biskut raya

i really miss this guy....

see how good he is at helping me....
he got all the passion that no one can really think of...


he's my bad boy at a time... but a good boy the next minute.....
he may jump out if things go wrong but will sit quietly to analyze back....
he can shut his mouth up for hours even days, but will start joking and giggling later
he knows when to please me
he made me cry but came back with roses....
he cooks me pasta and spaghetti, makes me salad and sandwiches....
he prepares the breakfast, do the bed...
he helps me choose my make-up forever without complaining....
he bought dresses and t-shirts for my lovely STITCH
he helps me with laundry.... shop for the groceries.....
he brought me for a walk after long tiring days been studying
he get me the best of all
these are the addictions..............................
its such a long list if i could write it down all.....
but certain things are best to be kept within.....

after all..... we are looking forward for our future.... may it be the best, God Willing... Ameen....

Pampering myself....

I should have done this long time agoooooooooooooo.... but never give a try...

WHY???

because of ignorance..... and i made a mistake...

now, i learnt my lesson...

not washing face properly for one year is seriously unforgivable..... huhu...

i'm so bad, and sooo lazy...

until the 1st "mr. jerawat" tumbuh kat hidung sebelah kanan early august recently.... been there for a month, size getting bigger extending to the central of my nose, and subsided only on the 4th week... the scar??? disgusting.... huhu...

then the 2nd one appeared on the left side of my nose.... already 1 week... and just about to say goodbye... huhu

definitely my face hated me now, for not been caring bout her for soo long....

there's no other way to say sorry than to give her a good facial treatment.... which i never experienced before....

so, here we are.... "Pusat Kecantikan SRI MAWAR Kosmetik"....

initially i went to MELILEA beauty center, but need to wait for another 2 hours to get the treatment... haha, just got no energy to wait anymore after been sleeping for only 3 hours last night (oncall la dear)... then, the nearest beauty center around that area is this SRI MAWAR

anyhow.... i enjoyed the session a lot... took nearly 2 hours, and i even fell asleep.....

so relaxing....

and my face now???

fresh looking, complexion get better and clearer, smoother, glowing 3x..

yeay!!!

the final result??? lupe nak snap la....
hehe... too happy lorrrrrrrrrrr.....

light dinner

things u need.............

• Rotini/ Spirals
  
• Tuna chunks
  
• Extra virgin olive oil
• tomato cherry
• Japanese cucumber
• Mixed italian herbs
• black pepper
• pinch of salt

just mix everything together.... and it's ready!!!....
less than 10 mins preparation including merebus the spirals.....
yummy2............

### can add diced onions, lime/lemon juice and lil bit of mayonnaise for extra flavor........

EMPATHY.............

Why suddenly i wanna talk about EMPATHY... (pelikkan???... cam tak interesting je...)
what does it mean???



"Empathy is the lovefire of sweet remembrance and shared understanding."






It's kinda hard to define the word, but to make it easy and simple is putting urself in anothers's shoes, be it your friends, parents, colleagues, your patients or your clients....

How do we do that????


some people think they have this empathy inside them.... but most of us naturally and some might forcefully only have sympathy towards others...


To show empathy is to identify with another's feelings. It is to emotionally put yourself in the place of another. The ability to empathize is directly dependent on your ability to feel your own feelings and identify them.





Why do we fail to empathize???


It's because u never experience such feeling, u failed and maybe u never try to relate yourself with that particular person....

If you have never felt a certain feeling, it will be hard for you to understand how another person is feeling. This holds equally true for pleasure and pain. If, for example, you have never put your hand in a flame, you will not know the pain of fire. If you have not experienced sexual passion, you will not understand its power. Similarly, if you have never felt rebellious or defiant, you will not understand those feelings.



so .... What are we going to do???
Is empathy so important in life???


The answer is................. YEs.. YeS... and YESSS!!!




Then, how do we show our empathy???

there's no way people can teach us.... we have to figure it out ourselves....
maybe more care towards your loved one???
maybe a social visit to rumah kebajikan/ rumah org tua....
maybe....
maybe....
maybe....


definitely maybe u'll become beautiful lovers and empathy towards all....
and interestingly, u'll find the true happiness behind the empathy.....

