Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Wwwwwwweeeeeehhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhhh... today was one of the better best sec1 band practice i've been to so far. Coz i actually had fun. Instead of the normal juz sit there and stone prac.

i'm sitting there watching phyllis teach the sec 1 percussionist and their rythmn is like er... bad?? And seeing phyllis get angry IS funny. And then perverted granny koh was there too. And so.. as you know, if you put phyllis and grace koh or rather gracee koh and anyone together wad do you get??? Lots of craziness and laughter and lalalalal~

SO, while the sec1 went in for rythmn lesson we, phyllis, grace, qi en and I were like juz crapping outside. I mean it was more of phyllis talking, grace laughing and qi en and i smiling and laughing a little at wad phyllis say lar. Actually i was laughing a lot. Juz those no sound laughter. Get it??

Anyway.. it was fun and grace is like.. totally PORNO and ya.
Not such a bad time going by the fact that today, joyce and i started rotating so i was the only sec 1 in charge there!!!

lalala~ i like band

Sunday, June 26, 2005

DAM!!! i was blogging halfway lar then my comp juz had to crash. I was like.... WAD!? Ok.. so aniwae, i will have to type everything again but tis time i have less patience liao so will have less details lor.

Yesterday, i finally got a word from the Lord after a long wait. As in I got a word thru someone else. Not those kind in my head/heart which i often get. More reliable mah.

Ok.. sat service David Lee ask those who want to comit their lives to Jesus to go to the front. Which i did after much hesitation. Coz i knew that though i've said i comitted my life to Him i actually didn't. So aniwae, most of the ppl around me were being prayed for except me and Rochelle i think. Not too sure. BUt that was fine with me lar. I was having my little confession time after David said to talk to the Lord. So i started by listing out my fears and realised that i feared being alone. Which i didn't quite knew before. I feared God's rejection. And then towards the end, finally someone came. The Lord spoke to me through David. And answered some of my prayers which i made before camp and which did not get answered in the camp that's why i was kinda dissapointed with the camp actually.
Well i'll just mention certain parts of the word. Something abt it is when i'm alone that God will speak to me. around there lar. and i was like.. quite true leh. It is when i'm alone that i get those thoughts abt christianity and stuff. (that's why like the gals found it weird that i thought abt the david lee scolding us thing during the camp when i was bathing. haha) Oh and also something abt God's relationship with me. I've been praying abt that too before the camp. And also that i will come to know God better than before and have a relationship like never before. Around there lar. Which i was praying for before the camp. I just felt that something was lacking lar. And i was hoping to know God more. As in not in facts but... to know Him and not know ABT Him. Get the difference???? It's one thing to know ABT and to KNOW.

Yep.. so once again as many times before, i'm shown that God answers prayers. It's just that He answers in His own time according to His plan which most of us, fail to see or comprehend. And that's why we get angry at God. It is not just the answering of our prayer that moulds us. It is the waiting for the answer the actually really moulds us. Like they always say, the process is more important than the result.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

my comp crash while i was blogging yesterday lar. Ku KU Computer lar. SO couldn't blog abt yesterday

Yesterday dan, ocx, nat, shalom, karen, zihan and cheryl(short while onli lar she) came my hse bake cookies!!! Half of them were burnt. And they watched 3 dvds in half a day. The pacifier, coach carter and meet the fockers. AND cheryl made me go all the way to church juz coz she didn't know how to go there from my hse. Make me waste abt 1 hr 10 mins in total lar. somemore make me walk so much.CHERYL U SHOULD BE SO GLAD TO HAVE SUCH A NICE FREN LIKE ME OK!?!!!??!? And shalom cooked spaghetti. I was like.. make sure we won't get food poisoning la.. but it turned out veri YUMMY!! of course if u saw wad she was doing with the minced meat..... ER.... u dun wanna noe. KK so aniwae we had fun and ya

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Did i post abt sat?? No i did not. So let me blog abt that FUN day.

Well.. we had our first sat service. It went quite well. I mean i found it easier to listen to the sermon. Maybe coz it wasn't so long as we didn't have a translator. All too soon, service was over. And i saw the SUPER P1s and 2s picture of US (those born in 91 and 90). SO cute lar.. and i look realli spastic. And i realised that actually we have decreased in no.s. funny i've never noticed it before.

