abandoned empty space .
hello! any readers out there still !?
or does it even matter ?
anyway, this space will just served as an online diary for me to archive my happenings in life .
maybe not for anyone to follow up but for myself to read back those past entries that i created and start laughing/ smiling at myself for the things that once happened in my life .
for whatever reasons, i'm grateful for everything that occurred .
be it the good or the bad ones .
now i'm seating down here in my living room on a sunday afternoon blogging on my sister's mac .
dad's reading his own papers .
granny came over my place for a stay over .
she's just staring into blank space .
i enjoy the tranquility and peace at home .
i really don't mind spending my time just lazing at home and doing my own things .
maybe for the past 2 years i haven had much time of my own .
life's been a hectic one for me .
time passes so fast that i could hardly believe that i'm 22 this year .
23, 24 and more to come .
18 years old me seems like only yesterday's history .
as we grow older, our commitments and responsibilities increases as well .
we have take up a greater role for our own future .
to be frank, i have no idea of what i want to do/ be in the future .
i'm someone without an ambition but i do have aims .
i'm clear that whatever i do in the future, or whenever i am .
i want to climb the corporate ladder .
i want to learn how to manage people .
not sure if i'm capable of that, but i'll try .
as for the time being, i could only think of completing my degree course .
it was meant to be a 3 years course but oh well .
i failed and i had to take a longer period to complete .
it was a big blow to me initially, i couldn't take it that i'm repeating my modules .
but in life, there are always setbacks .
even for the successful people, you only seen their good times .
who was there to even witness or know the hardship or bad times they've gone thru ?
the final verdict i had for myself for the past 2 years, i'm bad at multi tasking .
working full time and studying part time isn't my type of game .
even if i play the games by the rules orderly, i won't be the top overall winner of the game .
i lost the game, though not badly defeated .
but i still failed in my studies .
obtaining a degree certificate is like my task i must accomplish for now .
the rest can be discuss later .
i'm not trying to emphasize that degree cert is everything in the whole wide world .
just that for me, i need it .
before i will then decide to take what steps/route in my career path .
some people are also successful even w/o their degree cert .
am i right?
sometimes when you're good at studying doesn't mean you must also be good at work .
might not be trueee .
there isn't ecological validity!
lemme enjoy a life of a full time student for another 1.5 years before i officially slog my guts out .
goodbye UOB, i'll be back soon .
bigger and better .