And so, what do I do next?
This girl deliberately does not reply my text.
She posted a picture of her and another guy on facebook.
There is no sound and no word from her.
I do not know if I should continue this or not.
Seriously... what does she treat me as?
She brings me up, and now she does not catch me when I fall.
The problem is, I am still falling in this bottomless pit.
There's no deadline to this until she puts a fullstop.
What the fuck do I do next?
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
Sunday, March 24, 2013
Tell me why
Why should we try so hard in life?
At the end of the day, if nothing good turns out of it, then why bother?
I'm not trying to be a pessmist over here.
But look what I've always been getting.
No matter how hard I try.
Or whatever that I do.
The outcome doesn't turn out the way I hope it would be!
And why is that so?
Can somebody tell me why?
At the end of the day, if nothing good turns out of it, then why bother?
I'm not trying to be a pessmist over here.
But look what I've always been getting.
No matter how hard I try.
Or whatever that I do.
The outcome doesn't turn out the way I hope it would be!
And why is that so?
Can somebody tell me why?
Friday, March 22, 2013
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Moody, let me bitch
I don't know what's wrong with me seriously. Why is it that people keep telling me my techniques are wrong. Honestly speaking, I don't find myself scary. I'm just being true and genuine and friendly. Is that being too scary to others? Maybe it does. Or maybe because people are too afraid of the cruel harsh reality of the world that when a nice person comes up to them, they naturally find that they are fake too. Truth?
I just want to have a pool of friends, whom I can really count on irregardless of whatever happens in this world. I want to have this group of people whom I can truly call as friends. But apparently they don't exist anymore. Every one has their own lives to lead. Who cares about you when you are in trouble. They just want to save their own ass.
What happened to "old time sake?". Old friends don't even exist. They only think and care about the current and the present. The past is nothing but a memory. So the past can all rot at the back of their memory.
Fuck this shit. Maybe I should be nasty and cruel to all the other souls out there in this world. Then maybe they will blog about me and call me shit. But who gives a fuck anymore.
Period.
I just want to have a pool of friends, whom I can really count on irregardless of whatever happens in this world. I want to have this group of people whom I can truly call as friends. But apparently they don't exist anymore. Every one has their own lives to lead. Who cares about you when you are in trouble. They just want to save their own ass.
What happened to "old time sake?". Old friends don't even exist. They only think and care about the current and the present. The past is nothing but a memory. So the past can all rot at the back of their memory.
Fuck this shit. Maybe I should be nasty and cruel to all the other souls out there in this world. Then maybe they will blog about me and call me shit. But who gives a fuck anymore.
Period.
Saturday, February 23, 2013
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