Last day of 2011

I just read my friend's year agenda.
So I decided to make myself one :)

What I have done in 2011?

Jan--- wondering what should I do, Singapore trip
Feb--- start to work as an auditor, and started my gym training, went to kl for work
Mac--- stop working and wondering around
Apr--- best trip in my life, went to London and Paris
May--- school reopen, decide to study in MBS
Jun--- started my life in MBS
July--- AGM for traffic warden and my life become busier
Aug--- preparation for rovers training camp and traffic warden farewell
Sept--- rovers training camp
Oct--- year end exam and rover AGM
Nov--- making some changes in traffic warden, had my first accident, traffic warden outing
Dec--- school car park painting, year end trip to Hong Kong and China.

So that's my year.

Best friend of the year, Boon How
Best group of the year, Untahanable
Most busiest society of the year, traffic warden
Best present of the year, iPad 2
Artwork of the year, the untahanable MV


Honestly,
I really appreciate this year,
Everything goes well as I like.

I wish all the best in 2012, same to everyone here :)

UNTAHANABLE - 少年 .mov

Treat; sound of regret

well, i just talk to my daddy during a ride from airport.

this is the first time having face to face conversation since the accident.

he talk with a very serious and bossy tone (he is a boss anyway)

he say he dint aspect me to be so daring to drive out of Penang.

well, he guest I'm dating with my girlfriend (which unfortunately i don't have a gf)

then he ask my why travel.

here comes the stupid part.

i told him the truth (which i found myself stupid).

i say,

i am number one in class,

so, my friend asked me to treat them.

and my dad say something like: who dare to force you to treat them?

then i continue.

well, even my class teacher also pity me.

my classmate are so not letting me go.

so, i dare them to plan a trip.

if the trip is successful, then i will treat them,

which in fact,

they failed to organize a trip inside Penang last time,

and i bag they won't make it this time.

But, they successfully organized the trip and who knows,

its an outstation trip!

so i have to go.

my father kept silence.

after awhile,

he sounds angry.

he told me his friend lost his very own child on that very place.

and he was angry to know I'm going there.

then he reach his destination.

i turn my car around and left with silence.

i was thinking.

deeply thinking.

'who dare to force you to treat them'

i keep hearing it in my mind on my way home.

then i realize,

i'm indirectly using my parents money to treat them.

they work hard to earn those money,

and I'm wasting it.

although its a sharing of joy and happiness in the beginning,

but who says i have to share my joy by using money?

why am i so stupid?

why am i wasting my parents money?

this dose not make any sense!

I'm wrong, i am so wrong!

besides, i don't even want to go at the first place!

because i know, to me,

this trip was nothing but buying joy for my friends,

and in fact, i'm facing financial problems and i have only RM178 in hand when i depart!

i can avoid this accident!

well, if you were still reading,

i want you to know,

i'm not angry with you.
we are still good friend

but next time, please don't ask me to treat.

you may say I'm a stingy person,

but I'm not capable of earning money now,

thus, i should not simply spend money to entertain anyone.

KESERDEHANAAN

i make myself clear.
:)

意外

就从考完试说起吧。

这次我又得了班上第一名，
班上的同学要我请吃一顿。
没办法之下，我便开了一个条件：
只要在假期，你们做得成一日游，
我便请客。

这是自己找来的吧。

果然，经过多日的策划，
他们成功约到了人出游，
唉，即使我想放飞机都逃不掉了！

就这样，在一个晴空万里的下午，
我们分头坐两辆车开往怡保。
而一向来不喜欢坐人的车我，当然是其中一位司机。

我们在沿途中有说有笑，
由于这是我第一次驾车到那么远的地方，
自然紧张些，
我向来驾车都紧握方向盘，
朋友们看了都觉得有些好笑，
安慰我放松些。
我没听他们的，
就这样紧握了一个小时半。

