^ Some Jazz Bar

I don't quite uds the entire song but seriously he gives me the most intense feels just from the pain in his voice. been feeling rather lousy recently, no idea what's really wrong with me.

http://storylineblog.com/2016/03/03/let-a-friend-go/

< I believe friendship should be as natural as possible. If you’re struggling with maintaining a relationship that is, despite your efforts, puttering out, don’t beat yourself up about it. It may be time to consider letting go of the relationship. >

sometimes just feeling so damn done, it's tiring to try so hard to keep someone around, keep the friendship running, keep the friendship the same. sometimes I ask myself why can everyone else be so much more understanding towards me than I am towards you, I wonder if I should better myself. but tbh, if you don't even bother at the slightest things, you can't tell what upsets me and you're just all lip service, I don't see the need to try too hard either. 

on another note, feeling so blessed by the one person who takes all my early morning nonsense and always giving in to me, letting me be the biggest burden ever. it's because people like this that I'm reminded that I'm still blessed despite the downfalls.

Vietnam (26/12/15 - 01/01/16)

Day 1

soaking in the star wars @ airport craze (with tc and Kenneth who came to send us off!)

ma plane buds

crisis #1: chin's luggage became a casualty

first meal in Hanoi~~ Pho! :)

happiest when I've meat :D

Day 2

day 2 enroute to Halong Bay! 

on the transporting boat to our cruise~

visited this damn cool cave - Sung Sot Cave

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yepz your typical Halong Bay shot #1 (from Sung Sot)

post hike @ Titop Island 

with the girls <3

typical shot #2 (post-hike)

happy hour cocktail to celebrate rrel's birthday~! 

usual night activity - lepaking with cards

pweety cruise room!! 

Day 3

quote my insta caption: 8am kayaking more like 8am freezing

with jy! the person who fought the kayak war with me HAHA

selfie-ception?

super like this damn step shot

at the top deck with my favouritest girl! 

with our tour guide Tung (Cruise)!

Day 4

love tour lunches the food is really daeeeeebak

cruising Tam Coc~

freezing our asses off in the wind

cues light at the end of the tunnel quote

Day 5 

some chapalang rojak thing we sat down and tried on impulse (which was really good!) 

got this thing for train tracks

this was the view we got on the other side of the train track! 

another one of my faves

Day 6

emo (or step) moment in the local prison

me trying to balance out my life LOL

cafe time! :D

NYE dinner - steamboat! 

us at the countdown by Hoan Kiam lake~! 

Day 7

time to go home~~~

Extras HAHA

featuring our favourite pho + lime HAHAHA

Hoan Kiam lake - a must-visit in Hanoi

night view #1

night view #2

and last but not least, featuring our favourite Bahn Mi! :D

yeapz that's it. 
so thankful that we managed to make this trip work. so blessed to have all of you in my life. 
much loves <3

sometimes it just takes that little bit to feel the worst about yourself.
and it takes so much to get back up, back on track.

but when you look at how vast the world is, take the attention away from yourself.
and appreciate the sights in front of you.

it's alright if you wouldn't be here, just give me some time to accept it.