Anway, i saw the pictures potato head developed. Taken in camp. Have 1 pic just shalom and i laughing lar. Looks so funny. Shalom looked so cute in the picture and i had my mouth OPENED VERI WIDE. Then have the extra cheryl at the corner of the picture. SO EXTRA. lol.. See all the pictures liao then i went to shalom's hse stay over lar wif cheryl. WEnt KUKU there lor. Wad to expect if u put shalom, cheryl and me together?? Cheryl was like strangling me and shalom and acting like Ju-On. Then she was jumping up and down on the bed lar. Say she's TESTING the spring. more like SPOILING it lar. She was also practically glued to the comp like some sort of addict. WE ended the night or should i say morning with a pillow fight. not realli pillow coz we weren't using pillow. Wadever lar. Slept at 4+ in the end lor.

Sunday morning went to children church. Kinda sad to see the older kids standing there like stone. Even sadder to know that i was like that too. Come to think of it, i only really started growing spiritually after i left SR. I wanted to tell the kids to just let go and worship the Lord. But i think they had to realli know the Lord first before they could do that. That's the prob wif growing up in a christian family. You take it for granted that u are a christian and all.
aniwaes, after PnW we sorted the songs out. Once their lessons all over, it was JAMMING TIME!!! Just JAM and JAM. Actaully we really only played 1 song. Just kept playing show us the ancient paths over and over again. SO nice lar. JAM and JAm for like 1 hr i think. Maybe more. THen went for lunch with Karen, kelvin, daniel etc. Then we came back and JAM some more. BUt then they had to practice for sat service so we went to the kindergarten room and sorta JAM some more. Then just hang around until like 5 something in church.
And we got chased out of church. SO we sat outside the gate and discussed abt a way to meet up again. SO we had the SUSHI thing. now change to cookie lar. but SO MANY ppl cannot come!! so KUKU. SO only shalom, karen, ocx and joey will be coming. NVm... u all just duno wad u are missing out. HmPh!

Ok.. coz i never blog so long so today's post veri long lar. BLog abt sat and sun so now abt monday.


Monday morning went cycling/blading with shalom, rach, daryl and tim at bishan park. THen smart ass tim say he know how to go and we ended up dropping at the wrong bus stop. KuKU head lar. SO he say walk to bishan park. And we were like.. so far lar. SO my bro bladed there while we, (daryl, rach, shalom and me) took a taxi. Stupid driver duno how to go bring us back to bishan park 2. Which we were near too at first but we wanted to go to bishan park 1. So we took another taxi. WE were like SO LUCKY to get onto his taxi lar. THe uncle talk so much crap lar. Let me try to recount the conversation.
Taxi Driver: You all still schooling?
Daryl: Uh yea now on holiday
Taxi driver: Oh.. u all how old?
Daryl: they are sec2 and i'm sec 4
Taxi Driver: Oh.. they sec 2 u r the only sec4 arh??
Daryl: Uh.. ya..
Taxi driver: So how's ur mid years..
Daryl: Uh... *blah blah* (can't rmb his reply)
Taxi Driver (moves on to another topic): You are veri tall arh.. (talking to rachel)
Rachel: uh ya..
Taxi Driver: Must grow taller..
Rachel: hmmm... (the bored hmm)
Taxi Driver: wad are your ECA er.. CCA?
Daryl: I'm in.. *cannot rmb*
Rachel: I never go for my CCA
*note: shalom kept silent throughout the whole conversation and i just utter a bit here and there*
Taxi Driver: Oh is it?? You should go for ur basketball or volleyball or netball. Grow taller. Then when you walk past guys arh, they will phee weet. (whistle)
Rachel: ER.....
Taxi Driver: anyone of you have gastric or synese(duno how to spell)??
Rachel: i have a bit of synese
Taxi Driver: Then you cannot take cold drink or acidic drink like orange juice for 6 mnths.
Rachel: huh..
Me: Like that can go and die lar. No cold drinks for 6 mnths
Taxi Driver: Also cannot sleep in air con room or on the fan.
Me: WAD? No fan?
Taxi Driver: IF you cannot sleep without it then wear a jacket
Rachel: so warm
Me: *thinking* wad's the pt then?
Taxi Driver: Wear the thin wan not the think wan.
Rachel: uh...
Taxi driver: You be careful when u go and blade. There are officers there taht will book you. My son got book before.......... 8 years ago..
Me and rachel: uh..
Taxi Driver: you all 91 rite?
Me and rach: HUh? wad 91?
Taxi Driver: i mean born in 91 and you(daryl) 89
We: Ya..
Taxi Driver:my kids arh.. born in 76, 7X and either 8X. (can't rmb) they are 31,3X and 2X. I can be your uncle or even ur father
Me and rachel look at each other: Uh...
Taxi Driver: I always like to guide ppl. I dun like see them go the wrong way. you kids are good. Just that like to play. BUt ur parents dun understand that. So they nag and nag like a casatte tape.
Me: *whispers* He's the casette tape here lar.
Taxi Driver: You are so lucky to take my taxi
Me roll my eyes
Taxi Driver: I gave you a few hints eh? OK.. i'm gonna drop you off here coz the U turn is far away.

