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eom

2007/07/31 at 9:10 PM

today morning went to borrow blazer from council room for the speech day. lucky went in morning, ann ling went in afternoon den council ppl say they nid for investiture, ask her fri den go borrow. borrowed XS, shoulder a little broad, den the sleeve a little short. was wondering if i shld change to S. den oss say who ask me to be tall and skinny. lol. today class blur sia. everyone not sure is gp lecture or tutorial. so half the class went lecture venue, half went tutorial venue. end up is lecture, make me walk so long way. after tat bio prac was quite ok. at least got enough time to finish lar. PE was quite lucky. onli ran 2 rounds for warm up and can choose wat game we wan play as a class. we chose frisbee. ha, hysterical lar.

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feeling scared

2007/07/28 at 10:25 PM

i'm feeling kinda scared and worried. ytd during mass civics principal shared wif us the results analysis of JC1s mid year common tests. dawned on me yet again how poorly i've done this time. all along i haven been doing so badly for my studies? wats the reason? perhaps coz i'm not handling JC sch work so well given so many activities going on ba. suddenly feel so unrest. feel tat its so hard to even get promoted. i've really gotta buck up le. no more dreaming during lectures! oh no, wat if i can't get promoted? shld i go to poly or juz be retained? got feeling i wun do well in poly either. hmm, but come to think of it, compared to those patients at IMH i'm so much luckier. maybe i shldn't fret so much. but there's too many things weighing on me now. how i wish i could haf more than 24 hrs per day to settle all the stuff tat i haf to handle.

I'll play for you.

results

at 10:10 PM

hmm, ytd was kinda feeling sick. having a runny nose in sch all day. lucky go home took panadol and a short nap, managed to recover:P wa, ytd bio prac quite interesting. whole lab was filled wif the smell of orange juice. den today went to IMH for service learning. the briefing place looks kinda scary coz of the tight security doors. den we went to the ward for the senior citizen. was quite ok lar. not tat scary.but those of us wif either cough or flu gotta put on mask. i'm one of them. so we waited in an area for the nurse to get it for us. ha, so funny lar, like we isolated liddat. den put on the mask so damn hot. the breath tat we exhaled all got our glasses mist. after tat we stayed at IMH entrance took pics. den went home quite late la.

as to u, i really dunno wat i shld say. i need time.

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getting sick?

2007/07/26 at 9:22 PM

gonna be a week since wee kiat went to taiwan le. wonder how's he's doing. hope he's ok.:) happy today:P managed to stay wide awake the whole day even though i woke up earlier to finish my gp research this morning. hmm, today gp tutorial wrote my first essay in JC. been more than half a year since i wrote an english essay. the feeling was kinda weird. but at least i felt i improved rather than lost touch. anyway as usual, integration lecture nth goes into my head. den after tat got chem pre spa. shits, i can't do the calculation. after listening to someone's method after that, i was thinking how come i so stupid lar. didn't think of that. think gonna fail pre spa le lar. anyway, went to trim my fringe today. after trimming it looked very nice at the salon. but when i went home see ah, its like so squarish lar. argh. nidda wait for it to grow long again before it looks nice. groans, i dunno how to do integration tutorial. oh no, think i'm falling sick. i dun wan ! now too busy to fall sick le

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getting sick?

at 9:22 PM

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simply lucky

2007/07/24 at 5:55 PM

yoz. for the 1st time in my life i finally felt its a blessing to pass my NAFA. although i only got bronze, which is nth fantastic at all, it beats failing. at least i don't have to attend those extra PE sessions during the june holidays. haha, and best of all, today after bio lesson can go home liao. finally on a tue i dun haf to reach home at ard 7.30pm. yipee! today guess morning was very good. managed to understand wat was going on during the maths tutorial. and the class assessment at least i got most of the answers correct:) but the day gets worse since bio lecture. i could hardly keep awake la. den when i was awake, i was juz stoning, nth gets into my head. after that did 2 paragraphs of chinese essay while doing my point x duty, but still haven finish yet lar. so damn slow. den today's bio prac was converted into tutorial. so damn sian. juz went through essay qns. i was sitting there juz copying corrections and praying that the teacher would get it over with quickly and release us earlier. she was quite slow, but still released us early la. shit, juz found out econs got essay hw. haiz, coz of sat debate help out thingy den now i jam so much work. tmr gonna help out again. haiz, thurs chem pre spa still haven study yet. wish me good luck...

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MOE invitational debating championships

2007/07/22 at 12:01 AM

wa. today i left home at 8am and reached home at ard 11.15pm. so kelian rite? damn tired now, but still got some gp ammendments and pw meeting mins to type out. guess i'll leave the written report to tmr morning. anyway, today as the MOE invitational debating championship for JCs. an australian international sch joined too, if i'm not wrong. total got 20 schools. hmm,my duty was timekeeper, ha, juz ring bell can le. so today reach sch le proceeded to my venue(room 411) to set up the room according to floor plan. after that went back to HQ break for like 3 hrs. damn shiok. so me,joee,qinpei,hoi yee was sitting together. talking, eating and mugging at the same time. me and qin pei were doing the integration tutorial. yucks, so disgusting. but quite lucky that progress was quite fast, so onli left some questions to tutorial 1. after that first round of debate started. my venue there was TPJC against MJC. TPJC won, but i was quite sian sitting there. after tat went for lunch, den got break again. so me, isabelle and you long met to discuss WR. by that time i already very sleepy le, yawning half the time. that was like ard 4+pm le. second round of debate started at 5 plus.the teams at my venue were VJC vs RJC. haha, den my frens were like saying i very lucky, coz got a good looking guy from RJC debating team. haha, so i looked out lor. ha, den really saw a quite good looking guy. anyway, the debate thing ended at ard 7 as we had to rearrange back tables and chairs. den me,you long, isabelle and kenneth went bishan library there to do our WR. do till library close at 9pm den change place to MacDonald. so tired la. by the time we finish, is already 10 plus le lar. such a long day.

