus will find an ideal match in fellow Taureans, Virgos and Capricorns. Marriage with an air sign like Aquarius could also prove successful. You will take a fair amount of interest in what you fill your house with and will definitely do your best to provide all material comforts.

Professional


Taurus is the money-sign of the zodiac and make excellent businesspersons. Not only will you be successful in making money; you will be able to preserve it well. You should be able to develop your business profitably and very rarely allow any rash decisions to harm your interests. You will make good financiers and bankers. If you choose the arts, as some Taureans do, it is more likely to be music, where you will excel; also doing well in work connected with land or environment.


Traveller


You are an earthy sign. The lush and rolling hills are ideal for holidaying...but only in an out of this world resort where good living is high. Good comfortable living is your number one priority. Everything is pre-planned from ticket booking to hotel reservations. Basically you are homebodies so travelling to unknown places is not something you are always ready to do. A holiday in a familiar place or not too far away from home ground is what you need.


Teens


This girl is extremely fashion conscious and loves to dress up. She is ruled by Venus, the planet of Love and Beauty. She has a penchant for necklaces, as Taurus, her sign, rules the neck and throat. She can often be seen at shops, spending her stash of cash. She can be a bit self-indulgent at times, so gently remind her that she may not need all the things she spends her money on. She has a weakness for all things sweet, which often causes digestive problems. She is extremely patient and determined as she systematically goes about realising her goals. Her ambition ensures that she is both hardworking and helpful towards others. She is not likely to be actively involved in sports, though she wouldn't mind light sports like golf. The Taurus girl is a bit obstinate at times and holds fixed opinions, but on the other hand, when she sets goals for herself, she follows them up thoroughly and unwaveringly. She is rarely hindered by obstacles that others find daunting. Look out for her, she will go places.

 
 

The Taurus lad is big, powerfully built and obstinate. While he may be extremely stubborn and want to have his way, it would do well to remember that 'his' way is probability the best 'way' of all! He can be very opinionated, but he can also be extremely patient, tolerant and dependable. He pursues his goals with perseverance and determination, and it shows up in his schoolwork. He does well at school, paving the way to a good career. He can often be self-indulgent, spending money on the good life. He works hard so that he can pay for his own indulgences. The Taurus lad knows the value of networking and always mixes with the right crowd. He is a plodder, and rarely gives in to frustrations. He enjoys outdoor activities like hiking and gardening; anything that gets him close to the earth. The Taurus boy is a neat, orderly person. All in all, he is the perfect son to have.

Taurus Well Being


This zodiac signs rules the neck, throat, tongue, ears and the thyroid gland and care should be taken to avoid any trouble in these areas.  You have a tendency to put on weight. Vegetarians should consume good quality protein from lentils, pulses and fish It is very important to take good care of your health, as people belonging to your sign are predisposed towards heart-related complications later in life. You can avoid this by maintaining a simple exercise regimen. Aerobics, brisk walking, cycling, swimming, etc. at least three times per week would be ideal. Yoga is good too, but is not a substitute for aerobic activity. As most Taureans do not bring home their work pressures, you are not likely to suffer from stress-related problems. You are also very slow to anger. However, when you do, it takes a long time for your anger to cool down. This poses an additional danger for your heart and blood pressure. Whenever you feel a bout of anger rising within you, take a deep breath, count to ten or walk away Although you tend to look rather stocky and are prone to put on weight, you can be surprisingly graceful in your movements. You have a good complexion and noticeable eyes. Taureans are prone to throat infections that if neglected, they may lead to laryngitis. Thyroid and constipation are also common complaints.. You maintain a high protein/high fat diet. You must also consume good quality protein from lentils, pulses and fish (if you are a non-vegetarian). Stay away from fatty meats and cheese. It is very important to take good care of your health, as people belonging to your sign are predisposed towards heart-related complications later in life. You can avoid this by maintaining a simple exercise regimen. Aerobics, brisk walking, cycling, swimming, etc. at least three times per week would be ideal. Yoga is good too, but is not a substitute for aerobic activity. As most Taureans do not bring home their work pressures, you are not likely to suffer from stress-related problems. You are also very slow to anger. However, when you do, it takes a long time for your anger to cool down. This poses an additional danger for your heart and blood pressure. Whenever you feel a bout of anger rising within you, take a deep breath, count to ten or just walk away.


