here r some pics on chengde trip..

mountain resort

kenken n i

pu-ning-si

pu-ning-si

supposed to pay to take pic in this sedan, but i took it for FREE :p

e size of e ants explains how well-fed they r

just realized all were looking at me except tim! i feel dumb..*shy*

nice scenery

pls ignore e flask at e right - well taken by justin :p

he forced me to take this pic w him! *compelled*

sticking on e wall? :p

i'll post again from kenken's cam :)

So many ppl r waiting for me, i cant wait(?) to get back to Singapore! i know ive been saying alot of times but im still gonna say it, i miss home! e feeling of hiding under e blanket, crying to myself most of e nights is painful. there r many things, which i could only kept within myself, be silent n live w it. God knows what..

to think my time ahead has already been 'booked', even before i get back to spore really do makes me ponder y am i getting so 'busy'? whats e purpose(s) of all e dates? r all necessary? did i really spend my time wisely? what do i gain out of it? can i better spend my time doing something else? perhaps i should reflect more on this, push away n be selective of dates, better spend my time n surely to make time for myself. 1 more thing, i'd better be of my Father's business.

there r so much more to life than just bgr! say im tough, yes i am. thats bcos i know what i want n im not easily shaken. im firm on my stand, im staying focus. not another tom, dick or harry i would want as bf. not another puppy love, not another crush i would entertain. its not that my expectations r high, not that im fussy, not that im too arrogant. but its abt another heart i will break, not. this alone is enough to explain all to y ive been so 'tough' to get, thats all im concern. guys, u can say im stubborn for not even wanting to give it a try, a start. u can say im too fearful, too faithless, too worrisome, thinking too far ahead for a rship etc. say anything u want, i simply dont care. my minds clear, i know what im doing. n again, i know what i want.

im not saying im not bothered, but not too bothered to whether i will get attached one day? perhaps i think i still have time. but 1 thing i do, i chose to put my faith n trust in Him. no hurry, He has His best timing for me.

songs i would still listen
places i would still go
smiles i would still wear
all, i would still reminisce

i would still cry
i would still feel e pain, so real within
but..
i'd be fine, one day.

cheers.

spent my worse bday ever ytd! things got better only at night when U called, when kelvin came to my room to tell me jokes - chat quite abit too, when dad sms me again n my mom called!!! :))))))) miss all my loved ones soooooooooo much, really :((( told my mom im missing e food in spore n she said, "aiyo.. havent even 1 month n u'r already missing e food here! what abt those who r going away for 1 year??" :p

*i cried aft we hung up, i miss U so much! :(((

anyway i feel some guys r funny, weirder than females?

him: i fetch u at airport?
i: most likely my dads fetching me home :)
him: nvm ask your dad to rest at home. i'll fetch u home n pass u your adapter
i: immediately pass me a new 1?
him: c my mood?
i: bad mood no adapter, good mood give adapterS?
him: yuppie
#him: well i can do alot of magic things but not every customer can get to c my magic

ok.. i dont get him from (#) point onwards.

**Suns having her concert in Taipei tmr, after which she will be leaving for Beijing soon (she thinks). YEA!!!! PRAY FOR HER PLS~~

ziguo created this for me! xiexie ziguo~~~~ love u! :)))

P.S
rollover your mouse to e photo to view e captions, must click on it eh. btw u guys can better view e photos at ziguo's blog :)

e unique brand - 'wahaha' mineral water :p

look how well e artist drew me ;

thought of Sun when i first saw this. oh yes, im born to shine for Him! :))

bernadine, me n andy before going up e heart-pounding ride *excited*

up we go!! weeeee~ :)

e feeling of being 'threw' high up to e sky is still vivid!

e Catholic church - 'dong tang'

i miss bueno!!! be kind n generous, fly me some buenoS PLS :))

saw this superrr cute girl at wang fu jing's xiao chi jie, cant help but to 'touch' n sayang her! adorable~

expression of unconditional love - hugging a dirty oink :p anyway he hugs me n doesnt wanna let me go! :

many thoughts that crossed my mind, many things best to pen down for memories, but yet.. when i login to blogger, all went ____ B-L-A-N-K!____ ;(

feel 'healthy' today, had la mian (which was on jestyns treat), cherry tomatoes n banana! famishing? a lil i guess. threw away 3/4 of my lunch ytd, din have dinner, skipped bfast today too. scold me, nag at me, anything u want, i dont care. frankly, i feel normal again to eat this much (a meal a day?) : will be out e whole day tmr, going to some garden? then to cheng de on mon, will be staying there for a night.

shan misses her parents n so many other ppl :(((

i wonder hows my..
dad - is he still sleeping w e tv n lights on? is he eating well?
mom - hows her work? is my younger sis giving her probs?
wawa - mom said he puts on weight?
momo - is he still an annoyance to my mom, barking all day long?
fifi - still running round n round in her cage?
mr rock - still looking as cool as ever, giving that scary-stoney stare?
jesyln - is still caved in e 'internet-less' room for her iap?
peter - is she progressing in her fyp?
james - who is he sitting w during lectures/tutorials/labs, hows his specialization, hows his timetable?
ziguo - meeting anyone else for dinner aft work?
rui - still stress over iap, cant wait for weekends to come?

i miss church, i miss fri cellgroup n sat svc, i miss munching bueno (which i can get it only in town area), i miss using my lappy, miss nyp (really!), i miss going out for lunch w weekwan n company. oh.. so many more things im missing! :((

*i miss every bits of U, miss spending time w U, your presence, your all. nothing has change, not a bit.

adpating, blending, playing, enjoying, working well! love beijing, e weather, e people, e places, not so much of e food - oily n quite salty.

i miss singapore - my family, wawa n moomoo (dogs), friends; same old ppl - ziguo, rui, bob, bang, weekwan, my girls, peter n james, jes.. :(( but on e other hand, for some reasons, i dont feel like going back to spore anytime soon.. contradicting? nvm.

oh daddy, Suns coming to beijing soon! :))

*justin u ka-po my photos! :p

Trying to keep my blog alive. am adapting well over here at beijing, no worries! eating well, but controlling n trying to maintain a strict diet. principal n directors came to visit us earlier, mr chans so cute! joker, as always :| alright, im running out of words. aiye.. call me at 13146783472 n i'll tell u stories la! :p btw, im too lazy to upload any pics so... :|

i still get rather bothered at times w all e questionings tho i claimed to be cool abt all e rumors. i'd just say it once, not gonna make any more clarification. my rships simple, no complication - really. oh.. PLS do some good to e guys, spreading rumors like this will only make their secret admirers distance from them! :p

daddy, ziguo, bang, rui n bob i miss u guys too! weekwan, if u'r reading this - i miss u too! miss going having ice cream n going home w u :(

*ziguo
if(ziguo dont take pics off his blog)
printf ("ziguo is an oink!;(");
else
printf ("ziguo is a good guy! :)");

u make me miss our dinners together aft reading your blog! :( i miss u too..

*4 more days..