He drop us inbetween 2 overhead bridge lar. Let us choose which wan we want to use is it??? AANway the conversation took place in a matter of mins. The taxi fare was 3.50 so you think how long could it be?? So we went to meet my bro at the correct bishan park 1. and ya da yada i shall not go on. Wad a weird taxi driver rite? The order of the topic not quite correct lar. Abt there lor.

Saturday, June 18, 2005

NEW CORNET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THe new cornets finally came yesterday!!!! Mr Tan was like in a REALLY bad mood when he came in for band and i was like.. shit.. we are dead. He will pick on everything wan lar. Then, he recieved a phone call.. and the NEW cornets were here!!! After we open and test blah blah.. back to band practice. His mood was totally different. He could joke and day dream abt the instruments he will buy and stuff like that. So the new cornets are life savers. and so the practice when on happily.

Haiz.. but i prefer the old new cornets that we used for SYF. It's golden yellow but this new cornet is golden bronze or something like that. ALso dam stink when you breath before playing. It's like you go and touch metal or bronze then you smell your hand that kind lor. Oh well.. it's still a new cornet. BUT I MISS SYF PERIOD!! Although veri tiring it was fun lar. I MISS ALL THE SENIORS! Now section so quiet lar. it's practically shahira rachel and sometimes me who are making all the noise. Miss them all...

Monday, June 13, 2005

Back from Bible Camp and missing everything about it.
Everyone's blogging abt their experience and so shall I.

DAY 1
Started the camp off rather well.. things went well and i realli liked the speaker. And he asked us the BIG qns. Why am i a christian? Realised that my reasons were pathetic. And so i prayed for an IMPRESSION which i sorta got 1 later on but i duno if it'll last. Also, during worship i think i had a word from the Lord. Up to now i;m still faced with the conflict of whether it is God's voice i'm hearing or my conscience. Whatever it was, it was that God will be with me all the time. He will be with me, walking with me every minute every second of my life. And i should cling onto Him. I guess it should be from the Lord.

DAY 2
after the morning service, we had a talk from David. SURPRISE SURPRISE!!!!BIG SCOLDING And we were like WHAT!? He scolded us for letting jere joel and nat sleep in our room. And he talked as if Jere and Joey might sleep together when they were like cousins HELLO!!!??? And the whole time we were getting scolding for letting the guys into our room and not becoz we slept late. WE ALL did not know they were not suppose to be there in the first place!! WE are inNocent!!!! And we had to switch room and stuff and the girls left with a very strong dislike for David Lee and daniel too. Coz sumone say is he sabo us wan. I was not happy too lar. I mean, i cou;dn't see a reason behind David's little talk with us. anway Soon it was Free time and had fun. Took a bath before going for dinner. As i was bathing, many thoughts came to mind. I started thinking.. maybe this was some sort of test. Or maybe it was the enemy trying to attack us. To make a division among the leaders and the sheeps. ANyway, i went to Rachel's parent's room before dinner. Aunty Lei San talk and talk abt the talk thing until i was convinced that it wasn't totally David's fault. I mean she gave me a reason behind david's action.

