The Abyss Within Oneself...

Today was a miserably boring day and the highlight was calling Jeanne and coming clean about what i've been thinking...
the office is totally noisy and it's funny that with all the noise within, all i hear is echos within my vacuum heart..

Oh and then jeanne logs onto MsN and my world changes into a spinning waterfall of rainbows and all seems okay and happy again : )

i think i need her...

plaed soccer just now with a few ex trainees and realised that i really am NOT THAT good after all :P hahaha...always was interested in soccer and of course it helps that i've some sort of ability which keeps me glued to it....hahahahah...i love soccer truth be told and i dunt know why i do but i just do : P

tomorrow please be less boring than today :)

a moment of reflection

its amazing wat one can do when one is ... how shall i put it. caught up in the flurry of the moment, the tide of excitement, the explosion of passion. indeed i am that victim. a victim of impulsiveness, the downfall of all men. to keep such secrets frm my one and only (that would be jeanne of course, not. ... her..) to use her as a.. (dare i say it) a STEPPING stone, a tool, a pawn, a THING! utter foolishness! shallowness! may lightning strike me down! a hundred times! may the earth crumble under my feet and swallow me, with that selfishness that is such a part of me, whole into the ground, never to stain the light again!

i guess the only way i can make it up to her now is..
1. offer her a thousand roses, (not a single less, because shes very particular) accompanied with as many kisses
2. buy her an extraextra yummy cake for her birthday
3. whip up a sumptious 7 course dinner, candlelight of course
4. love her for the rest of my life:)
5. most importantly, be her willing slave the rest of my life --such an honour this would be!

such a delight being with she who is above all others! oh my soul sings and my heart flutters at the mere thought of her! no one can deny her beauty, her wit, her grace.. definitely a 10/10:)

heeheehee~!

JeannieEeEeEe

i'm mad about JeannieEee

hee hee epiphany was a real baptism for us and i hope we'll continue to be a good pair from now on! i love u jeanneieeEeEEE!!
sigh...i wan u!!