Tuesday, January 31, 2006

ORD

461 days left to ORD.
1 year 96 days to ORD.

 461
-365
  96


i still have so long in service more. so much for the OJT. i doubt anyone will come sending me back for Advance MSET. i wanna move on to CMTL ASAP.

chill

Monday, January 30, 2006

chinese new year so...

chinese new year without bb.
sicken, pathetic, pointless.
chinese new year on a sunday.
no mood. no feeling. no spark.

as usual, went visiting... blarh blarh blarh...
collected ang baos but have no interest in opening. i need luck. i need all the luck i can get.
i wanna be an extremely lucky person. everything comes with a price, i paid far too
many things and have not gotten anything back in return. so its pay back time.

movie watched 'Memoirs Of A Geisha'
brilliant movie indeed. it reflects of how japanese woman were treated at that point of time.
i cannot stand the fact that woman were treat like a piece of item. family sold their
daughters to homes, this homes form these girls into Geishas. Geishas are no more than high
end prostitute. they are just there to perform for the mento see. singing, dancing or
strumming away their musical items. at the end of the day, its the bidding of her
viginity its all that counts.

woman scarificing themselves for their love ones are DUMB. i will never accept anyone's
debt in exchange this kinda pleasure. its sick! this movie reminds me of what i heard
from my friend.

situation.

A and B are a couple.
while C was A's buddy also B's mutual friend.
one day B realised that C was trying to get closer and closer towards C. C didnt
retreat because she thought C was just trying flirt along with her like he always
does with other girls. the 3 of them usually goes drinking. knowing that A
will always be with B. she normally gets drunk. there are many occasions that A
sent her back to his place for the night. this time is different. B got drunk.
when she woke up she was at A's place. this time she was done. B felt extremely
awkward. she picked a shirt alongside her and smelled. it was different.
A doesnt smell like this at all.
as time goes by, she found out from someone else that her bf actually owes
C soccer money. one of the condition was to let C have her.

i didnt hear the ending and dont plan to. sighs.

sign off.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

alright i'm back

i'm back into posting. main reason is because there is a distance barrier between bb and me. talking long distance is extremely expensive on the long run. our time difference also may cause a problem. by coming back into blogging, i can express my feelings out so bb can know how i feel. :)