驾着驾着，
下起了绵绵细雨。
当时我们在山区有些危险，
前边拐弯处正在修路。
我看见一辆巴士从旁边割出来，
我变慢下我的车来。

可怕的事来了。
忽然，我听到了刹车的声音，
我看向我的望后镜，
在那刹那间，可怕的事情就要发生了！
我的潜意识让我扫瞄四周的出路，
我看不到希望。

一秒一秒地在倒数，
一秒一秒地接近。


我看见我朋友的车从后边来，
看见了来不及刹车的它，
看见了飞驰着的巨铁。

空了

一个巨大的碰撞。
一个无形力量。

飞了

我的椅子飞了，
我的光碟飞了，
我的雨伞飞了，
我的钥匙飞了。

我整辆车猛撞向前，
我的车边撞响了还没过完的巴士，
摸查到了我跟它的车身。

我第一个反应是气，
我无法控制自己，
为什么是我！

我无法解决，
为什么是我！

我害怕，
我愤怒，
为什么是我！

我臭骂了我的朋友一顿，
臭骂他为什么驾得那么快！

我朋友提醒我，
叫我驾到一边停下来，
我开始清醒，
跟着他的指示，
停了下来。

车边

车边

有人都跑了过去另一辆车，
看看对方有没有事。
车上的几位下呆了，
下了车不知道要怎样。

忽然我想起坐在那辆车的是我朋友！
天啊！
他们有没有事！

我吩咐我身边的朋友过去看看，
他们当然没等我说完也很主动跑了过去，
而我则留了下来，
照顾车上的相机、钱包、背包等。

我这辆车没什么事，
只有闪到腰等，
不见血。

我朋友的车呢，
较严重些，
一个朋友撞到了牙齿，而且脸上还有些淤青。

不久，拖车等当局负着人陆续到来。
谈了一会儿，便把车驾到附近的小镇。
而另三位朋友则被送到医院。
路途中讨论如何写口供，还有说有笑呢！

在镇里的警察局录了口供，
解决了保险问题，
没法之下，
把车留在镇里。

录完口供，
我打给我爸妈报平安。
爸爸还好，只是语气有点无奈，
妈妈骂了我一两句，也没什么。

可怜的是我朋友，
把责任扛到完，
受到家长的挨骂。

我朋友的父亲的朋友真好，
大老远从槟城驾到 Kuala Kangsar来在我们。

我们在警局里等到九点左右，
他们才抵达。
说着说着，他告诉我们其实我是可以把车驾回槟城的，
无奈，无法，
只好把车放在哪里，
乘他的车回家了。

至于司机和另两位朋友，
由于司机男朋友住在怡保，
他联络了她男朋友后，
决定到怡保一趟，
再从那里搭巴士回家。

就这样，
一路回家一直讨论刚才的事，
有人说我们还差五分钟就到达目的地了！
唉，
竟然遇上了车祸。

不过还真要感谢上天保佑我们，
感谢佛陀、菩萨、神先的保佑。
让我们平平安安回家。

回到家都晚上十一点多了。

一到家，先跟我妈妈说故事，
在跟我婆婆说，
在通电话跟我姐姐说，
说出我心里的恐惧，
说出我脑里的回忆，
好让我今晚好睡些。

车尾

车尾

在这里附上一些我车的照片，
可怕吧！

Love and friends

Since when I start to watch love story?
I just finish you are an apple in my eye.

I've never had an experience chasing a girl In school...
Is that normal?

Some time I'm so envy of my friends
I'm simply chicken, am I?

Talk about love and friends...
We went to Paradise beach after dinner and movie,
And well,
It turns out to become a dating field...
Those couple in our group enjoys their romantic night,
And for us (the single one),
Lalalala....
Watching them sweet sweet around.

it makes me wonder,
When will I get a chance to chase a girl?
Who will it be?

Emo

Driving,
I have no emotion,
I have no thought,
I'm totally blank.

It's Friday night,
Suppose to be a crazy party night,
But well...

I went for dinner with my friend,
They just finish their exam.
Well, they were talking about their exam,
And I feel sorry for myself.

I don't accomplish anything this holiday,
Not a page from my reference book,
Which I promises myself before holiday.

Guys,
I'm having fun with you all,
So happy that I barely remember I'm doing form 6.

Who am I?

I have a dream,
A dream which require hard work and determination to achieve,
But today,
I'm doing nothing.

I have to face it,
Face the fact,
I'm not doing well this exam,
I had failed myself once,
Once is too much!

No more failure.

Giving up

This is my third time, telling the upper 6,
Don't pit me on top of the committee list for rovers.

Who will do that?

If I'm not facing the exam of my life time,
I won't do that.
I mean, tough your heart, everyone enjoys being a king right?

Well, not this time.

My sister once told me,
In order to achieve my final destination,
I must give up something,
Something that I want.

Our main reason of studying form 6 is to get four A's in STPM.
Which everyone knows, it's not easy at all.
My main reason of studying form 6 is to enter UM accountancy.
Which is very difficult.

I have to stop some activities,
I'm getting too busy recently.
Sometimes, it's hard to find myself some private time.

Hope that everything's turning well soon.

Not Even A Short Break

This is the first post for September,
And October is just around the corner.

It's been a while after my camp fire,
And finally I can stop with those activities.

But I can never have rest.
Now exam is coming and I've to start studying.

Why life is so difficult?

I barely have time to rest!

Anyway, here's a few photo of my campfire.
Once again, thanks to all my friends who helped me in this camp fire :)

Busy Me With A Busy Life

Well, it's been awhile since I'v been blogging.
I'm so busy recently!

Because of the Bulan Puasa,
We get to leave the school earlier.
But this is not for me.

I used to stay back until 3pm everyday!
I have campfire meeting, traffic meeting, farewell meeting and prom night meeting.

Why am I so busy?
I should be studying!
If I'm still in HEHS, I think I won't be facing so much activities.

Well, I promise myself.
After all these event,
I quit.

STPM!

My new phone

I feel so happy that day,
I was so lucky!

My friend were Reading newspaper and wow!
There was a RM900 discount on HTC Mozart and it's only available for today!

After my meeting,
I totally forgot about it.
But when I reach home,
There was a news paper discussing about phone on the table.

Why don't I try?

I phoned my father and he immediately agrees!
I waited for my sister but she is in a bad mood.
Fine!

I will use my own pocket money :)

I went to tesco extra,
It was reining badly and I'm all wet.
But unfortunately, the girl told me the promoter went for a long brake.

Well, I don't want to waste my time and chance waiting here!
I went to e-gate tesco.
The promoter told my sold off already.
So sad to heard that.

When I decided to go Tg Pinang tesco,
My sister phoned me and ask my to go back as she want to use the car...
She told me that this is a fake promotion and I won't get it easily!

I was sad when I heard that,
But I decided to give it a try.

I travel all the way to Tg Pinang.
But when I checked the phone selling department,
There was no phone on promotion!
I feel so down.

But then, I decided to go to the ICT counter to ask.
The woman asked me to wait for another person as that another woman is helping other costumers.
I waited a while and finally it's my turn.
I request for the HTC phone.
The woman then entered a room and took out the phone for me.
OH MY GOD!
Is that real?

I'm so happy that day!
I bought a RM1699 phone with only RM799!!!

Birthday

Well, it's my birthday today,

Feel so happy :)

I dint slept early cause I know my sisters will break into my room.
We had a balloon fight that night,
Dint do that for a long time :)

I'm so happy when I go to school today.
I purposely hide my birthday in Facebook but my classmate know it's my birthday.
They sang birthday song to me and when recess time,
They even bring a homemade cake for me!
So touching!

