Monday, May 16, 2011

Remember this moment and this joy. Remember the dreams and the aspirations that you have right now. Because a time will come when the going gets tough and you'll be put to the test. At that time, remember all that you came in with and don't let go. Remember that it is I who have called you, and it is I who will carry you through. Remember.

How could He, choose someone like me? Someone like me to be a part of His glorious work. To be given the honor of working with Him. I am in awe. And I'm so happy to be here, to finally be here. How can I love a bunch of people I've barely known? But it is there, and it bubbles out. It is a precious burden, entrusted into my small hands. And I can only pray and hope that I'll have what it takes to see it through. My heart is heavy, and it thumps in anticipation. For what, i do not know. Something happened in the spiritual realm for me today, and its nature shall be revealed in due time. I am nervous, and a little apprehensive. But the glory of the task that lies ahead is too compelling for me to turn away. And as I take a step down this path, I think about all that have been spoken over my life with bated breath, wondering if this is the moment when it'll come to pass. Glorious, glorious. His glory displayed in a fool like me.

And not for anything in this world would I trade away what I have now.
Onward, to glory!

Thursday, May 05, 2011

Out of hall and done with year 1.
That was fast.

With the end of year 1, comes the end of another season in life. It feels like since the end of A levels all the way till now, I've been in a season of.. self-discovery. I tried many stuff, with varying results. And at the end of it, came out understanding myself better, being more assured of my identity in Christ and the awesome destiny He has in stored for me. The dreams that I had, and lost, I've now regained, much stronger and clearer than before. It's quite nice, to be here at this stage. But there's still a long journey ahead.

It's been 7 years since I first made a conscious decision to follow Christ (I remember it was end April 2004 at FEBA!). 7 full years. And now I'm about to move on to a whole new season and ball game. How awesome and wholesome is that? 7 years, a complete cycle! So cool! Hahhahaha.

Excited for a new season. And I really really hope that I can become the person I want to become :)