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Dear Shooting Star

It was a happy family day today. Went driving around and seemingly errands and stuff to make myself busied up! I was so glad to have my family and nice aunty and cousin. :) 

Today felt needed in some ways, please make this as always.

I went swimming with dd and it was rather a petty action for me initially but luckily it turned out pleasant. :) Had dinner at his place and I agree that burmese food does gives you bad breath! Too much of garlic and oil. But delicious though.

Distance makes this fonder.

Kaiteng

From a distance I live

Distance makes the heart grows fonder

Proximity makes the heart grows smaller

Too small to hold compromise anymore. No one see the other side of me except. No point of apologies as it is rottenly overused.

I am so going to keep a distance from. 

I am 20 not 15, mind. 

I no need to hear from the higher binding order.

Make. special not equal and maybe a substitute or the lower status.

Protect, cherish and care not the other way I have to.

I don't wish to wait for. sleep all. want.

I need earworm, bookworm, muggworm

Numb my sensitivities

Relieve my nuances

Acknowledgement

Dear Shooting Star,
A relationship becomes daunting when I felt disregarded. All I need is some acknowledgement and hear that you know my presence. A little sms won't hurt or pinch a bit right. Make a girl feel that you need her. Or is it that you don't actually.
A person who is having a fair share of everything is never going to please anyone. It will make sense to do something that makes you, yourself happy.
The young mind is always so complicated. I hate the nights when whatever I call babbles to something argumentative while you laugh and smile to try to wean things down.
I will never know what is right or to do the thing right.
Time tells.
I always felt that there is always a panel of glass from me to the world that I have. I am living in a center of insecurities and broken promises.
Your actions act as a mirror and it reflects on how I can treat to you.
Make me Acknowleged without a contract but with the desire to do so.
Relieve me of all my sensitivities and numb my sadness and jealousy.

Im an emo kid

Dear Shooting Star,
I started to find things as very boring! And I also start to be so negative that the worst is I unintentionally throw my emotions on the guy I love. ): I felt really sorry. And the words I said could probably hurt him over and over.
At other times, I think I have been once again neglecting other people around. I felt sorry too. Catching up on people can probably be a very tedious thing, trying to smile and be nice and yet, I was just feeling moody to be meeting people.
And I felt like going out, yet, I was just too lonely, no one to call me out.
I felt so empty empty empty!
Love,
kt
Give me a little more faith
Give me the power to trust

stupefied

Dear Shooting Star!
It's been so long. The most astounding stupefied I ever watched on news, somehow, it does seems like an extract from the '2012' movie. I felt like crying when I see places torn and shattered, broken homes and homeless people.. Damn, lucky and gratified that I am living in this 'baby-cot' little red dot.
I was also feeling elated that I finally had a relatively productive school day, when all the lecturers that I had was passionate in teaching and 'surpassing' their very knowledge to us. Finally, the GEK module made me understand what is happening there. Previously, I was utterly stupefied by the accent. I thought I would have the best of all worlds, First, China, Second, Japan and Third, India?! Fortunately, the last saved the module and indeed the lecturer did worth his award for the "Faculty's best teaching award". Somehow, the teachers/lecturers did play a relatively major role in inculcating the 'passion of learning'! Years by, I've met stern but darn good teachers, especially from my Secondary school. And those who are not so good, which makes me feel bad.
I don't know what kind of weekend I had, but I was relatively feeling uninformed, pushed and this makes me feel vexed. Not doing any finger pointing and I really hate to be a middleman. SUCKs.

Lucky!

OMG. I really have to say how lucky I was yesterday. I went back home from my Viet teacher's place and alighted at buona vista terminal, unfamiliar with the place, I asked one nice lady for directions to walk to the nearest MRT. While she did somehow asked me how to walk to the place, she said that it was pretty far to walk and initiated a ride from her brother's car! Then the uncle eventually drove me to Jurong East after I told him that I stayed around there. I was really fortunate to meet these kindred spirit! May they be blessed with the good karma! :DDDD It was a happpy happpy day for me! Hehehe.

2011

The new year! Felt ordinary without the needless parties and drinking. Normal day ain't it. Always think that it is important to start the new year right as such during the first day of 2011 (one must be happy and not grumpy) or on the minute of past midnight. Yet, that time I was pmsing I guess. And then continuing my drama watching but later had steamboat. So yea, the steamboat was phenomenal but I don't know why I was having some tummyache. Later, I felt sick of eating steamboat which I don't know why. So I decided that we shall not have a steamboat only cny reunion dinner. We shall have a steamboat cum bbq reunion dinner! Muahaha.
Then on the 2nd day of new year, I was craving for something that is not soupy- shuddered by steamboat. Then mummy have some driving crave but headless of direction. Then I suddenly thought of the awesome indian briyani near old bukit timah road. We got to takeaway and I gotta say it's the best meal ever for this year yet! Haha. I used my hands to eat the curry to accentuate the 'shiokness'. hoho.
Let us soak the atmosphere of the new year, nude and fresh start. How far can we go?