Taurus Luck


Rose pink, brown, grassy green and all shades of blue are good colours for Taureans. Friday is your lucky day, whereas number six and others that add up to it bring you luck. In gems, you should go for diamond, white zircon and moonstone. Venus is your ruler and your element is earth.

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posted by the gir| @ 1/16/2004 03:17:00 PM

Now at my powerbook... the whole settings of blogger is different.. not nice haa.. the only weird thing is how my Games div din turn out rite... now I wonder does it looks the same on PC or is it cos of Mac... burr... haiz.. hope alls well though haa.. :P haa.. the intro to computing lect is abt hardware inside the cpu for now... alrie la.. just that its something rather new.. in some ways.. to a com idiot like me haa.. waiting for my meeting to start at 4.. and guess wat!~ haa.. I finally located a S200 in wine red... and its at Heartland Mall.. that close to home hee.. mum thinks i shld get a white one since I;ve already got a red T610.. but somehow prefer the red one for that model.. hey.. I could name my hps the blood twins hee.. lame huh.. Maybe I should haf gotta the silver T610.. but then again thats common hoho... I'm never satisfied huh hee... well I'm just happy now.. got my genes and society notes too hee.. one more thing done.. :P

Oh yar.. Buddy got his license sometime ago.. goodie.. so think some days he can fetch me to sch too.. on days when he's going too thats it..
Now at secretariat.. finally got my ipod back.. hopefully I wun be losing anymore things.. gonna be uneasy for a long time.

::Running away from delusions::
posted by the gir| @ 1/16/2004 03:05:00 PM

Haiz.. just got reprimanded by someone.. not to be distracted.. to be more focus on my studies... At first I'm puzzled.. distracted by?.. haa.. ic. ic.. like wk.. like going out.. like my blog.. realised I have neglected my fotopages.. took many pics to b uploaded though.. just can't find the time. And yes.. I got to focus more on studies..
oh Wel.. hee.. went to Chinatown today.. man.. the crowd is good.. haa.. not as rowdy since its still a week away fr Lunuar New Yr.. went with 'godmum', my mumie and Jackie.. oh ya.. prior to that.. wanted to go Cuppage to get my S200.. em.. but that placed had closed.. that early.. anyway.. still haf to find out which outlet actually haf my model.. its a rather rare one le. haa. but the promotion is till 16th which is tmr.. haiz.. worse come to worse.. white loh.. haa..

I feel that we're drifting into different worlds.. or maybe I'm feeling too much..

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posted by the gir| @ 1/16/2004 01:44:00 AM

Tuesday, January 13, 2004
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posted by the gir| @ 1/13/2004 12:13:00 PM

Phew.. now then I got the time to type my blog.. while printing the tonnes of notes.. blur.. esp for econs.. haiz.. if only got laser haa.
Oh well .. today is a damn sucky day.. the worse.. cos lost my T610 yday.. Ya.. again.. 3rd hp i haf lost..damn pissed.. its such an indescribable feeling that I dun even bother to try here now..

Then finally to decide to go get the choker.. which costs 70 and.. gues wat. I left it on the train.. wat the hell is wrong with me.. Borrowed a hp fr Liren.. N6100.. N yiyao called .. after I got back both SIM cards.. still haf to pay for the starhub one.. and met Yiyao at 10 plus AMK ... things r so messy and pressing.. yet I can't afford to break down now.. haiz.. need to find jobs.. quick and soon.

::Running away from delusions::
posted by the gir| @ 1/13/2004 03:22:00 AM

Sunday, January 11, 2004
ARGH!! I'm damn pissed with the stupid nus site!>. and now I can't get to ivle... jsut when i need to arrange my tutorial slots!~!!...... really feel like smashing the whole pc.. burrrrRRRR..
Yes I do haf a horrible temper towards my com.. esp when I can't the things I want done on it... haf not much patience too for it.. breath.. breath..

