yes & like he wrote in his, i didn't have much of a choice actually. fucking shit lar. i was SHOCKED, like totally. when i was climbing down the stairs, the first human i saw was Muhammad Helmi, standing with a wide smile. awww thats the sweetest surprise ever! i ran and kissed him and gave him a big hug! then he gave me a small card.

the card! the card! *with the excited feeling*



korg tak nampak kan? hahaha.
it was FUCKING SWEET SEEYAL! ((:



i was totally speechless lar nabey! i didn't even have the slightest clue that he's gonna do that for me. i am a happy girl, again. thanks love. (:

i am not the most stupid girl afterall, thats fer sure. coz my manager can't even spell a two-letter word. yeah, omg omg! he's so fucking stupid. kepale hotak dier laaarrr!! & i am already sick of working. lets quit soon people. ((:

Amy, i rindu you & i rindu lepak-ing with KGK(s)! :(

i wrote a fucking long entry about what exactly happened yesterday, but i deleted it. forget it okays. (:

so here's the summary. i saw Ahmad at IMM, had mixed feelings and got fucked up by his friends reactions. but i am blessed bodoh! Baby was nice trying to cheer me up. and he bought me a Chocolate Truffle cake and said.. "Jangan sedih-sedih and smile okay?" ofocz lar aku cair jap after that and went gaga. thanks sayangg!((:



i wrote the "I LOVE U" to myself to cheer me up even more.

it wasn't a great day at work either. but nvm, i still have my baby there, like infront of me, studying with his laptop. i couldn't go up to him to hug or kiss him, so i wrote him a love note and made him smile with every word i wrote.

& mum's gonna get me a new pair of spects before school starts.
yay!

mum bought me a new pair of contact lenses and also a top up card. baby's granting my yesterday's wish. i know. he is super sweeeeettt!!! he's on his way to meet me at Jurong East in about an hours time. sumpah i am feeling soo happy and super excited, like as if i've not met him for months like that. yeah, aku mcm kental gituk! i am a happy girl today because my tummy's flat (sebab aku belom makan) and i like it this way! wwoootts!

anyways, anak ustaz blok sebelah bawak motor Vespa dok! hotstuff kepe?
but still, imagining Amy in his Mini Cooper tetap lebih hot ar kans.

(:

work was fun! and i dropped by HV Delifrance to buy my tuna sandwich with Danial and and Kumar recognise me. Shirley didn't. and i don't even bother to say Hi to her either. haha. we were crazy singing at work and i drank Danial's Caramel Latte because it was so sedap. baby transferred 4bucks to my prepaid and again, i felt pathetic. i am a happy girl today when he told me he's coming down to meet me later in the afternoon. AWESOME. its gonna be awesome later when i meet baby because i can get to squeeze him.

maybe i shouldn't quit my job. just MAYBE.
yeah, i am ssooooo mentel. DUHH. ((:

this morning at 1+am, it was like this..

me: "sayang, you belum bilang i whats your plan for my birthday sey!"
amy: "alah kite amek bubur masjid and pack bawak balik sudah."
me: (speechless with mouth wide open on the phone)

seconds after that..

me: "ahhh?"
amy: "ah? eh what did i say sia?"

hahah! gunduu! it was clear and obvious that he was already damn sleepy that he began to say nonsense, which has nothing to do with the question i asked him. ape sak birthday amek bubur masjid? haha! therefore, now, i need to admit to you people that my boyfriend is so belo and selenge.

no.1) at first, he doesn't even know that his own handphone has a bluetooth function!
no.2) he doesn't know that he can press one of the keys on his phone to change to second line.
no.3) after 3 years of using prepaid, he finally learned from me that he can actually check his prepaid value via sms.
no.4) when he's too sleepy to entertain me, he'll begin to say nonsense and get embarrased after that.

that is Amy, my boyfriend. & i love him!!