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early day

2007/07/19 at 6:17 PM

today left school at 4pm. was the earliest day that i went home this week la. today was quite a good day for me. at least i managed to pay attention in more lessons. hmm,very sastisfied with chem lecture.haven had the feeling of understanding wat is being taught in lecture for a long time. today got the feeling back again:) hmm,after tat was gp tutorial.maye was doing her presentation.den teacher was sitting in front of the first row ppl in a corner.thought she wouldn't look back, so i was all the while looking down on the floor to reply yan jing's sms. oops, den teacher called my name twice to ask me to listen to the presentation. wonder she did so is coz she saw me smsing or coz i was looking down on the floor. haha, after tat was break. so shuang. queued up v long for my 2 egg pratas. den bought a nugget and 3 coconut thingy. eat le so damn full lar. maths lecture was fun! i didn't pay attention at all lar. coz was busy conversing with candice,amy and susan in cantonese. haha, we are like a mini canton family liddat. cool:P last lesson was chem prac. teacher rattled on, only left 1 hr for the titration prac. den coz she wan go through ans, so only gaf us less than half an hour to do our titration and to ans the qns in the ws. so rush. hmm, today finally got class jersey:P

i know you're having a hard time, but don't worry. i'll be here to support you:P things will just turn out fine:)

I'll play for you.

library

2007/07/18 at 5:23 PM

hi ppl. i'm in the school library now.wanted to do gp research de, but end up blogging instead. today long day sia. whole day only got half an hour break before bio lecture. before cca got MOE debate volunteer thingy de briefing, so didn't get to eat lunch. lucky not hungry. today cca ended damn early lar. at around 3.30pm. less than 1 hour only. just to go through the dry run of the deal or no deal game for the POP next week meeting. i'll be the banker:P so sian, must wait till 6pm for the NYAA briefing. after AJE went to read up on tmr's chem pra and did a bit of bio cloning tutorial. den come here le. hmm, hope the NYAA briefing end early so can go home watch my 7pm show. anyway, cheer up ding jie. jia you!

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long day

2007/07/17 at 9:27 PM

today lessons ended pretty early.the last was bio lecture till 11.15am only.after tat went to outside bookshop de area to do a bit of transformation tutorial.cracked my head over it.was damn tired,so me and ann ling went to sleep.ha,managed to fall asleep for almost 1 hr:P but wake up hands numbed liao la. wake up continue the stupid transformation again.reminds me of mr ang tat time bio lecture say transform, action so funny,like a kid liddat. perhaps numbed to exam le, or think listening compre still ok, so not nervous at all throughout the entire day la. or is it coz last year den o lvl, now a lvl, too fast le, so think i'm in dream?lol. i dun even haf the ans. after listening compre went locker. want to fold my jacket nicely and put inside,but no hand ma, so i put the file i was holding in the locker for a moment. den put le jacket forget to take back my file la, so blur. den after tat got new south wales eng. had to read a lot of passages!but found them quite interesting. yea, so my day ended at ard 5.45pm.long day...

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finally over

2007/07/16 at 9:15 PM

hmm. today first period was math lecture. was yawning half the time. probably coz i woke up at 2am plus to complete my gp mindmap(but i end up falling asleep again)...den was coughing my way through the lecture too. irritating la, i already took the med before going to school liao. wee kiat wanted to go back to Aj today, but end up neva come. so also didn't meet anyway. so after maths lecture was PE. we ran for the smile for a mile thing. den i was joking with candice... quite lame actually. i said something like by the time i run finish the 4 rounds already end up in ICU liao, how to smile? LOL. pw lecture was sian. hmm, den today haf to wait till 4.45pm for gp make-up lecture. went to library with shu min and guys. did part of my transformation tutorial. ha, pretty much enjoyed myself coz the whole grp was crapping as we were doing out work. guess we were talking too loud also, till the extent that gavin had to signal us to lower our vol... hmm, so now here i am, editing my eom after seeing the effort the others put in for theirs... i feel so guilty lar.

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i'm back

2007/07/15 at 4:54 PM

been months since i've last blogged. now is already july, common tests are over... yet the results are unsastisfactory. i only had 1H2 pass(bio) and 2H1 passes(chinese and gp). can onli say i'm pleased with my chinese and gp results. haiz, although failed 3 subs, including a U for chem, i've onli got a feeling of a wake up call, not sadness. perhaps i'm past caring for results anyway. hmm, ok. so i've decided to work harder yep, try to pay more attention during lectures, instead of dreaming away and also not slack so much. well, but these are habits tat's hard to change though. hmm, so ytd went for my dental appointment. ha, got something interesting. my dentist helped me sort of change the shape of my front tooth using friction yea. ha, they definitely looks nicer. he also changed my upper wires. ouch, it still hurts today. yea, also went lot 1 to watch harry potter movie wif baby and yanjing. i was the 1st to reach, so went popular bought pens. saw yong qi, ha, a pleasant surprise. such a long queue for the popcorn... in the end missed the front part of the movie. but the movie was nice anyway, some parts were quite touching. hmm, den today stuck at home do hw. still got EOM, maths, chem, and econs that awaits me. sian...

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