I probably should shut down this blog, or lock it with a password. As one gets older, one becomes more averse towards putting things online.
Ended up here because I got distracted while trying to decide on which firms to apply for internships at.
In any case, I'm coughing my lungs out again - what's new? School's starting in a bit, had a decent bit of a break in Phuket and Shanghai after the most bruising semester ever. Thankfully, I pulled through. GPA's back in the summa range... Yay Edwin you aren't a failure. Here's to more hard work ahead.
Need to re-evaluate my entire life somehow, but I don't know how.
Feeling mostly melancholic these days. Oh well.
Persistent theme of the week: Do we choose to believe that leopards will change their spots? I don't think so.
Can't seem to rid myself of this constant feeling of hurt and anger.
我们都是过来人。让岁月把破镜的伤痕逐渐推浅。直到能够强忍伤悲的那一天，兄弟你要坚强，不要为一颗不珍惜你的心灵而绊倒在红尘路上，一撅不振;那样的话实在是太不值得了。生命是一个寻找幸福的过程;在还没找到属于自己的幸福时，千万不要半途而废,前功尽弃。
I can't help but NOT be magnanimous. How about a big fuck you?
Still wondering if I did the right thing in sending that message, but I guess sometimes I have to learn to be selfish and guard myself first.