After a short afternoon sleep,

We depart to ferringhi garden.

We fetch Jin from her school and when we reach,

It's already 6 something.

We took some photograph and waited the time to pass.

We start our dinner 730pm.

The restaurant is beautiful, romantic and luxury.

But when I study the menu,

I started to chicken out.

Finally we ask for one lamb, one chicken, one steak and a seven heaven with seven kind of seafood including lobster.

After my father arrive, he ordered a large lobster x.x

Wow!

This dinner was like superb!

After our dinner,

My sister ordered a cheese cake.

She requested for a candle for celebration.

The restaurant played happy birthday song for me then they serve the cake.

After blowing the candle,

It's time for present giving section.

I receive a shirt and a purse (which I requested earlier).

Feel so special today.

I'm an adult!

We had our cake cutting section after our dinner at home again.

We eat and drink and my birthday celebration ends here...

Phew, so tired.

Night :)

Training camp

Wow!
It's been a taught week for me!

I stayed back almost everyday until 6pm after school,
And went to activity at night.

Monday.
After stayed back, I went to gym.

Tuesday.
After I stayed back I went to gurney to buy some grocery.

Wednesday.
After I stayed back I went to fencing, and after that I meet my friend in Egate.

Thursday.
After I stayed back I went for Harry potter.

Friday.
After I stayed back I went for my class gathering and after that, I went to shu hong's house for meeting.
After settling our sketch, we went to tesco to buy some things.
Then we went back to shu yong's home.

We stayed up all night talking and having fun.
Our pl, chee way even share with us his first love story!
So sweet!
We eat and work and talk.
I feel like I had found my group of best friend!

5 in the morning, I went back to my home to take a bath and rush out to my school again.
We started our work.
Tying our gadget.
Although it's frustrating and our petrol's gadget is not that tight,
I still think we can make through this.

But I feel so bad when it comes to the modern cooking contest section.
I can't light up the fire!
I was so stress!
Everyone surrounding the kitchen,
Watching at me.
3 matches were used and the fire haven't been set.
I saw my advisor.
Both of them were disappointed.
I feel so s so bad!!!

Our food were delicious.
Every senior enjoys it.
But I ruined up.
Because I can't light up the fire.

After that is the station game section.
I tried to cheer my self up,
Knowing if I keep my self down,
It won't help.

We won most of the game.
But they make us dirty.

God!
After the station game,
We rush to bath.

Shit!
No water for us!
We have to bath beside the drain using the horse water.
What kind of school Is this!
I can't even wash my little brother!

Camp night.
I feel so stress!

I must win!
Because if not, my reputation is ruined.

I was surprise!
My petrol perform extremely good!
The audience was cheering and laughing,
After our performance,
We feel like winning already!
So high!
Keep shouting and cheering!
Rage one number one!!!

After camp night,
We went for supper.
We enjoyed chatting and eating,
Spending time together.

We were like best friends forever already.
We know each other not more that a month,
But our bond of friendship were like more then a year!
This one week makes us feel like we were together for a year already.

After supper,
I went home first to take a bath.
I nearly hit someone as I was too tired to drive and I can't focus at all.
Luckily I went home safely.

After a short rest and bath,
It was 1 in the morning.
Before I depart,
I phone those who stayed back, but no one answer.
I feel like they were asleep.
At last, my pl answer my phone and they were really asleep.

I have a rest that night in my own bed.

Sunday morning.
Chiu yee woke me up.
It was 7 in the morning and I was late!
I wash my face immediately and depart.

I reached school at 7.14 am
And I know I was in trouble.
I went to my petrol and they looks mad.
Shit.
But my pl told me they was just frustrated.
Haiz. Feel so bad.
I went to take attendance and the committee asked me to help them tidy up.

After Tying some gadget,
It was time for backwoods cooking.
I was to stressed.
Again!
I carry the burden to light up the fire.
First matches.
Failed.
The second matches,
I waited.
Waiting for time and wind.
One of the assistant scout master helped me to set up my woods and leaf.
I feel like I should try.
I slowly light up my matches and light up the leaf.
I was shacking.
Please light up, please!
And a blaze of fame started to grow.
Yes! Yes! Yes!
I was so happy!

We enjoyed cooking.
We sing, we drink, and the most interesting part is,
Shu yong was feeding us watermelon!
Woohoo!

Our advisor warn us about the time,
I knew we were out of time.
But we tried our best.
I never rest.
I keep the fire burning till the end.
Well,
Our food was not cooked.
But I can assure that even we enjoyed when we cook, but the fire goes on.

The inspection team checked our gadget first.
All of our gadget was like a piece of shit.
Our chair can't even stand for 10 seconds!
I feel so bad.
After so many days of hard work,
We had this kind of result.

Both of my advisor was super up sad.
Well, all I can say is,
My team have no experience and this was their first time.
I won't blame anyone.

The most important part is,
Our bond between each other was the strongest!
After striking the our camp,
I feel like dehydrated!
Badly dehydrated!

Good thing ken's patents bought us some cold 100 plus!
Thanks!

It was the prize giving time.
Zheng Feng, one of the senior supported us.
He was like screaming for our team,
So touching.

We won the best flag and best performance prize.
I won the best member prize.
Although we dint get the overall prize,
But it's satisfying.
I don't know why I can won the best member prize,
But I have to thank my team member for supporting,
My advisor for helping,
And all those seniors for voting.
Really, I never expected that.

