Wednesday, September 29, 2010

woowweee

Gosh, my favourite fruit is guava! I love guava and yea, my number 1 fruit!


Yup, school is busy relatively, loads of project and bad is that I'm pretty headless. Hopefully the Chinese proverb- 船到桥头自然直 works on these!


I'm feeling slightly sad that friends are leaving overseas now and then, but perhaps it's the matter of perspective.. Still I think I seriously am so detached from friends, my innate laziness to catch up- and excuse me. D: I mean, I don't mean to be that. I will change!


And I think a pretty cool quote by wl: I was living but now I'm existing. 
Sounds the emo quote, but perhaps I think it is natural that we can be constantly switching our perspective in life. Sometimes I feel down and all grumpy and like totally depressed, but sometimes up and happy. How I wish that I can retain that positive attitude and the slight confidence to bring me through tide.


Anyways. The Vietnamese words seems to keep circulating in my brain and like which tone will be used for which word and the nitty dots and curves. Manss.


And I'm silently counting down to his arrival! 

Thursday, September 23, 2010

the mind

It has been such a long time since I've never blog..
What I want to say is that I will just keep trying and keep trying, no matter how much I wept over it (yea, like an idiot), I will try till I get it. Perhaps, this is myself, having poor reaction and judgement. Laugh at me, laugh over it, whatever not, I'll be strong!


I really hate myself for taking such a long time to heal after some bad incident. I worry that I will whirl myself into the deep hole of depression again, and that hurts, seriously.


I hate failures but somehow this has been that trait with me. Yes, it will be a bother to face it, my fate maybe, and I need try to deal with it- happily. I must tell myself, the journey will be hard but eventually it will come to an end.


I will grow and live strong. Keep running on. (: You go girl!