i want A levels to be over now.













-dexter

hello.
im up to many things besides studying.
just to keep studying not too mundane.


i've been practicing math
i've been reading up on lit
i've been revising lecture notes and essay outlines for econs
i've been gathering and attempting to remember case studies for geog
i've been gyming with ernest and ceo
i've been hanging out with noeldickson
i've been doing crunches
i've been doing jack knife sit ups
i've been doing killer 1min 5sec static hold for obliques and abs
i've been pumping the pectorals
i've been devising ways to work the lower back muscles
i've been thinking about working the lats
i've been running for at least 22mins once a week on the threadmill
i've been watching Whose Line Is It Anyway
i've been watching Heroes Season 2 (when the episode releases)
i've been trying to save money
i've been resisting to buy anything above 40 or 50 bucks until i get my Taylor
i've been thinking of many things and people
i've been thinking of the past (oh, bad)
i've been telling myself how beautiful my body is becoming (i think)
i've been sleeping early (studying late is bad until it is a last resort)
i've been trying to get out of home to study (studying at home = not studying)
i've been trying to get my life right
i've been getting myself to pray more than ever
i've been ensuring that i am on par with my "Every Day with Jesus" reading

i've been encouraged by Pst Lia's two sentences in an email
"Press on, Dext. You can still be a pillar."


probably the most important words im holding on tightly too in my life now.


1 Peter 5:7
"Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you."

a levels = anxiety
character change = anxiety
spiritual growth = anxiety
breakthrough = anxiety
my future = anxiety
8 to 5 = anxiety
getting a Taylor 314ce = well, not as crucial, but still anxiety.




JESUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~~~~~~~~~~~~~
HELP!






ah, the wonders of prayer (:




"that there's someone out there who feels just like me,
there is."
i love this song.


oh, loves,
-dexter

i can still be a pillar.





patience, dear dexter.



-dexter

i was just studying math.
i attempted the modified nyjc prelim paper.
it wasn't for human to do.



it was disgusting.
i took like 3 hrs to finish 7 questions.
oh the horror.
yes, if you're wondering, i did crush the question paper after trying the 7th question and dump it away for good.



i gotta trust God for my A levels man.
and study real hard while doing so.




loves.




-dexter

how does it feel like to know and see that someone you love, being happy and joyful with everyone but you? (:

i guess it would be painfully satisfying, right?
haha, don't know!

random. :P






OH OH OH!
I WANT MORE OF JESUS.
DROWN IN THE HOLY SPIRIT,
SWIM IN THE RIVER,
LOSE CONTROL
SURRENDERED
HUMBLED
SANCTIFIED
CONSECRATED
HOLY
RIGHTEOUS
FILL ME WITH YOUR ANOINTING, HOLY SPIRIT :D



-dexter

hi there,

i want Taylor 314ce.
i hope i'm able to buy it one day.


oh i want some books that teaches about chinese traditions, supernatural spirits and study of ghosts according to Biblical concepts. liz was just telling me about how she have heard of such interesting books. i gotta get some cash and go SKS soon.


i need to study 10x harder.




loves.




-dexter

-dexter