After the camp, we went for dinner at time square.
I ask for a shi chuan noodles and it was damn spicy,
My tears keep dropping as I eat.
We chat around and pl talks about his love story again.
The waiter, Fu sheng, my friend suddenly come up and ask us whether there is anyone's birthday today.
I don't know my friend plan to celebrate birthday with me and I say no to him.
He was like what, no way, and go away in disbelieve.
Then after a while, shu rong went down to pay the bill.
She went up with a cake and they started to sang birthday song.
I was bewildered.
I follow them sang and waited for the name.
It wad me!
Wow! I dint expected that.
I thought that it's for someone because today was not my birthday.
Haha
So surprise and shock.
It's an early celebration!
so happy and touched!
The boss of that shop also treat us a bow of ice kachang.
We continued to chat and chat.
Chat until 8 something,
We paid our bill and went out.
Standing at the corridor and chat again.
Chat until 8.50pm something only went back to our car.
I drop jia mei, at her house and we chat inside my car again.
Finally,
We went back at 927pm as those girls can't go back late.

This is the best camp I ever join.
The friendship between us will be remember forever!

World map

When I look into the world map,
I look at Europe.

I dream of traveling,
Enjoying every second of my life.

England, French, Italy, Germany, Switzerland.
I'm traveling there,
Maybe not now,
But I will

Methodist Boys School

It's a lazy Sunday,
And I still have to go back school for meeting.

Well, capture some photo for my memory.

Well, it's a nice day anyway,
And I love my new heritage school!

Comedy

Comedy comedy,
Sometime, I just love it.

Although it's not cool and super like movies from Steven Spielberg or Michael Bay,
It's relaxing and simple.

That's what relaxes your mind.

What A Day

Tonight suppose to attend a dinner in CRC Restaurant,
I wear my best cloths out,
Looking smart.

My dad plan to pickup my sister,
And directly go to the dinner.

That's a terrible plan.

My sister refuse to go,
So I'm the victim.

I drop my mum and dad at the restaurant and went back home.

Well, I look handsome today,
So no way I'm going back home just like this.

I depart to Chai Diam Ma,
Where the homecoming event held.

The road direction is terrible there!
Since it's my first time driving over there,
I'm a bit lost.
I drove different direction in a one way road.
What the hell!

I don't feel like going in,
So I went to a restaurant nearby to have my dinner.
I ordered a bbq chicken chop,
Looks delicious!

But once I out my fork and knife into it,
The BBQ sauce split on to my cloth!
Shit!
My white shirt and pants from Paris!

Grate.

I dint went in because of my cloths.
I exchanged car with my sister and went to pick up my mom and dad.

Wrong direction again!

What a day!

Weight loss.

I just found out I had loss 3kg this week.
That's a bad news for me!
I'm trying hard to increase my weight as I am only 58kg last time.
And congratulation, I'm now 55kg!

I think I know why I'm loosing weight recently.

I'v been staying back after school recently.
And I miss my lunch time!

I hate staying back!
I prefer activities to be carry out at night.
And grate,
I have to stay back everyday next week!

Hay, I'm a form 6 student,
I don't know how you all manage to do that,
But not me!

I prefer to study during my form6 life.

Methodist Boys School Penang

Well, it's almost a month since I transfer from HEHS.
I'm getting use to it.

This is a very free school,
But you can see,
The school admin is putting effort to improve their discipline.
Not bad!

It's a small school, compare to my former school.
There will be an assembly every morning,
Which I feel is a waste of time.

The teachers here are good,
Especially my class teacher,
Kind and lovely.

But the tempo here is slow.
Compare to Chinese school.
They seems like enjoying every moment of doing nothing.

I underestimated my school mate.
10A students are like everywhere!
Oh my god!
I don't think HEHS have that much!

Ignore

Well,
New start today,

Hope everything's good!

Still love those moments in 5A1.
Hope things won't change.

Simply NO

Well, can't stand about it!
But it has nothing to do with me...

You know that's cheap?
God damn cheap!

I should be more positive.

Ps: never comment on peoples posts which he or she never reply.
You are welcome to unfriend them as they never appreciate your existence.

Playboy

I'm a playboy,

My father look at me and tell me,
There must be many girl chasing after you.

Nop.
You are wrong.

Because I know I am,
I keep myself some distance from them.

Claver me right?

Planet earth

Life is wonderful!
I love to watch documentaries about space.

What is dark matter?
What is dark energy?
What is anti matter?
What is black hole?
What is universe?

What is life?

We, human, are just nothing but leftovers of big bang.
But yet,
We various from one another.

Some rich,
Some poor,
Some sick,
Some healthy,
Some sings,
Some builds,
Some discovers,
Some dominates.

Why is there life?
Why is there time?
Why is there space?

It's the secret around us.

Yet to be know.

Set it up

Be strong!
Stick to your decision!

Be brave!
It's now or never!

Face it!
You still have to face it in the future!

Solve it!
And be one of them.

It's complicated

I'm thinking.
It's so complicated...

If the action was taken straight after I make my decision,
I won't be doing so much thinking.

What if...
A common ask question.

I starting to doubt my decision.
It's because of time.

What if i stay?
What if I leave?
What if it's not good enough?
What is I made the wrong decision?

If the action is taken fast enough,
I won't be wondering so much...

Help!
Give me confidence,
Give me an answer now!

Gym

Hmmmm...
Why I go gym?

I want to be healthy,
I want to increase in size,
I want to have a cool body shape,
But the most important,
I want to be strong enough to defend myself.

I use to do 70 pounds for 130 times and 50 pounds for 50 times,
50 seat ups, and 15 minutes running on the track mill 5 days a week.

But today I get caught by my friend and I can't defend myself??
maybe I am exhausted after cleaning the new building?
Maybe his position is in advantage?
Damn it!
I better train harder...

Get out of here

I'm like,
Getting out of here for sure.

I miss my friend,
I miss my teacher,
And I miss my school.

I will miss mr Hong too,
But farewell!