:(

saya agak kecewa dgn seseorang itu pada hari ini....
tapi tak mampu nak diluah....
semoga dia sedar dengan apa yang telah dia lakukan..........

MUSICS AND LYRICS

He's the music....

and i'm the lyrics......

He's the Hugh Grant... and i 'm the Drew Barrymore....

we can never be perfect if separated..... that's the beauty of MUSIC AND LYRIC.....

i'm sure each and everyone of u must have at least watch this movie once... it's a must for me.... cuz me myself at least watched this movie about 4-5 times.... and still never get bored,....

and what's the killer of the movie??? hero n heroin.... yeah!!! love 'em both!

definitely the song... POP!! Goes My Heart.... and Way Back into Love.....

plus the booty shake by hugh grant while he sings, which is very minimal yet the most exciting part for me.... hihi... y??? because reminds me of my hubby.... he loves to do that also tiap kali nyanyi or dancing.... :)).... no offense k yang.... cheers!!!

"All i wanna do is find a way back into love....

i cant make it through without a way back into love....

AND if i open my heart again

i guess i'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end.............

-------AND if I open my heart to YOU

i'm hoping u'll show me what to do

and if you help me to start again

YOU know that i'll be there for u in the end...............

These are for my MUSICS....

off to meet him tomorrow............ ya beda bedu!!!!!

Eid Mubarak...

Wishing everyone SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI>...

----Untuk kata-kata yang menghiris hati

untuk perbuatan yang tak disukai

untuk gurauan yang melampau

untuk segala kesalahan yang tak disedari dan tak disengajakan

untuk kerenah yang menjengkelkan lagi membencikan

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN jua kupinta.....

dari hati yang ikhlas...

hambar suasana raya.... tanpa insan bergelar ibu... tanpa ayah disisi....
benar hanya seorang ibu yang dapat memahami jiwa rintihan hati anaknye....
hanya ayah yang bisa menggembirakan hati tatkala bersedih
...............................
ku hanya menumpang kasih ketika ini...
namun ku ditatang bagai anak sendiri... walaupon berjauhan, walaupon tiada di sisi...
ingatan ikhlas di pagi raya adalah rahmat teragung...
terima kasih mama, papa...

Buat Mak dan Abah, semoga kalian bertemu disana.... anak2 tak jemu berdoa untuk kalian.... Selamat hari raya buat arwah yang telah membesarkan dan membahagiakan kami selama ini...
Al fatihah....

salam ulangtahun

jeng.... jeng... jeng.... got a parcel today!!!! a very special one....
daripada kekasih... untuk kekasih... ooopsie....
daripada bakal suami kepada bakal isterinya lah, sepatah kata my roomie.....
hehehe...
jom kite check ckt...


wrapped nicely.... with nice handwriting on it.....
yup, that's Dr.Han's handwriting.... very neat one rite....

quickly open it in the car.... and let's try it on....

perfecto!!!

it is gold, .... and is so stylish.... he know's what i like d most... .it bling2s into my heart.... and i can feel my heart bling2 inside....

alamak... not a good poser la.... nway, Happy birthday to me!!!

special thanks and a big hug for my dearest hubby for the lovely gift...

Many thanks to my frens for the warm wishes....

Hubby managed to be the first one wishing me advance birthday this morning and to sing me happy birthday song tonite sharp at 12 mn.... im soooooooooooooo happyyyyyy.... to my roomie dayah, awak terlambat ckt aje yang sbb sibuk sgt ngan laundry....

anyway, Happy2 Birthday to Dayah as well... she's one day older to me....

ok dear.... going to bed now.... daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

end of depression...

This is my "depressed stance."

When you're depressed, it makes a lot of difference how you stand.

The worst thing you can do is straighten up and hold your head high because then you'll start to feel better. If you're going to get any joy out of being depressed, you've got to stand like this....

However... this is another way to cheer up yourself.... works well for me... but later on, mengikat perut la sampai tggu next gaji... hehe... retail therapy la sayang....


bought this beauty 2 month ago in Parkson, MP Malacca

and this is another one, ... bought it earlier last monday at BP Mall, takut2 sedih nnt if got no gift for my birthday... hihi... actually to reward myself for being so patient, tough and strong thru all the hard time, thou sometimes tears did fall on my rosy cheeks.... but no matter how low i am at one time, i'll always put on a big smile...