Saturday, December 03, 2011
waiting
it wasnt easy in the beginning.. one day, five days, one week, two weeks, one month..and so on.. was waiting for the computer to set up, and decided to use the ipad for a while. read my journal.. its been 40days. guess i wont be reading it again for a while, because when i did.. the pain comes back and every piece of the memory are still freshly hatched in my brain.. sometimes the more you try to forget something, everywhere you go and everything you do will reminds you of it. but.. when you slowly learn how to let go, life seemingly looks easier. that means, well done! you are now a stronger human being.
Al-fateha to you, dearest ______ :')
went for my appt yesterday after my night duty -Tired to the max.. almost fell asleep while waiting for my queue number..
when i finally got to see my gynae, and was told that my body is ready for next trial.. Alhamdulillah, thank you again, for making believing and trusting my faith to you.
left to seek for more fun