i'ms ick of this silly life whereby i just wake up and sleep and watch tv and use the com and listen to my ipod and go to town and listen to my ipod and have dinner and listen to music again then play mahjong then sleep..it gets boring doing that everyday..apart from reading my book..which is quite a disappointment, i spend my entire life wondering if people are going to be there for me..sigh..this sucks..i need to break out of this patheticness fast..else i'm fast becoming someone who isn't me, which sucks..
tomorrow is duty..tuesday is go back camp slack..sigh..chinese new year around the corner hope i can save up more money this year!!
spend less on my handphone bill, spend less on food, spend less on travelling, spend less on luxury..eat ban mian everyday, learn how to drive so i dun hafta take cab..sigh..so many things i need to do..and i'm not doing it..
hope my sat is extremely good so i can get a place at smu..sigh..maybe i'll go australia and become a mahojng god..sigh..crazy ideas,..not plausible though..sigh..sianz..
cheer up bry~
sunset going down on otres beach
Somewhere, beyond the sea....
Monday, February 07, 2005
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
a long long time
it's been a long long time since i last updated my blog..life's outlook has brightened a tad since the passing out of the newly promoted privates and i'm now all set to embark on a 2-week chinese new year journey..haha..
i've saved up just enough to cover christmas gifts and i've still got a positive credit in the form of a 200 dollar loan to gin..so i guess i'll be fat enough to last till the tenth of next month,..yet theres still the issue of saving up for Uni,..
my mind's all muddled up nowadays with so many things shoving me here and there and even more things throwing me up and down..need to re-assess my life and place them in order to cool down the galloping pace my mind is working at..sigh..
perhaps taking a day at a time is more a step than a stab at organisation and order and prioritisation..and i've gotta find a way to slow things down a tad..look at things from different perspectives and spend more time pondering and reflecting rather than making capricious one-sided decisions..
life is always a tricky and shrewed adversary, and knowing the rules of the game called life, allows a player to gain bonuses and privileges that others don't enjoy..learn i must, these rules, so that i can assimilate the innerfolds of a persons mind..to thrive through the Highs and Lows of life.
be nice.be kind.
be gentle.but don't be blind
i've saved up just enough to cover christmas gifts and i've still got a positive credit in the form of a 200 dollar loan to gin..so i guess i'll be fat enough to last till the tenth of next month,..yet theres still the issue of saving up for Uni,..
my mind's all muddled up nowadays with so many things shoving me here and there and even more things throwing me up and down..need to re-assess my life and place them in order to cool down the galloping pace my mind is working at..sigh..
perhaps taking a day at a time is more a step than a stab at organisation and order and prioritisation..and i've gotta find a way to slow things down a tad..look at things from different perspectives and spend more time pondering and reflecting rather than making capricious one-sided decisions..
life is always a tricky and shrewed adversary, and knowing the rules of the game called life, allows a player to gain bonuses and privileges that others don't enjoy..learn i must, these rules, so that i can assimilate the innerfolds of a persons mind..to thrive through the Highs and Lows of life.
be nice.be kind.
be gentle.but don't be blind
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