Looking forward for the letter from JPN!

Be A Thinker, Not A Follower

People follows.
That makes them feel safer.
It's normal, I know,
But I tell my self, not to follow.

It's safe to follow,
But it won't benefit you.
What you get in return is zero.

Be a thinker,
Create your own miracle,
Make your own world,
Be the king of the king,
That's what life means to me.

Be brave,
Be strong.
Have faith,
And courage.

Leaving

I'm leaving,
I have to let go everything.
Now or next year,
Somehow I have to let go one day.
Why not now?

No parking space?
No Ethaan?
No freedom?

Why should I stay?

Decision made.

Dan Brown!

Oh my god!

I suddenly feel like i want to study History and Symbol!

I love you Dan Brown!

Friends

No matter what or how,

i'm still your friend.

Thats what i got for so many years.

nothing materialistic.

Investing myself in activity, hoping to bring something away.

Look! Do you see?

Many people don't know what they want,
Neither do I.

I use to be a leader,
Leading a team for competition.
All I know is about winning.
Everything's about winning.
Am I right?

Now I see.
I had won nothing.

They say, and I used to say,
We fight for this battle,
We fight for victory,
We try hard and we push ourself hard,
No matter we win or lose,
At least we have our memory.

I try to convince them with this,
I try to convince myself with this.

But what I get now,
Nothing.

I though I can bring my victory along with me,
I though I can bring good memories along with me,
I though I can bring my achievements along with me,
But I was wrong.

I bring nothing with me.

I have to start all over again in form 6.
No matter in HEHS or MBS,
I can't bring along my glory history with me,
The school won't let me to.

I though I still have nice memories,
No.

I have no beautiful memories that you once promise me, that I once promise myself.
All I remember...
I push them hard,
I scolded them when they were wrong,
I make them run, push up of sit up.
I make myself busy and bad temper,
Forcing my adrenaline all over my body,
Raging all the time,
Making people feel sorry,
Making myself regret forever.
No beautiful memories.
The bad one always overcome the good one.

I called myself childish when I think of all this.
I invest all my time and energy,
And I bring nothing away.
Childish because I'm so obsess to it.

I checked the university application form last time.
I though There won't be a problem applying it,
As I hold position in every activity I joined.

Wrong.

Drama is just a part, I fill in- ajk
Prefect board is another part, categorize under club if I'm not wrong -ajk.
So, I have two ajk under one category.

Scout for uniform bodies - nothing although I hold a ajk position,
Because all they ask is, what ranking you are?
Which exam you had finish?
Shit!
And for sport? Nothing.

So what about the achievement?
They never ask.
Even if they ask,
I have nothing to put,
As school only allows form6 student to put their achievements in form 5 and form 6.
And all the effort I had put in during form 1 until form 4 is nothing.

So,
What els I have?
Tell me.

Epilog

Well, the trip is over,

and every things back to normal.

This Eadid's homecoming is different from Si Tenggang's one,

we should change!

To be more educated! More civilize! More manners!

Its time to change,

and i'm changing.

To learn the right things from them,

throw away the lousy bad tradition and be more civilize!

Penang is a good place,

if we can change more,

it would be better.

Education and arts,

it changes people.

My trip to Europe is over,

its already half a month since i'm back,

recalling those memory...

A wonderful memory...

I promise myself i will go back!

And i will work hard to make it become a reality.

Not far away from now...

7-4

We were sitting on the chair,

Which we paid extra money for it,

But I feel so uncomfortable!

The man sit next to me is so huge!

He kept putting his hand over to my place,

I can't sleep at all!

His head even laying on my seat when he's asleep.

I dint enjoy my journey back.

14 hours flight.

Imagine that,

How long can you hold?

We landed in lcct.

It was cloudy.

Hot and humid.

I feel do uncomfortable,

So not use to it!

Compare to Europe,

The cool breeze,

Oh, I wish I live in London!

And the people here,

Asian...

Why!

It's so unfair!

European looks so handsome!

Blond hair, colorful eyes, tall and strong...

Asian,

I have to say, ugly.

The worse thing is,

When I collect my baggage,

I saw a few people,

Obviously, from Indonesia or Vietnam that kind of country,

Well,

Not educated,

Rush to the London-kl terminal to collect their baggage.

Can't they read?

Why! Tell me why!

I can't accept it!

Why so unfair to us,

Asian...

I waited for hours in the airport,

about four to five hours,

doing nothing...

My dad took my ipad away,

well,

time wasted.

Finally,

the flight postponed due to the heavy rain.

AirAsia...

A 45 minutes flight from KL to Penang,

and i'm finally home.

Its about 7pm.

6-4

It's late in the morning,

And they were still in bed!

I woke them,

And waited the to depart for hours.

They pack their luggage again?

Girls...

~Grand plaza hotel (i took from the internet, as we had no time to take any photo)~

Hay, faster! I don't want to stay in the hotel,

I want to go out!

It's the last day of our trip!

And I don't want to miss it!

We took out breakfast in our room, (we cooked it)

And finally,

We depart.

Its already 11 in the morning...

~I bought a shirt there (took from internet)~

We went to the famous Oxford circus,

As other tourist spots were far away.

High street again!

Although it's Wednesday,

But it's busy over there.

They never work?

We shop along...

And suddenly I remember something.

I need an iPad!

As my father took my iPad home,

I have to buy another iPad!

That's my father's order.

We search for the apple store nearby,

And I queued for buying iPad 2.

Unfortunately,

I dint ordered it.

To buy the iPad 2, we have to order in the Internet.

I did it in the first day in London.

But I think I made a mistake,

I think I dint successfully ordered the iPad...

So too bad,

I dint get a chance to lie my hand on the latest iPad 2!

