Im Ed. thats me 20, Serving the Nation
My WishList IPhone
Camera
Experience Winter in Japan
A keyboard (musical de)
a necklace tat able to represent me
a dog
sunglasses >.<
????
theres only 2 things in my mind right now that i really need to settle..
my aim after army as well as how to make myself a better guy.
so many things i wanna learn!!!
so little time!!!!!!!
Edsigned off at 5:28:00 AM
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
both did the same thing to mi...
disappointment~
Edsigned off at 8:02:00 AM
Friday, April 29, 2011
betrayed of trust, unkept promises
what can i say.. if attitude is what i recieve , attitude is what you will
get in return.
Edsigned off at 4:08:00 AM
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
I hate NS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, April 3, 2011
Kinda feel sad recently...
i feel my good friends sort of arnt there anymore..
-bff #1 : you use to be so sweet as friends~ but you just seems to disappear now~
no longer in your inner circle..
-bff #2: i miss you and you asking me out. i wanna meet you alone~ so when u see this ask me out
k? i wanna catch up wid u~
missin all my friends
Edsigned off at 11:14:00 AM
Friday, February 18, 2011
lots of thing have been happening around me... the world seems to be moving so fast...
time waits for no one...
love do not take sides neither does it wait for anyone..
but when do you know which love is the right one ?
confused~
Edsigned off at 2:43:00 AM
Thursday, December 9, 2010
WHattts wroonnggg witthhh myy FACCEEE URGGGHHHHHH when will you be happy and stop popping out and say HALLO!~
time to grow up and disappear from my lifeeee AHHHHH!!!
Edsigned off at 7:29:00 AM
Thursday, November 11, 2010
the whole world just dont seems to care~
welcome back my upsidedownworld.
Edsigned off at 6:01:00 AM
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Pencil: I'm sorry Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong. Pencil: I'm sorr...y cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time. Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)
Edsigned off at 9:41:00 AM
Sunday, October 3, 2010
hates being lonely. hates being alone wants to be loved =[
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Friday, September 17, 2010
recently in camp nothing much happen~ back to the boring old army life~ something been always be hanging at the back of head all this time even before going back.. everyday and night i always have this werid feeling like something is missing something important.. and today after thinking so long i finally discover what is it.. i was lonely.. i lost the passion to love and i want to get it back.. but... love is nothing u can just anyhow pick and search... nothing else i could do but to wait~ for. "her"
Edsigned off at 1:20:00 AM
Sunday, September 5, 2010
NOOOOOOOOO.... going back to camp sooon!!!! so siannnnn hahaha holiday are offically OVER!!!
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Monday, August 9, 2010
OMG IM DOWN WITH FEVER!!! i wonder who will visit me again =(((
feel so HOT AND SO SLEEPY!! what if i fell asleep and never woke up or i become dumb cause hot too long... scary thoughts~ better stop =(
Edsigned off at 6:31:00 AM
Monday, August 2, 2010
guessing hearing words like that still do hurt me...
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Monday, July 26, 2010
WOOOOO went with samson and his friend yesterday to play TEXAS HOLDEM! hahaha and i have to admit its a SCARY GAME.. hahaha the people there dont like me cause i got very lucky and they keep on losing when VS me 1 on 1 >.< hahaha but not bad not bad my virgin game i manage to win :D 70 dollars hohohoho so fun! like mahjong like that got the excitement when hit a big hand =DD i wanna play moreeeeee
Edsigned off at 9:47:00 PM
Sunday, July 18, 2010
OMG!!! MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING SOONNN...So Scared lahhh need to plan stuff siaaa... so afraid that it might failll who wanna help meeeee D;
Edsigned off at 12:11:00 AM
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
DAMN.. IM ROTTING TOO MUCH!! HAHAHA i needa do something meaningful soon!! something tat can be done at home! any suggestions?
Edsigned off at 10:31:00 PM
Monday, June 21, 2010
YAAYYYY second target achieved!! today i win DA SAN YUAN!! hahahahaha.. so happy... hands shaking wid excitment again~ hehehe ( u must be wondering " aiyo edwin so bo liao everyday post mahjong stuff" but its cause im stuck at home~ :(.. hope more ppl visit more often~ more fun~ den mahjong~)
Edsigned off at 9:44:00 AM
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
my first 十三夭 but more like 十三侠! so happy hahhaha.. was so nervous when i got it!! shaking with excitement siol!!! and its fabian fang pao one! HAHAHHAHAHHA double happy!
Edsigned off at 8:49:00 AM
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Really very happy that people come to visit me when im down.. down on clutches =X hahaha.. (ya la ya la fabian u VERY CARING LA HOR!)* must post tat or else fabian will keep on %&^#%$^%^#%$ on me... haha still got many others that came i really happy =) but still some part of it very disappointing.. shall not say eh....
Edsigned off at 8:28:00 PM
Monday, May 31, 2010
there are those nights where i wish someone is beside me those nights where someone would talk me to sleep those night where someone would hug me to sleep those night where someone would be there when i wake up
tonight is those night.
Edsigned off at 9:42:00 AM
Saturday, May 15, 2010
i suddenly remember and i wanan ask~ do i look like him O.O? during my poly days everybody seems to say tat to me haha
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Wednesday, May 12, 2010
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Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Next shall be pictures of my trip to
Universal Studio!!!!!
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Tuesday, April 27, 2010
went facial yesterday it was like one of the first time in my life bah ( i rmb i went when i was much younger but i dont rmb when leee)
and what can i say about the experience?
IT HURTS!
it was like a nightmare of 2 hours.. hurt like crazy and now my face is like scar all over.. the people say it will heal and become better but i dont think so lor.. really hoping myface would become better =((((
Edsigned off at 2:51:00 AM
Thursday, April 22, 2010
ahhhh stuck at work really sucks =( esp when u know at the end u only get 400!!! OMG LA.. those ladies so good work can get 1k + =( i need money!!!! MONEY!@!! MONEYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! i want alot of stuffff.... people who can sponser me cash XD?
Edsigned off at 3:34:00 AM
Thursday, April 15, 2010
going to kelong tomorrow =) hahaha cause its ben birthday!!! fish fish fish!! hope i catch a mermaid LOL...
working have been stressful sia.. been quite a while i stressed out like this~ and my leg keep on giving me problems~ =.=
well at least i manage to go out quite abit i guess lols
._.
Edsigned off at 10:24:00 AM
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
i've been dying to do something lately~ maybe is cause i took too much mc that i became so bored! i wanna do something~! go out! chill!! hahahahaa too many mahjong session is not good! ( although i won =P ) anybody wanna go out mah?
Edsigned off at 11:35:00 PM
Saturday, April 3, 2010
if u have 1 hour before you die what would you do?
thats the question that i was thinking about... yesterday i suddenly dreamt of her again.. i dont know why.. woke up feeling shitty again.. i dont remember much of that but i know one thing for sure.
EDWIN NEEDS TO CHANGE
Edsigned off at 11:04:00 AM
Sunday, March 28, 2010
went to 1 of my friend blog and happen to come upon this..
The worst feeling ever is not knowing whether you should wait or give up.
Favourite quotes...
How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?
I'll wait for you as long as I can. But, when the time comes I fall for someone else, maybe it's about time to wake up and have the happiness I deserve.
A real man isn't defined by how many girlfriends he had. It's by how many b!tches cried when he said, "No. I'm taken. And I love her."
Some people say "forget about him/her, there's plenty of fishes in the sea." what if you only want THAT type of fish? Is the person you're waiting for is really worth it?
