Friend: Hey! You know what? I'm super happy today because something good happened to me!
Me: oh, what is it?
Friend: I don't want to tell.
Me: ......then why did you tell me that in the first place when you didn't want to say anything about it?
Friend: I want tell you about it...but I don't.
Me: ............(Screams in head: WTF?!!!!!)
Seriously?
By the way, there's this really mushy quote which sounds something like: the best thing you can do is to find someone who loves you the way you are.
But where can I find a person who loves a fat, dark and acne faced girl like me? Yeap, don't think I'll ever find someone who'll like this face. Even if my personality appeals to them My appearance is a turn off. Sorry for the sudden negativity. But that's how I feel nowadays and I just had to let it out.
Before anyone thinks anything, yes appearance is very important to me, and I do judge guys by their appearances. It's the first thing you see when you meet someone and people prefer beautiful things no? So guys who tells me crap like "I do not care about how she looks like as long as she has a good personality", cut the bullshit and go be a monk.