Oh ya.. end my job with ColPal.. maybe.. anyway.. was hoping dar could fetch me fr wk yday. but too bad he gotta haf dinner with parents.. so oicked me up fr moi house instead.. was at Embassy..(again.. finally..) with Mitch hendrick colin and a few others.. not bad.. had a UK dj.. more of hiphop.. prior to that.. a modelling gig..by Almond Kisses Connection...

And I'm not being paranoid... nor distrustful.. but I stick to my views.. that you got to prevent certain scenarios..
Anyway.. came back home for 2 hrs this afternoon.. having many things on mind recently.. and one big shit :: I lost my hp for the THRID time this morning.. I've totally no mood for wk.. more problems to think abt.. argh.

Gonna borrow one fr Liren 1st.. tsk.. and my tv giving me probs too.. think gotta get a new one.. still haf to get down town tmr for my 2 sim cards.. kaoz.. wats wrong man.. n hey if u r thinking wats wrong with this gal.. pulling all the negative vibes.. u can blast off.

Just heard something sad fr a fren too.. relationship hiccup... a big one too.. haiz.. Still dislike his choices and way of thinking.. but hey.. I can't figure out the feelings part for him.. so.. maybe I shouldn't b that judgemental.. but doesn't mean I'm ok with that..N i stil can't access the bloody Ivle.. dammit
N called Ivy earlier on but she din pick up or cal back.. haiz. i hate leaving things hanging all ard..

::Running away from delusions::
posted by the gir| @ 1/11/2004 11:29:00 PM

The following is an actual question given on University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it.

Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)?

Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law, (gas cools off when it expands and heats up when it is compressed) or some variant.

One student, however, wrote the following:

First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, lets look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there are more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can project that all souls go to Hell. With birth and death rates as they are we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially. Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand proportionately as souls are added.

This gives two possibilities:

1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all Hell breaks loose.

2. Of course, if Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes over.

So which is it?

If we accept the postulate given to me by Ms. Teresa Banyan during my freshman year, "...that it will be a cold day in Hell before I sleep with you." And take into account the fact that I still have not succeeded in having sexual relations with her, then, #2 cannot be true, and thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic and will not freeze.

The student received the only "A".

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posted by the gir| @ 1/11/2004 10:19:00 PM


WHAT DO WOMEN WANT? (^.^)
When I was a young woman, all I wanted was a guy with big muscles.
So I dated a muscular guy. He was as strong as Terminator, but he beat
up any other guys who would stare at me. I was afraid he would hit me
too. So I dumped him when he was in jail.
I decided to date a romantic guy. He was so sweetheart he sent me
flowers every Friday to my office just to ask me out; one time he packed
himself into a box as my birthday gift. But he was also romantic to other
girls until I found out in a florist that he ordered 5 dozens roses each
Friday. It was too late, he already dumped me.
So I decided to date a stable guy. He was a "good" man and he had a
PhD from MIT. But all he talked with me was M/M/1 Queuing theory. I
had to dump him because when one day I said I was going to Australia,
he said you don't need to go there to buy apples. There's a grocer across
the street."
After that I decided to date an interesting guy. He was so funny and he
was like "George" in TV Steinfield. He made me laugh all time. But later, I
couldn't laugh any more. He didn't have a job, nor did he plan to find one.
All he did was playing Mahjong and "Cho Dai Di".The worst thing is that we
got married.

WHAT DO GUYS WANT (^_^)
When I was in JC, all I wanted was a girl with big boobs. So I dated a girl
with big boobs, but there was no passion. So I decided I needed a passionate
girl.
In University, I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything
was an emergency, she cried all the time.
So I decided I needed a girl with some stability and I found a very stable girl.
But she was so boring; she never got excited about anything.
So I decided I needed a girl with some excitement. There, I found an
exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to
another, never settling on anything. She was directionless.
So I decided to find a girl with some ambition. After graduation, I found an
ambitious girl and married her. She was so ambitious; she divorced me and
took everything I owned.
So what do you want? Many times, people just go after what they want their
ideal partner to be. And they neglect other qualities the person has.
Chasing after what you want is never ending and may not come to a good end.
So cherish what you have and appreciate what they are. Accept them as they
are. Only then, you can learn and love each other better.