i think i talked too much on the phone that he was too bored listening and can't be bothered anymore. it was crazy on the phone. i was so enthu telling him abt how sweet the story Impian Ilyana is, and i can sense that he's actually not listening at all and that he's falling asleep. i am sorry baby, but i love to talk to you, even if you're not listening. yeah. & that was why i kept on talking and talking and not letting you put down the phone! hahahs. ((:

anyways, Farah's back and i am so excited. most prolly i am meeting her later for lunch and then we shall talk about life. haha. and ofcoz, i am going to give her the belated Vday gift i bought for her. BFF dok! hahah.

so yeah, till then.
the end.

today is a sleepy day. i woke up at 8am just to meet Amy. i reached his crib at almost 1030am. good effort! (: and it was so nice to get to sleep in his bed, while he played his game. yeah. i accompanied Baby to Escape Theme Park for his job interview and congrats to him, coz he got the job! ((:

i followed Baby & Izza & Izham to TP today. i was disappointed because the Laksa that i wanted to eat was sold out. after lunch, we lepak at the canteen and talked for so long. we only decided to go off when mum called and yelled at me on the phone. nabey.

mum was scary, like always. i was being lectured. and for the first time in my whole seventeen years of life, i actually answered her back and argued with my parents today. i've tolerated enough of all these nonsense, criticism and always being compared. and i cried like fuck infront of them. now, i am speechless and can't be bothered. i am gonna be eighteen soon and i think i am old enough to think, obviously. and please lar for fucking sake, they don't have to worry that i'll get influenced by bad friends at ITE or wherever. they think i don't care abt my future issit? haix. nabey nabey.

i miss Farahh like fuck. i need to have a long talk with her about everything.

good nite people.

its not fair. all i'm asking for, is a boyfriend who's got nothing to do with his ex girlfriend anymore. and all i want is a peaceful and blissful and gerek relationship. boleh?

i want a boyf who respects me alot, just like ahmad.
i want a boyf who's so nice and kind, just like ahmad.
i want a boyf who's soft-spoken, just like ahmad.
i want a boyf who's so cute and handsome, just like ahmad.
i want a boyf who'll never shout at me, just like ahmad.
i want a boyf who's so manja, just like ahmad.
i want a boyf who's got nothing to do with his ex girlf, just like ahmad.
i want ahmad?

eh! gi mati sudah ezannnn!!!

& for all kpo people, i got into ITE Clem, Hospitality Operations. & what a life, Yusri's in the same school and course with me AGAIN, so does Lynn.

urgh cheebye.

HELLO MONDAY!!!

firstly, i love Amy kay? (:

shopping was GEREK. but there were some parts where i was uber disappointed. i bought myself a pair of new Everlast shoes first at Heeren and a top from Black Label. then we headed to Far east and i bought the Litmus blouse. then i tried on this nice dark brown skinnies which i thought of buying, but i changed my mind during the very last minute coz it cost more than i expected it to be. nabey! so we went to Lido where Baby bought his polo tee at Topman. finally, i bought myself a black skinnies again at Bugis, had dinner and went home.

mum is super gerek. because she's given me extra $100 to shop today. later, i'll have a hard time deciding on what to buy. i have $200 to spend and there are so many things i wanna buy. & i am gonna have a great day with Amy Baby again! (:

happy shopping!

okay. i am awak from my nap. but i am still sleepy, like always! hahas.

i am going out in about an hours time or so, to have dinner with Abg Din's family at Habib. its gonna be a superb dinner coz we're eating seafood. i am so gonna indulge myself with my favourites later. yeah yeah! oh anyways, i miss baby. we planned to go shopping today but it was cancelled coz mummy wants me to be at the dinner and moreover, baby's got to go to kenduri. so shopping will be done tomorrow. & yes baby, we'll have KFC for sure. hahas binnaway!

i think i'm sleepy because we walked so far last night just to ______________. and we wasted so much energy on _________. yeah.
*infer, but do not assume. kays?

till tmr then! (:

oh hello blogspot, AGAIN. (:

i am sooooo gatal. okay nvm. i'll blog soon.