~Apple store, i want ipad 2! (from internet)~

We took our lunch nearby,

In a restaurant named the scottish steak house.

It's my last meal in Europe for this trip...

Felt so reluctant...

After finishing our meal,

We took the underground back,

As we were kind of late...

We took our baggage and check out,

Rushing to the nearby underground.

Liverpool street station,

We are back...

So reluctant!

London, I will be back one day,

And that day won't be long, I promise my self!

We were kind of late,

Good thing we dint miss the train to stansted airport.

Unfortunately,

Due to the maintenance along the track,

We keep stopping along our journey,

It took us more then 1 hour to reach the airport,

And the check in time was going to end!

We ran across the airport!

The luggage that my mum was holding kept stuck,

So I took it from her, and asked her to run to the check in counter!

I'm holding a 23 kg luggage running across the airport!

Imagine that!

But good thing we make it before it close.

After checking in,

We farewell to my sister.

She is taking another flight to Glasgow.

So reluctant,

Reluctant to my sister, to London, to Paris, and to Europe...

And finally we took off...

Looking back to London from the sky...

I will come back,

Won't be long.

5-4

I'm leaving Paris.

Feel so bad!

I will be back paris!

But...

I don't know when...

We took some bread is the station,

And board the eurostar back to London.

I dint sleep well during the journey,

And I found out what I had miss during the journey to Paris five days earlier.

It's beautiful!

The outskirts of Paris is beautiful!

Wide landscape with blue sky and white clouds...

Everything's so fake!

A 2 hour and 45 minutes journey, and we are back to London.

We took a cab, as our luggages were heavier then ever.

It's a four star hotel, named grand plaza hotel.

It's like a maze,

Corridor in every direction,

I almost get lost!

It's a big room for three,

Inside the room,

First, a corridor, with two doors,

One door led to a room with a kitchen and the another door led to a master bed room style with a bathroom.

Although the master-bed room is small (I mean, really small compare to the room with a kitchen)

But it looks comfortable.

I'm definitely the one sleeping in the room with kitchen,

Well look at the bright side,

I have my own privacy and I can sleep in a queen size bed...

After leaving our luggages,

We depart to saint Pauls,

Where prince William's marriage will be held.

~Saint Pauls (from internet)~

Unfortunately,

It requires around 20 pounds to enter the church.

It's too expensive,

So we dint enter it.

We walk around,

As there were shops along,

I bought a white coat.

Going to wear it tonight.

Then, we went back to our hotel,

Getting ready for tonight's musical,

The phantom of the opera.

~The Phantom of The Opera poster~

I'm so shy,

Because it seems like I'm the only one in white in the street...

Due to the time,

We cancel our pre theater dinner and bought some instant spaghetti for dinner.

~Thats why i'm shy, never wear like that before~

And, the show begin.

A musical that I will never forget,

The music is nice,

And the singer is so potential!

I enjoyed it!

It's a must for visitor all over the world,

You must go and watch it!

It's a play which is still playing since twenty years ago!

4-4

It's a cold morning,

Maybe its my problem,

We took the metro to the pantheon's nearby station.

We bought some bread and coffee from the bakery and start eating,

I choose the wrong bread,

I thought it's hot,

But unfortunately,

It's cold...

My mum bought something that dose not look tasty,

But it looks hot,

I took a bit and immediately,

I request to buy another!

It's hot,

Cheesy with a layer of ham on top of the bread,

In a cold morning like this, its grate!

We were lost,

I mean, my sister (who's holding the map) dont know which is the right direction.

Well, at least we make it to the pantheon after some walking...

Unfortunately,

The pantheon is off for restoration...

Haiz,

So we walk around looking for another visitor spot nearby.

We pass through a grader,

It's spring and the flowers are beautiful.

~Random statue in the garden (which i stole from my sister album because i dont have any photo on that day)~

And we notice that the saint sulpice (one of the place which mention by the da Vinci code) was nearby.

We followed the road sign and drop by the church.

Its old,

And her Christian sang their holy song,

The echo was all over the church,

Making if feel mystic.

~Saint Sulpice (stolen from my sister's album as i dint took any photo that day)~

Then we walk out,

I wanted to go window shopping,

But my father try to avoid it,

Haha,

Incase I dint get attracted by any goods anymore...

But unfortunately for him,

Lv's store was just opposite the church,

And there's another high street in front of us.

We walk along,

Well,

Not planning to buy anything anymore,

As I had bought enough and I'm statisfy with it.

My father suggested us to took our lunch in a cafe (which does not look expensive),

But again,

Hes luck was not around him,

It's one of the famous cafe in paris!

After lunch,

It's time for my father to go back home.

Feel so bad he was not along,

He confirm his way back to the hotel before he leave.

Watching his shadow fading into the underground...

Then my sister decided to go museum de orsay.

The museum is not opening that day...

So we turn back and decided to go louvre again as it was just opposite museum de orsay.

We went back to the grand gallery,

This time, we admire every masterpiece, one by one...

Then we found that, there is still one section we haven't visit!

It's big!

We finish our visit around 5 and took some drink outside.

Then we walk along the main road as there were some shop along.

We walk and walk and walk...

Without noticing,

The opera is in front of us again!

And it's time for dinner,

So we went back to restaurant chez chlement.

After our dinner,

We took the metro back,

Well, we have too,

Because we are leaving Paris tomorrow first thing in the morning.

We have to pack.

Well, I'm not willing to go back,

I have nothing to pack!

I never take things that I'm not gonna use out,

And my dirty cloths were all pack up yesterday,

As I'm gonna change to a single bed room tonight because my fathers leaving.

Funny,

When we get back to the hotel,

The receptionist say that we have only one room,

My sister asked him what about my single room which we had reserve on the Internet weeks ago,

The receptionist apologize,

He say the girl receptionist make a mistake this morning,

And the hotel is now full house,

So...