::Running away from delusions::
posted by the gir| @ 1/11/2004 09:58:00 PM

Saturday, January 10, 2004
Capricorn
You should be dating a Capricorn.
22 December - 19 January
Your mate is cautious and realistic, hard working,
and loyal. Though he/she has the tendency to
be egotistical, unforgiving, or anxious,
Capricorns experience an intense feeling of
satisfaction while sharing their bed with the
one they love.


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Ops.. haa.. apparantly this is not true loh.. haa..

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posted by the gir| @ 1/10/2004 10:46:00 AM

Hey... haa. haf been having steamboat these 2-3 days..
having fever yday.. felt weak the nite before but felt really bad in he mornin.. torture boy.. flip ard on bed.. but was restless.. got to report for wk at Kovan.. in fact 1st day.. so called up Khing my agent to inform her to find another gal for replacement.. but she went agitated saying no gals available now.. I haf to go to wk.. else get a mc.. and if i'm really that bad I should be at the clinic... she dunno how seldom I go to the doc.. that mum usually will haf her own methods.. anyway.. I felt bad too that I caused that much distruptions.. so i told her ya.. I'll get myself down there later.. After awhile.. while I'm waiting for dar to reply me.. (but think he went back to ZZz) she msg me.. saying now left ehr to replace me. and she still haf to go fetch her gal during lunch time.. so? Come on.. that will only make me feel worse rite.. so I msg back saying I feel bad enough.. but nvm. I'll be down.. just pray I wun feel worse. and do know that I'm not one that will due to little probs and not turn up for wk!>. haa.. think she felt a bit guilty too cos.. hey.. I did broke down while on the phone with her earlier on.. though she may not know it.. cos I usually cry silently to avoid anyone knowing haa. anyway. she jst ask me to bring my spare uniform down so if things got worse she can take over fr me.. and that she appreciate me being responsible.. blah.. haa think she's just one who reacts pretty bigly.. I felt like radiating heat for the whole day haa.. and weak.. but hey.. I still managed to stand the whole day... other than the long 2.5 hrs break I took hee.. buddy came over to accompany me hee :P and we chat chat chat at Delifrance.. burr.. still got to wk today... haa tokd myself yday that I'm going to try moi best to avoid this kinda job.. and never am I gonna haf a permanant job being a sales person of this kind.. u just get affected and be cynical blah blah... though not all will la..

Oh.. buddy offered to giv me a ride back too.. so touched :P and yday nite Dar surprised me by popping up in front of my doorstep... hee.. so happy that pple close to me do care.. anywa.. I found a thermometer that nite.. n phew.. 37.8.. SARS haa.. and I'm supposed to be better already..
I suppose when one is sick.. one tends to break down easier.. I'm usually pretty alrie.. but there r times whereby you wish someone could hug you.. cuddle up wih you.. strokin and soothing... telling u all will be fine.. To feel protected.. ahhhHH.. haa.. *bish*.. Oh.. Dawnie went for the meeting yday..think I end up with the logistic head post.. its something new.. haa.. nvm .. give it a try :)

::Running away from delusions::
posted by the gir| @ 1/10/2004 10:32:00 AM

Tuesday, January 06, 2004
I'm happie today.. or relative le happie loh hee... so much so that I wanna knock pple ard haa... yar... sometimes u just get the urge to speak gibbish.. or to bite or to whack... em.. be alert ard me yar? haa..Haa this is sooo fun.. hee.. think I 'ki xiao' already.. lolz..
Actually its a pretty simple day today.. Day one of sch.. then I skipped the 1st Chi Lang lect.. cos wanna do bidding for my last module.. so went for the econs one onli.. and cos I thot Chris told me its at LT 11 so .. when in there.. and was at the last row.. busy fiddling with my powerbabe cos wanna set the netwk to the sch's... din really pay attention to wats going ard.. anyway.. its admin stuff.. n even talked to the gal beside me.. who happens to noe Prisc too.. and i even made the comment like thot pple usualy take EC1101 the exposure module first for economics.. she looked blur.. When out half way cos got to charge moi powerbabe.. Vance even msged me to ask if I'm in the lect theatre and I happily replied ya... well not happily la.. was feeling a bit awkard cos he din response to the moi msg the previous nite..

