我有车 我有压抑 需要发射……

我终于可以回家过年了！！

这两个月来，总是有那股冲动——

“我有车 我有压抑 需要发射
我要些 过渡空间 给我煞车
我爱车 似个圣堂 开到半夜
跳上车 对着表板 祷告那些 难题
想想 如何 转弯 攀山 落钭”

虽然并不如预期中完美地完成，能够回家的感觉真好。
现在的状况仍然是乱糟糟的……不过总好过那种“我很久没有回家”的感觉……
看来，这个农历新年好好休息、补充精力的计划又泡汤了……



私の新しいの部屋。^^
嬉しい～
Packing still in progress......................................

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

塞翁失马，焉知非福

早知今日，何必当初

某某太积极……这不该是个好现象，总觉得有些蹊跷……因为就连他们都感觉到了。
该是时候做些什么了。

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

Seriously, what I did was just the normal protocol, and she calls it inter-ro-ga-tion.
You've read correctly -- she spells "letter stating the reasons" as "inter-ro-ga-tion like police station".
H-e-l-l-o?
Why is she so uptight?
In any case, I am well backed by an email to justify my actions, which is pretty much the normal protocol even without the email.
Never mind, shall be assured that the more experienced can deal with it, probably, better than I can. :)

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

Previously, it was interval absenteeism, overt defiance & uncontrollable behaviour -- let me in to the story and I can reason and talk with a person who's present.
Now it's no-show & covert defiance -- teach me how to catch a disappearing person -- when there's no chance to even have a proper conversation.
现在的新事件越来越具挑战性。这回真是考倒了。
难怪说，女生的问题实在难搞。
加油！

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

三碗不过岗。

竟然，我不那么想逃亡了。曾经陶醉在那段往事只能回味的日子……清闲得自在，微微地晕眩，却因为一丝不挂，无所烦忧，一切抛到九霄云外。
可能，现在踏上这条艰辛的路上，我又重新发掘了喜怒哀乐情愁，醒时亦醉，醉时亦醒，让我感觉，什么是燃烧自己兼为自己而活那种复杂却不矛盾的格调。不仅如此，还想努力，把最好的都能施舍…让他们无怖畏的真性情。
如此日以继夜地悉心酝酿，定有三碗好酒——过岗。

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

大将临危不乱
身先士卒
乃至其兵则入
思绪兵荒马乱之际
镇守

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

不要错过……

“如果我们都只能是东施，我们就要享受身为东施的欢乐，做个开心的平凡美女。年轻时，不要错过流浪；不再年轻时，不要错过回归；该放假时，不要错过给人生放个长假；该生活时，不要错过活一回真正的自己。”

~ 阿果

（取自2010年12月29日《联合早报》〈如果我们都只是东施〉）

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

"Even if you think you're gonna quit tomorrow... it's okay if you're still working on the day after tomorrow."

~ Ayumu to Hinata in Ueno Juri to Itsutsu no Kaban Chap 5

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)