No more "Do your napfa on xx. report to sport stadium at 430pm" n "Last napfa slot available on xx. results will be printed on results slip" from lim lay beng nai song bo! YAY~

im utterly disappointed w my 2.4km, no pointer for that! got all As for my 5 stations n a B for my 2.4km, boo hoo~ )): nonetheless, thank God, really thank God that i got a gold for it. puji tuhan!!!!!!! mr boyfriend got silver for his napfa. v proud of him n of cos, happy that he doesnt need to go for his NS 2 months earlier.

heres his tee as a reward for getting silver n arm pouch for me - no more tee for e ladies

w his fitness being GOOD!

n mine EXCELLENT! cheers~

at last we got napfa done n over w, bravo!!! :D

anyway its sentosa again tmr, looking v much forward to it. prayfully i dont get itch all over again, sensitive skin. tsk. its 1 more day to death note movie marathon~ sorry daddy for e disappointment )):

i heart moon, almost all e time im "wow-ing" over it :O

e moon that connects hearts, esp e full one. <3

its e last day of cny, happy new year ya! (:

I'm a freebird now, an unofficial fresh graduate from nanyang. fear grips hold of me to think im gonna start working soon after my bday, dont quite look forward to working life! 2 more exams to go for before april also, hmm.. :s adding unto to it, mr boyfriends going to NS makes me feel even more "alone" out there in e marketplace ))): well, sure hope he gets into e unit he wants (:

havent been blogging as im busy w sch, mugging for exams! (even during vday - what luck~) anyhow here are all that I wanna blog. from my 1st improper-attire-hike at bukit timah nature reserve trip w mr boyfriend, to our cny, valentines day n finally our sentosa trip after exams!

bukit timah nature reserve

have got e strong urge to stroll at e nature reserve but ended up hiking when we turned to e wrong route. thank God I brought an umbrella down n I could use it as a my hickory hiking staff! :p we both had quite a tough time trying to make our way up e steep slope, even coming down from e slope (which is supposed to be easier) was a prob - afraid that our havainas would came off! simply e consequences of improper attire! if to give a conclusion, I would say mr boyfriends more tired than I cos he piggy-backed me all e way up n down (no wow-ing pls, we walked for > 1km only) :p blessed, i know :D

CNY

dont have much photos for CNY but here are a few that we took during chu yi before we go for dinner - as always, hes taking candid shots of me again! duh );

valentines day

he thought i din know but i knew it all - his surprise, what he bought for me n where he hid e gift! haha. im totally amused by his facial expression n his stumbling when I uncovered his surprise~ LOL. e gift was hidden in 1 of his drawers n I have to act as if im taken off guard by what he got for me when I open it. btw he forgot to remove e price tag! LOL. tsk tsk - 1 BIG SOTONG!

its his "big day" as he finishes his exams. he carved a heart shape out of his hotcake for me while I carved it from e chicken patty when we had our bfast at mac. got him hugo's XY cologne, a cake (as shown below), drew a "happy-vday-card" n put it besides him on his bed when he slept. tho we din have e valentines special 5-course meal at Swensen, we still managed to get e twisted-heart-shape straws from 1 of e waiters. YAY!! ((:

this months been vvvv fruitful for me as I got all that I wanted. hugo's XX perfume, goomba bolster, yoshi plushy, e limited edition zelda nintendo DS (that we search hi n low for it), apple wireless keyboard (thank God for favor, got discount from my friend!), got my OS upgraded to Leopard n yes.. my samsung U700 after 3 weeks of servicing~~~ not to just thank God but also mr boyfriend!!!!!! (((:

sentosa

our trip there coincide w sentosa's flowers '08. tho ive got no green fingers, but i must say that im astonished n amazed by all e flowers n e concepts that they ppl came out w. not forgetting how much sentosa has changed also! - BIG TIME dear~

visiting sentosa again this week to do more tanning n scouting. gonna take e luge this time ((:

this weeks gonna be busy enjoying too? went for spa n swam ytd, watched kungfu dunk last night too. meeting mr boyfriends mom for dinner n movie later, napfa on thurs, sentosa on fri, n its death note movie marathon on sat! im anticipating ((:

HAPPY PERMANENT HOLIDAYS!! (((:

ive got e habit of thinking what was i doing "last-year-this-day".

well, last year this time im still on cloud nine over my license. been a year now n i need no more "P" plate, am an officially a QUALIFIED DRIVER now!!! yay~~ its my BIG DAY today!! (((: thank God he prayed n fasted together w me ((((:

btw happy chinese new year, have a great n fat new year!!!!! cheers

with my heart n fingers crossed, wont u believe im possessed by e 'lazy mon-mon'? explains y i havent been updating my blog :p i scratch my head to where i should start blogging, there are just too much to be penned down.

i feel quite abit by e fact that im graduating in a few weeks time, leaving my 14-years of sch life behind, im embarking on a new journey w mr royce. that also to mean, im a step closer to my peugeot!

"as we go on.. we rmb.. all e times we.. had together... n as our lives change, come whatever.. we will still be.. friends forever..." - this song is inevitable during graduation ceremony, not a song to be heard - at least for me. not that i want, but life goes n moves on from here.

aimless, non-ambitious, slacking while waiting for things to be done - certainly not me! who wants to be at e bottom for e rest of their lives? not me! *boOooO* ive got so much plans in life that i cant wait to c it coming to pass in e near future.

PS: yes, im attached. its mr boyfriend n i below :)

THANK GOD I SLIMMED DOWN~ :)))

this entrys dedicated to DADDY!

DADDY THIS IS FOR YOU! -updated

struck dumb.
sadden.
anguish of grief.

cheers? i said, "cheeze" n teared :(((

hush.

love covers..

Just like e earth's round, and

e moon can be seen anywhere

he's like a shadow that follows me

everywhere; can be shaken off not

to live in e dark w not a gleam of light,

or

to live in e light w him following me?

- it's all up to me..

my heart beats no more for him, is that so?

let go..

let it go...

shan, just let him go.....

How is it possible for a general rship to be authentic where one is impassive w fences of emotional walls yet to be pulled down?

I dont agree n nv will to putting only a portion of my heart to loving some1. I'd rather not love to love half-heartedly. I understand e principle of sowing n reaping; to whatever I sow, I'll reap. may not necessarily be e present but e latter harvest? I'm not gonna look back someday n sigh, "... mr xx is such a nice guy, I should have love n cherish him more!" not in my encyclopedia.

I say,

"e ne plus ultra of love is to respect e decision of that 1 person u loved unconditionally, even at e cost of being shortchanged."

bcos I love, so I let go. I love, so I refused to hurt. its no nobility, but love.

im simple. i dont need to better n further describe myself. emo.. emo...