Haa later when I met up with him.. then I get to noe that moi lecture is held at LT 8 actually.. so.. wat the hell.. which lecture haf I been attending earlier on?.. haa no wonder that Eunice looked blur than... haa.. GOd..

Hee.. the actual nice part of the day is when I'm accompanying Vance to an audition at River Valley Road.. its somewhere near MS.. after boat quay.. Its i think moi first time ard the area that early in the day.. we alighted a couple stops too early.. so made our way down.. finding the place... and god.. Wat a joy!~>> ha.. ya in case u guys dunno I love to explore.. hee.. Me and dawnie used to explore private estates or someother places... who says Singapore is a boring place... they just din noe how to make fun out of their lives and environment.. Gd thing I wore my leather flats... feet still hurt at the end though.. too much standing in heels these days.. oh.. yar.. May haf to wk for Col for the wkends in feb too.. but sat for lect la.. sian.. oh yar.. hee I got all my 5 modules loh.. finally.. after much bidding and switching..

I took so many photos :P.. of walkways.. interesting cars.. and cute doggies!>. too bad I din get to capture the shot when the maltese and Gold Retr "Jane" teasing each other.. so cute!>.. there is this instance whereby jane almost tripped over the maltese!!.. haa.. then there is a hush puppy dog which is so shy that he/she actually went to a corner when he/she noticed me grooling at him/she haa.. man its the most friendly pet shop I've eva been in.. hee.. oh.. the buildings.. n everything..

The only sucky part is losing my Dcam's pouch.. haiz.. cost me $20 loh... haiz.. oh yar.. was at Buona Vista making my translink card before we head for River Valley.. then saw this couple waiting too.. and so sweet.. cos they are like hugging and looking out while its drizzling.,.so pretty romantic.. and noticed a graffiti.. haa wanna noe where?.. look at moi 2004 fotopages then hee.. suspense ma hee..

was real tired awhile ago.. its scary.. cos just suddenly felt so exhausted and weak... but alrie now :P haa so glad.. moi lect for tmr starts only at 2pm hee.. but gonna haf piano lessons again le.. starting fr this wed.. haiz.. well.. so far so good.. trying not to ponder too much over things.. learning to oversee certain things.. may make life easier and happier then.. kinda sad to haf to do so though haa..

::Running away from delusions::
posted by the gir| @ 1/06/2004 01:58:00 AM

Sunday, January 04, 2004
Having my dinner while typing this.. haiz.. OH.. when to Chinablack for the first time yday with Vance Shir Issac Jennifer and her fren Jay.. not bac.. like the attic decor better... music pretty mix.. not really gd at all.. but the floor's big enough.. not too big to be cosy.. not to small to be tight-packed.. oh yar.. haa. was a mother who brought her daughter to the club! Seems to be finding a bf for her daughter too... kinda sad isn't it.. emm.. No intentions of poking fun or disgustion at that.. but truely think its sad.. Anyway everything was find till it seems like I made a wrong comment.. or rather qn. Ya got reminded how diff things r 2 mths back... can't help but let a tinge of emptiness slip in...
Anyway.. haf met a few familiar faces these 2 days.. yday:Shuyu.. yrs since I've reeally met her. haa.. and Philips as mentioned.. 2 lesbians couples... one gay couple today: my neighbour who stays downstairs.. Chris fr NUS!!... and Mr Tan.. our Vj P.E. HOD and his wife and baby hee.. so cute.. 1 gay couple.. hee.. this one is damn obvious.. plus 3 trans.... ooh. Other than friendly bubbly Madu... realised that actually Nonie has only been wking for 4 days.. and she's actually a nice person.. just damn frank haa.. plus she's such an all-rounder!!.. wanted to b a mother hee.. was married for only 4 mths... then realised we r both taurus.. 2 days apart.. and our partners are Geminis... 4 days apart... so she's saying haa now she noes my bf well.. she's wild.. N she equally dislike the aunties... haa. we both agree Taurus are stubborn and its something pretty hard ot alter... however dare to try new things.. and faithful loyal hee.. geminis.... once they love you they are will to do many things for you.. and some other things which i can't really remember.. ho.. xchanged numbers.. she's gona quit anyway haa... service line not for her.. Was dying at the end of the day too.. so rewarded myself with a cup of corn while walking all the way to the 55 busstop ..

