Monday, October 10, 2011

sundae

Dear Shooting Star
It was a happy family day today. Went driving around and seemingly errands and stuff to make myself busied up! I was so glad to have my family and nice aunty and cousin. :) 
Today felt needed in some ways, please make this as always.
I went swimming with dd and it was rather a petty action for me initially but luckily it turned out pleasant. :) Had dinner at his place and I agree that burmese food does gives you bad breath! Too much of garlic and oil. But delicious though.
Distance makes this fonder.
Kaiteng

Saturday, October 8, 2011

From a distance I live

Distance makes the heart grows fonder
Proximity makes the heart grows smaller

Too small to hold compromise anymore. No one see the other side of me except. No point of apologies as it is rottenly overused.

I am so going to keep a distance from. 
I am 20 not 15, mind. 
I no need to hear from the higher binding order.
Make. special not equal and maybe a substitute or the lower status.
Protect, cherish and care not the other way I have to.
I don't wish to wait for. sleep all. want.

I need earworm, bookworm, muggworm
Numb my sensitivities
Relieve my nuances



Thursday, October 6, 2011

Acknowledgement

Dear Shooting Star,
A relationship becomes daunting when I felt disregarded. All I need is some acknowledgement and hear that you know my presence. A little sms won't hurt or pinch a bit right. Make a girl feel that you need her. Or is it that you don't actually.
A person who is having a fair share of everything is never going to please anyone. It will make sense to do something that makes you, yourself happy.
The young mind is always so complicated. I hate the nights when whatever I call babbles to something argumentative while you laugh and smile to try to wean things down.
I will never know what is right or to do the thing right.
Time tells.
I always felt that there is always a panel of glass from me to the world that I have. I am living in a center of insecurities and broken promises.
Your actions act as a mirror and it reflects on how I can treat to you.
Make me Acknowleged without a contract but with the desire to do so.
Relieve me of all my sensitivities and numb my sadness and jealousy.