Friday, August 31, 2012

school's out! :D 
yes I know we've been going "holidays? what holidays?" but it's a fact that sch's out and I'm feeling pretty happy :)

this term's been a rather rough one and I'm glad we ended it nicely with teachers' day celeb! haha still cant get over how epic gangnam style was LOL. 
had a pretty nice day out with JH ystd, caught diary of a wimpy kid 3! :D 
thanks for making sure I was able to watch it!! ^^ and thanks for accompanying me through all those shops looking for what I wanted :) 
so yep, basically ystd was good :) except I had a headache at night and slept real early x.x

gonna make this hols as fruitful as possible I hope :/ foresee the whole of today going to PW already :/ but it's okay WR2 is gonna be a blast! ;)

cant wait for 25sept already! not gonna countdown though, it just sets of the anxiety inside me grr.
jiayou people :D altho studying is really not something I wna do, I know I dont have a choice and I'm just gonna make the best out of this :)


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Saturday, August 4, 2012

this weekend has absolutely not been the best I've had.


mad crazy cramps (the worst I've had in a long time)
had a lil' unhappiness with jh yesterday :/ 
what with WR draft1 to finish in 3hrs time. 
having a stupid dilemma to deal with because I cant make up my mind.
and my stupid brother dropping a plate of rice on me and shouting at me.
when it wasnt even my fault.


sighpie. really hate unhappy moments one after another. 
absolutely no idea how to deal with them. should've just went out with my parents mans.


couldnt sleep till bout 2am this morning. so many things on my mind.
seems to be alot of friction between us now, things that never mattered began to surface.
vividly remember how we promised to keep our temper in check, but somehow...
I dont know how this friction will last for, perhaps it's just the built-up of our stress and unhappiness.
our own personal problems that we couldnt take control of.
and I also know how we really hadn't had time with each other, havent even hung out with you in ages.
it hurts, and I miss you so :/
but I've had so many reduced sleep nights, crying myself to sleep.
I dont want this unhappiness to prolong, it aint supposed to be like this.
I promise to try my very best, because I dont wanna lose this. 
because I dont wanna lose what we have, I dont wanna lose 'us'. 
do promise to try too? :X