I have been somewhat absent from the world of blog since my last post about memory blankets as a fundraiser for our trip. My keyboard has had a break while my sewing machine has been busy, busy, busy! The blankets have been a big success and have helped to fund our trip which is almost fully funded! Praise God! Through blankets, yard sales, donations, and extra side jobs God has provided exactly what we needed for the people He has called...another way of bringing peace to this worrier when I wonder if more of our family should be going.
Last summer when I felt God was calling me to Africa for six weeks, I sat in the backseat of the van in tears knowing I didn't want to leave my family for that long but wanting to serve His kingdom in whatever capacity He called me to. As I surrendered I felt a peace that surpasses understanding. I became comfortable with the idea that God would call the whole family to Africa for the summer and continued to tell Him daily that I trusted His plan, praying that He would increase my faith and grow us during this time. I prayed that He would give a clear call for this neon sign kind of girl. After He answered that prayer for Ensley, I continued to pray for guidance and a neon sign for EJ and even Ellie if that is what He desired. After months of prayer and some doors closing, I began to realize that His plan was for Ensley and I to go across the world together (but not alone.) While I let go of my plan for us all to go this summer, He comforted me and gave me glimpses along the way to assure me that He is in control and His plan is better than mine if I will just trust Him. Listen to how He puts pieces of a puzzle together that I did not even know were part of the puzzle when I said "Yes Lord to whatever You call me to do."
I wondered what Ensley would do during the day. She had said she wanted to help me in the pharmacy since she can't go to work with me here. I knew she would think that was fun for a few days out of the summer but boredom would most likely set in after the first day...who I am kidding, after the first few hours. I knew she could go to the school and be a part of the children's ministry but what I did not know early on was that God already knew who was going to be a part of the CMN summer teams. Some of our students in the college ministry are going to be on summer teams and will be traveling with us as well! These students love our girls and Ensley could not be more excited that they will be with us for the summer. I have no hesitations about her going with these ladies to the schools when she gets bored with the pharmacy. I never could have imagined that we would be serving alongside such sweet friends and I am so thankful!
After my post in September requesting prayer regarding things like how Ensley would handle cold showers and that she would want to quit sucking her thumb, much has happened! Ensley often asks to take a cold shower...not really sure why, other than God is preparing her. She asks me to rinse her hair with cold water most of the time...strange as it may sound, I smile and thank God each time.
We had to get a couple of shots before she could travel to Africa. If you have ever been within a 3 mile radius of our pediatricians' office on immunization day, you would know from her screams of horror that this would not be an easy day. We had many prayers from sweet friends going up to the Father and Ensley walked right in to that office knowing in full why we were there. She sat on the table and talked to the doctor about our trip and his family life and his farm and the weather and...then the nurse came in with the tray and she hesitated and tried to regain her composure (much like I did when I got my shots for college, but that is another story for another day). She got her shots while screaming and then it was over and she was fine...(she did not pass out like her mother did at 18). Victory! She wore her band-aid proudly and I sighed a sigh of relief knowing that one of the hardest steps in this journey was complete.
Soon after this victory the enemy began to attack but our good, good Father whispered peace into my heart. I am learning to rest in the peace that I find walking step by step in His plan even when I do not understand every detail or where the path will end up. Satan tried to bring discouragement, but God's Word brought precious encouragement in Isaiah 40:11 "He will feed His flock like a shepherd. He will carry the lambs in His arms. He will gently lead the mother sheep with their young." I am thankful He knows what I need and He provides at the perfect time.
Over the past six months Ensley has expressed a desire to quit sucking her thumb. Praise God! It is a habit and many times throughout the day I would catch her thumb in her mouth but she would quickly remove it with a simple reminder "thumb". We were still struggling with the bedtime thumb...we had tried gloves & mittens and the cayenne pepper nail polish. Nothing seemed to work until this past Tuesday...
We went to the dentist and Ensley informed the dentist in all of her maturity that she wanted to quit sucking her thumb. He recommended a different brand of polish that he sold in the office and so we gave it a try, polishing her thumbs before we left the office that day. After a few hours Ensley forgot and put her thumb in her mouth, apparently the taste is so awful that she hasn't put her in thumb near her mouth in four days! I have checked on her many times in bed the past 3 nights and never has her thumb been in her mouth. Hallelujah!! Thank you for your prayers! He hears our every cry and knows our every thought. He cares enough about us to answer even what seems to be the smallest request when we delight in Him. He is a good, good Father!
Please continue to pray for us as we prepare for the summer. As the time draws nearer the enemy will try harder to get in the way. Pray for Ellie as she will miss her big sister and best friend while we are away. I have no doubt EJ will be great while we are gone but pray for him as he ministers to Ellie in our absence. Pray for all of the summer teams for clean hearts and minds, travel, health, safety, and wisdom. Pray for the Pine family as they prepare to move to the mission house on the campus of Miracle Power for a year. Pray for the Holloways who are currently serving in East Africa and are preparing for the summer teams arrival. Pray for the leadership of CMN as they seek to follow God's will. Pray for Dare to Dream and Bob who has partnered with CMN to help sustain pastors. Pray for the pastors and the church plants that will be a beacon in these dark places. Pray for the hearts of the people we come in contact with and the ripple effect that will continue to take place as the joy of Jesus spreads.
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