Not uber motivated to meet anyone.
The mere ding-dong-ding here and there between 3 groups, with NO apparent final solution, left me exhausted. It seems like we are released in the wrong timing. When we are the least fatigue, it's the most exhausted period of their lives. bahZ.
But I gonna exclaim my love for email -- "reply all" is love. hahahZ~

Anyway, for now, I just wanna pay my sleep debt, no more meagre instalments that leave you wanting for more (or even deficit at times!).. but the debt will only be paid in full (at least I hope) 3 days later.. Looking forward! *fingers crossed*

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

嬉しい～
最終的に私のプロフィールを削除しました！

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

謎底解開！

好耶，噉都得……凴（唔知乜）就記住咯個名。
早知一個月前就好去正確嘅地方查梗你先啦…我就知當初嘅直覺係多年累積嘅經驗——呢個揮之不去嘅不安心理——點知真係俾我估到！點解樣樣嘢無論如何都同佢有關？
既然有咗三年冇噉近（但頻），總有許多嘢都有關……嘆。
但總算好，依家放低心中一個謎！呢樣幾好噢~ ^^

（但係，試試谂下，無論乜事發生都有理由，今次佢出現咗代表乜嘢哩？咁……就努力谂梗玻）

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

记几记。

那种惊、喜的感觉，不该有。

~ * ~

期盼着期盼——快了——快乐。
恨不得时光往前流逝，流失不了岁月，只盼那段真正的岁月。
一个人的散心旅游……我，应该有勇气。

~ * ~

我累。
我慌。
我忙（盲）（茫）（莽）。
只庆幸所有的mang字，都加上了其他部首，不至于变音。
六神无主的日子，不知何去何从。

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

精彩語錄（十）

QH和YJ已認識多年。
＂快，快，帮我check我的！＂QH説。
＂我不懂你的名字！＂YJ看了一眼名單，無奈地説。
＂……你説什么？＂QH發出詫异的一聲。
＂不…我是說我（看）不懂你的华文名！＂YJ慌慌張張地補充。
＂你好…！＂QH沮丧地說。
YJ百口莫辯。

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

紅豆 -- 王菲

There is always something about classics that make you go back listening to them time and again, for no particular reason.



紅豆 -- 王菲

作曲：柳重言
填詞：林夕

還沒好好的感受　雪花綻放的氣候
我們一起顫抖　會更明白　甚麼是溫柔
還沒跟你牽著手　走過荒蕪的沙丘
可能從此以後　學會珍惜　天長和地久

**有時候　有時候
我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開　都有時候
沒有甚麼會永垂不朽
可是我　有時候
寧願選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透
也許你會陪我　看細水長流

還沒為你把紅豆　熬成纏綿的傷口
然後一起分享　會更明白　相思的哀愁
還沒好好的感受　醒著親吻的溫柔
可能在我左右　你才追求　孤獨的自由

repeat **

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

瘋子論。

赖戊己名言："这年头特别坏，疯子特别多！"


佢同我講：
係咯…賴代表講出黎個至理名言。
讓佢（哋）去癲！佢唔會中計來嬲你。
設計佢，你醒目d…咁多嘢最尾一分鐘俾佢，連累人，係咪嘅？
佢做俾你，好人做到底，息事寧人。但係你最好冇得寸進尺，咁鬼死卑鄙。
人好你儅人傻啊？天有眼睇啊…

瘋女人，佢唔會同你計！你行開d。

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

Connecting the dots. =) Part II.

這是一件頗吊詭的事情。
以前曾經辦過、學過的東西，竟然都能在今時今日派上用場……無論是秘書之職責、寫作比賽、刊物、印刷、設計等等……就似目前生命中經歷的一切，早為這一刻默默醖釀。當然，年少無知的年代，總有些不圓滿之処，希望年歲的增長能彌補當年的一些缺陷。如此回想往昔所學，就像前世不斷地修，爲了就是今世。今世再不斷地進步，爲了來世更好……也如Steve Jobs曾發表過的“You have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future.”，近來的歷練印證了三年前我聽到的東西。回想起他那句打動我心弦的名言，驀然回首，才知道那段尋覓浮沉般的日子竟已過三秋……雖不至於鬢髮斑白，卻惋惜那像手中流瀉的沙子似的光陰。

于此階段，在這段歲月如歌的日子裏，至少，我希望以我微薄的力量，都能把最好的能給予、或能把最好的設想給予莘莘學子，利益更多的人。:)



And yes, Mr. Jobs, trusting in karma, or at the very least in what you've shared, has made all the difference in my life. I hope I will be able to pass it forward and share this wonderful piece of bite-size hope to them as well. To keep on learning, to keep on trusting, to keep on living in faith, never undermining anything that comes their way.