That means I don't have a room!

Fine, we have to squeez together tonight...

I don't like that,

But...

No choice.

European usually don't do that,

Single room for only one and dubble room for only two.

So, now we three are staying in a dubble room,

It's against their rules,

But no choice, they have to accept it as this was their mistake.

So... I think I just saved 100 euro that night!

3-4

We took the big red bus again today,

This time, we went to the opera,

The place where the phantom of the opera took place.

The opera was so huge and luxury!

breath taking!

So grand and elegant,

Makes me feel desperate for a musical.

At first,

I though it was not open to tourist and visitors,

As, you know, actors need to practice for their coming show,

We round the opera and found a side entrance,

It's a souvenir shop,

And then the man told us the entrance to the opera is at the other side.

We queue up for ticket,

But too bad, we miss the English tour.

It's ok, we can walk around helping our self out.

The interior design was elegant and luxury,

It's like a palace,

Bronze and gold statue everywhere,

Wall painting and red carpet!

But the bronze smell is a little bit over...

We sneak peak inside the grand auditorium,

And we were so lucky to say the stage was on for rehearsal!

This is a must visit spot!

Next time, I'm gonna buy a ticket and enjoy the musical here!

After that, we took our lunch nearby,

At the restaurant named chez Clement,

The food was Superb!

You can even get a glass of rose wine for your Paris pass as a welcome drink

~In front of Arc de Triumphe~

After a fine lunch, we took the big red bus again to arc de triomphe.

I love it there,

Avenue Montaigne is just in front of it!

After paying a visit to the famous arc de triumphe,

Enjoyed the breath taking view of our lovely Paris,

And We SHOP!

High street!

Where all the branded goods were sold!

I bought a shirt, a long white pants from calio, and a Nike shoes from Nike Paris!

Shop shop shop!

Cafe for coffee and bakery for cakes!

Shop shop shop!

But most of the time Is window shopping...

Haha!

We took our dinner there,

I ordered a pizza, and share it,

Shocking, European use to finish a whole pan of pizza by their self!

And shop shop shop...

Most of the time watching on the road,

Admiring the sport car drove by.

Poshche, Ferrari, Audi, bently, BMW, Mers everywhere!

It's Sunday night! And it's the place to go for the rich!

Vrooom! Vroooom!

Almost every red light, I can see a sport car stop there,

And one bently get cramp and send away to the police station because park on the no parking area!

Don't play fool if you drive in Paris!

~Before we leave the Are de Triumphe~

We took the big red bus back to Eiffel tower and took the metro back.

What a day!

2-4

It's saturday, early in the morning.

After our breakfast,

Walk to the Eiffel tower for the

big red bus,

Paris Pass make the trick again,

Free 2 days bus tour in Paris,

Side seeing with explanation,

Worth it!

We took the big red bus to the famous Notre dame,

A vary old church,

Stood there about a thousand years,

Created and build by many artist,

A magnificent ancient church standing in my front,

And the rhythm of hunchback of the Notre dame ringing in my mind,

This it the place of god, I told my self.

It's a long queue, as it was Saturday morning,

We dint directly queue up for the main entrance,

We queued up for the side entrance,

Which lead us to the grate ancient stairs,

Up to the top where gargoyles live.

It's a long queue,

It almost took us 45 minutes for our turn to enter the church,

But good thing we won't get board is,

There is a street artist playing around,

Making joke of people,

It's so funny,

And we enjoyed that.

Europeans are so well behave!

They won't get angry,

After getting shock by the street artist,

They just smile and continue to walk!

If it's Asian,

Lost of vulgar words will be coming out!

Its a long way up to there,

Tired when we reach the top,

But looking at the city of Paris in a beautiful morning,

Ah, I love it here.

~The view of Paris from the top of Notre Dame~

We enter the church after coming down,

It was so ancient and mystic,

European church is a must visit place,

Especially the well known Notre dame!

After having some coffee,

We walk along the small island the another site,

Saint chappelle,

A church famous for it's stain glasses.

The que was very long,

I queued up for about an hour to reach the entrance while my family went to take their lunch,

Well, I have an iPad with me,

Thats why I'm so kind.

It was a bit too long,

It's because of the security check before we can get in.

I'm kind of frustrated.

The stain glasses were beautiful,

Of course it must be!

Or els I'm gonna kill the guard!

Haha.

After that,

We took some ice cream at haggen dazz as it's very hot that day,

And we pay a visit to the conciergerie,

A heritage.

~Conciergerie~

We walk around, and found out that,

There's a big crowd not far away,

So my dad decided to check it out.

We follow the crowd and wow!

I think we are at the downtown,

Shops and restaurant,

People every where!

And many of them love to sit outside the cafe,

Enjoying the sunlight and watching people pass by.

~I still have more photo of them sitting in a line watching people passing by~

~Random High street~

Around 5 something,

We saw a restaurant with many seafood,

And a person In a sailor costume welcoming people in,

We haven't try the seafood here,

Not thinking so much,

We marched in.

We ordered a seafood platter and a bottle of rose wine,

And...

Haha, we come out drunk. (not serious of course)

We walk around for some time and it's almost late in Thea evening.

We decided to take the boat tour according to my sister plan.

We travel to the Eiffel tower again,

And search for the jetty.

There were many small jetty along the riverbank,

We search for the right company which we had paid for the ticket when purchasing the Paris pass.

Oh my god! My lag was so pain,

We finally found the jetty around 930pm,

We almost gave up...

Then board the boat,

Then watch the city of light from the river...

Tired, I nearly sleep during the ride.

Its was crazy at the night,

People everywhere sitting at the riverbank,

Drinking and chatting.