Day 3
evening service
Just before the evening service started, David came and talk to us(girls). Talked abt why he gave us a talk and stuff. I guess after the that talk we were pretty ok with david. Had worship and then the speaker started to speak. there wasn't much of a sermon. He called the youths up and spoke many things. He said that God wanted us to be Pure or something like that. I was like.. wow. So maybe we have a youth pastor that is so strict abt BGR. And he said that we should not back stab our leaders and stuff like that. i was once again like.. wow. I mean we were talking behind david and dan's back abt the talk thing. So i was like.. ok.. so the talk thing served a purpose. He also asked us to be married to Jesus. For the girls to let no one take wad we have until our wedding nite and for the guys to not take wad the girls have until their wedding nite too. So i made a pledge/promise to the Lord that i am married to Him until my wedding day. And soon.. the speaker started praying and talking to each leader. And they went down one by one.

Soon, he asked us (the youths) to line up in 1 line as he prayed for each of us. One by one we fell. He came to me, and said 2 words, and then he PUSHED ME and i sat on the floor and cried. Not i didn't get "slain" like the rest. I was realli realli disappointed at that time. I didn't know why i was crying but i know i was feeling so disappointed. I went to camp expecting a word from God through the speaker. I thought that at last i would hear something. But he just said 2 words, pushed me and went to the next person. I was dam sad...

Day4
morning service
I was falling asleep during service. Stayed up a little late going high in cheryl's room. Shalom was also falling asleep. There was a proper sermon before the speaker begain to pray for the adults. 1 by 1 they fell and got up. First the leaders, then the members, then the families. Rachel was one of those who missed out yesterday like me and joy. I was there praying as i watched each adult fell one by one. As he was praying for Rachel's family, i think he spoke some stuff to her. Not sure can't rmb. All i know was that she was finally slain not sure with the open inverted commas or not. I thought, hmm.. maybe i will get another chance when he prays for my family. But my parents were not there as they had gone for lunch. I was like.. WHAT!? I was once again realli disappointed and sad as well as a little angry at my parents. I had to pray and pray and ask God to help me lose it. To cool down and get rid of the disappointment and anger. It turned out that at least my family was not the only that missed out. Joy's family also missed it.

All too soon the special moment of prayer and prophesy was gone and the speaker left, with very little voice. Haha..

So.. i'm not sure if i did get a word as i still duno whose voice I heard. But i do know the miracle has begun. I know that something if going to happen and i know that the road ahead will be difficult. There is a valley full of difficulties and i can but only pray and ask the Lord to give me strength to pull through it. Something good is going to happen and i will not miss out on it.
The drought has ended the rain has begun.

Friday, June 03, 2005

New skin!!
Got bored and so created a new skin. I don't exactly think it is better than the previous i think abt the same lar. Anyway wanted something new so yea. I know the maquee thing is alittle screwed. Still trying to fix it.
Leave any comments on my dying tag board.

Yep.. and i will be gone for the whole of next week. Looking forward to Bible Camp!!!! HOpe i will leave with something. Ahh... i think it's gonna be a blast. Shanghai all nite!! Which reminds me i have yet to pack my bag. I'm like so DEAD.

In case you haven't realised yet, i'm trying to make my post more Colorful.

Anway there's nth much to blog abt today so that's it for now. Wait till after camp then blog again lar. See how it goes.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Mr Tan's style. I SOLEMLY DECLARE THAT INSECTS AND BUGS ARE DISGUSTING AND I SO SO DISKLIKE THEM!!

Moths are so so DISGUSTING!! I entered the toilet and then draw the curtain and then suddenly, i saw some stupid freaking grey thing flying. First thing i did, scream. Second thing, RUN out. I had a heart attack lar!! My mom was like SEE GHOST HUH? Then she go into the toilet see the moth she also scared. It's like freaking big lar!!! I got my dad to try and chase it out and he did a very clever thing. He will hold the wing, and throw the moth out of the window. SO CLEVER. And he was still holding bits and pieces of the moth's wings. SO he will just throw the remaining wings into the toilet bowl and NOT FLUSH IT!! SO i thought everything ok lar then i look into the bowl and saw the wings.. it's like DAM GROSS!

OK.. so now i totally totally DISLIKE INSECTS!!!