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

大人只不过是——大孩子

“小孩子玩捉迷藏是有所期盼的，想成为最后的赢家，使大人牵肠挂肚，所以他们持有主动权。反之，大人玩捉迷藏是迫于无奈，常置身于被动的状态。由于大人 断然否定、抗拒的事物（如衰老）比坦然接受、认同的来得多，加入迷藏游戏的玩伴也愈来愈多，如时间、缘分、感情、回忆，以至于把孩提时的自己藏得太隐秘， 而再也找不回了。……小孩的捉迷藏游戏可以随时喊“cut”，大人的迷藏条约却没有所谓的NG。大人总因为输不起，把自己藏得太好了，而忘记自己曾经是可以随时随地走出游戏的小孩。”

~ 2011年5月10日《副刊·大人 只不过是—— 大孩子》

读了这则文章，不禁勾起我记忆中的一句话：它就像一句来自《童梦奇缘》，让我印象非常深刻的一句话——“你躲在这里……也是想别人找到你吧？”

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

Fearlessness.

"....explaining to the hero how to acquire the quality of fearlessness. He says that at the outset almost every mn is frightened when he goes into action, but that the course to follow is for the man to keep such a grip on himself that he can act just as if he were not frightened. After this is kept up long enough, it changes from pretense to reality, and the man does in very fact become fearless by sheer dint of practicing fearlessness when he does not feel it."

~ Dale Carnegie p.11

This reminds me of the quote from Mencius that I used to display on the header. :)


And another quote to add,

"To feel brave, act as if we were brave, use all of our will to that end, and a courage fit will very likely replace the fit of fear."

~ William James

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

Meatless Monday!

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(super kawaii poster!)

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

Amateurish Fruit Salad.

I'm no expert at making salads of any kind, but I tried a random mix of raw fruits and cherry tomatoes. The photo does not make it seemed fantastic as I wasn't intending to post this photo, thus compensating on the lighting & presentation, but the taste is fabulous (imho, hahahZ~).
(Please pardon the type of bowl used too... it's not as though I'm making this salad for presentation of any sorts)



What's in the bowl:
1 red apple (cut into cubes)
strawberries (cut into smaller sizes)
cherry tomatoes (either as toppings, or mixing it together with the rest)
3 tablespoons of natural yoghurt (F&N)
2 tablespoons of strawberry yoghurt (F&N)

The yoghurt mix (slightly sour + sweet) complemented the taste of strawberries and cherry tomatoes, which is very much to my (and my family's) liking. :)
I shall try other mixes in future. =P
Either that, I will learn from my aunt who is able to mix anything & everything available into something super yummilicious! :)

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

期盼的花粉在空中飘浮 不时挑衅
心中那种无法言喻的期盼 一步一步逼近
忍无可忍 的那种期盼拉着心弦
透不过气般
该如何描述？


something is waiting to happen.

it is unexplainable, but i feel the indescribable urge to go back. somewhere.
somewhere i dunno. somewhere foreign. somewhere foreign yet familiar.
for what reason? i ask.
somehow, something somewhat is waiting, to happen.
it's drawing me there, every minute the thought pop up ever so readily.
you must go, you must go.. as though the wind is carrying me a message from afar.
is that the piece i'm looking for? that missing piece, or even those missing pieces? i ask.
maybe. probably. perhaps. should be.. yes.
force and strength in universe unit, to relish that thought.
i will... go.

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

你毋天真啦……我係老老實實做足心理準備才先去得嘎。
要曬嘅天文數字就要曬啦。
你毋再講，好唔好？

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)