They just love that.

1-4

Ah-ha!

The grand Louvre!

~Random street view~

We took the metro early in the morning to Louvre,

and took our breakfast somewhere around there,

then we begin our Louvre tour!

Its big, beautiful, and elegant!

The palace of French,

a place where once the kings and queens lives,

and where the grand masterpiece hang,

and of course, a place where the mystic holy grill was hid.

~The grand Louvre~

The first place we visited, of course, the grand gallery, where the famous Mona Lisa stay.

A luxurious corridor with all kind of masterpiece hung,

with parquet floor ^.^

and finally, the room of Mona Lisa.

Good thing we were early,

not much people there,

we can enjoy ourself with plenty of space admiring the art work of Da Vinci.

Walking around, feeling much better now compare with the beginning...

You know, many nude portrait and statue in there.

Not use to it, especially you are with your parents and sister...

~Somewhere inside Louvre which display Mesopotamia things~

We took our lunch at the lobby of Louvre,

and enter the museum again,

unexpected,

my father is still with us?

We though he wont be there for long,

i mean,

he appreciate art?

A man like him??!!

hahahaha.

You know, its big!

And its tired walking by foot!

We dint admire every things in there,

too many,

and we don't have this kind of time.

But still, it took us whole day to finish Louvre.

~Some corner in the top floor of Louvre, took this when i'm having my rest~

You know,

my parents use to sleep in Louvre!

Wow!

Sleep in the palace?

Ya! i'm not wrong!

They found a very unique sofa,

which looks very comfortable,

and immediately lay on it.

With tiredness and exhausted,

they fell asleep.

Me and my sister were like,

Oh, my god...

Feels funny, you know,

people will look at you with bewilderment.

I can't stand and move my self away,

admiring the masterpiece around.

After that,

we had our tea at where Napoleon use to stay,

enjoyed the coffee and cakes.

The hot chocolate which my sister ordered was fantastic!

And my father done something funny again...

he ask the waiter for some hot water,

ahd he use the hot water to wash the jar which contain the chocolate,

and he pour blueberry jam into the tea cup.

Wahahahahaha!

Funny us,

can't stop laughing!

We continue our tour in Louvre,

walking in a maze of masterpiece and luxury items.

And finally we though we had finish the whole Louvre (which we were wrong),

and leave the museum around 6 to 7pm.

What a beautiful sunset!

The golden sun hiding himself behind Eiffel tour,

painting the sky red,

seems like very shy watching so many people kissing...

Everyone was out,

sitting at the garden,

laying on the grass,

playing around the fountain...

admiring the transparent pyramid in front of the grand Louvre.

Of course, this is the golden time of photo shotting!

We walk around the Louvre,

pass through a bridge which lover locks their love on each side of the bridge,

and people singing and playing music for fun.

Then we slowly walk to the Eiffel tower again,

and our day ends there.

31-3

Paris!

Today is the day!

We woke up almost at 4 in the morning,

packing and tidy up,

ready to leave London...

We took Eurostar from St Pancreas International Station to Paris.

Its a 2hours and 45 minutes trip.

I slept during the journey,

it's early in the morning anyway.

Paris Nord!

the station which we arrived in.

i'm so excited!!

We had our breakfast at Hagen-Dazz.

well, its French brand anyway...

But one thing that i'm not satisfy is,

there's people bagging for money in the station...

They will walk to you and ask for money to buy them breakfast.

Don't look into their eyes,

and be aware of your baggage,

my uncle once warn me.

After breakfast,

we took a cab to our hotel, Eiffel Villa Gabraldi~

after checking in,

we walk ourself to the famous Eiffel Tower~

The road view of Paris was peaceful and beautiful.

Finally, we reached Eiffel Tower!

SO EXCITED!

Photo shotting!

Thats a must!

~She is standing in front of me~

~I'm under her skirt~

Pass by the garden in front of the romantic tower...

(someone kissing)

(many kisses and love around the tower)

*.*

We took the stairs up the second floor of the tower,

we had our lunch in the first floor of the tower,

56 Tour Eiffel,

FINE DINE AGAIN!

Enjoyed the wine and the food with the city of Paris in sight.

My mum had the famous cocktail of the restaurant,

three color at first,

blue, red, and pink,

and it change into soft purple in the end,

Superb!

We continued our journey up to the second floor of the tower,

and we enjoyed the breath taking view of the city of romance,

PARIS!

With satisfaction,

we leave the Eiffel Tower with love,

walk by the riverbank of Seine river,

we watched the police into action.

At first,

we saw many black man which selling souvenir around the tower ran down to the riverbank,

with fear in their eyes,

the hide their souvenir around and pretend their self like a tourist,

then suddenly,

police with plain-shirts catch them with handcuffs.

We were shocked,

we cant even react anything.

It's all in a sudden!

Then, police cab ventured to the location,

police ridding horses petrolling around...

WOW...

~Random street view on our way to Esplanade de Invalides~

Ok...

After that, we walk to Esplanade de Invalides,

to meet my father,

which just arrived Paris.

Its far,

but since theres time,

and the weather is good,

we enjoyed walking in the city.

So happy to have my father along ^.^

we took a cab from the esplanade back to our hotel as my father have to drop his baggage.

We walk to the Eiffel Tower again,

had our dinner in a random restaurant.

Wine again ^.^

Its an Eiffel tour today.

We waited the sparkling light of the tower which is turn on every hour.

Blink, blink, blink...

The tower dressed up with blinking dress~

Eiffel Tower in night was beautiful.

This time, we took the lift up to the top floor of the tower.

Watching the city of light from the great tower,

its sooooooo beautiful!

~Eiffel tower in blinking skirt~

Its a night of romance and love,

Paris.