ties seem to be loosing

::Running away from delusions::
posted by the gir| @ 1/04/2004 11:20:00 PM

water
Your element is Water. You are a deep person and a
good communicator. Incredibably loving and
loyal when your trust is gained and you are
fairly mature.Myterious to the utmost water is
in everything. One can be an Ocean or a river
but nobody truly knows you.


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Earth
Your element is Earth. I hate to say it but you are
down to earth. Stubborn and loyal. You tend to
want to nurture others and you are the one
person friends always come to for awnsers.
Without people like you others would be flying
over the edge because, whether you know it or
not you keep a steady beat to your life and
will end up where you want to in the end. There
is a sureness about you that is hard to match
that draws people to you. No matter what
happens the Earth keeps turning.


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Wonder y i did this twice? Cos think i fall inbetween..

pummel
Weapons are not your thing. You would prefer to
pummel your opponent to death with your fists
and feet. You show a lot of Honor but some
power still eludes you. I can give you this
power, I can make you stronger, join me.


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HASH(0x84f8f08)
You, my friend are a true individual. You most
likely hate trends and are creative. By seeing
things differently, people either admire you or
think you are a bit strange. I'm guessing you
are a lot like me. Perhaps a Good Charlotte
hater? I hope so. An inspiration to us all,
continue being you! (If you like GC, I'm sorry,
I am just expressing an opinion)


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HASH(0x875fda4)
Heaven: You are a true angel. You are destined to
move on to a place where there is no evil, just
people as beautiful and pure as you. Graceful
and classy, an angel like you has wonderful
things ahead! (please rate my quiz)


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HASH(0x86c1890)
Rain: You are the sound of rain. You have two
important sides. There is your strong, powerful
side and your calm, gentle side. Both are very
important. Rain also reflects a bit of darkness
in your personality. It isn't bad, just shows
that along with the good, you also can see bad,
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::Running away from delusions::
posted by the gir| @ 1/04/2004 10:25:00 PM

Saturday, January 03, 2004
Haa pple... Happie New Year!~ Hohooo.. hee.. wanna noe how I past moi transition? hee.. check out here..
haa slept only at 10am the next day.. till 5?.. haa.. but was tired by 11 plus.. even dosed off while watching Indiana Jones with dar.. burr.. its a new year... not feeling anything massive unusual... but its still a new beginning.. :P happie to haf just spent a relative peaceful moment with da..

Well.. started moi first day wk at Parkway's guardian.. Simply White sells like hotcakes~!... felt so redundant.. well.. at least not much pressure on me.. just that I'm dead bored.. and tired of standing haa.. aching ard the shoulders... that comes with standing upright for 8 consecutive hrs without break.. in heels.. holding stuff.. smiling.. haa.. Ok.. Wore my own clothes though.. Cog the uniform r still crumpled..
en.. Realized that sales peeps r all the same 'sae' one.. haa.. its pretty scary.. hypocritical it seems.. Perhaps after wking at the same place promoting the same products.. one will be that cold with a built-up mask of contempt.. yucks.. Hope I'll never end up with a job like that.. ANyway.. was Philips.. haa. seems like we r quite fated... but he din see me.. was buying Bakkua with his wife.. finally get to c his wife, Sandra :P hes a super nice guy.. n definitely a loving husband..

Still thinking if I should add moi Phlog here...anyway got to go to bed... someone is not happie le... ..felt bad and guilty too.. anyway.. heee.. congratulations to Fong. hee.. oh ya... still yet to upload his pics here.. will do that soon yar?..char~

::Running away from delusions::
posted by the gir| @ 1/03/2004 02:59:00 AM



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