Someone help me!!! I do not know what to choose...
My ex-classmates wants me to play soccer with them tommorow. But I am afraid to joined them because I am not from their class and school. Many questions in my head.
- Should I go?
- If i go what will happen?
- If i don't go what will they think of me?
- If i go and the teacher found out, what are the consequences?
- Then how are my friends going to explain?
- Will they be banned from the match?
- If I don't go, will they thought me of scared of stuffs?
- A coward?
- So what shall I decide??
- Would it be really so coincidence that the teachers would find out?
I am trying to figure the answer whether yes or no... I had seek a person's help so called counselling. The person suggests me not to go means not participating it. Should i follow the suggestion? Is it better for me and for them?
I maybe getting them into trouble if I go there and play. This would really harm us very much. But my feeling is incline towards the NO...dun go... , it is the safest decision, but i scared of my friends thoughts and minds, just like not trusting them or wat...
So, someone please enlighten me up. Whether YES or NO!!!!
Then i chose not to go. That's my final decision.