dexter

Friday, January 05, 2007

Lord i give You my life

Dear Lord,
i've sinned against You and only You alone.
forgive me God for hurting Your heart.
Jesus, honestly, it hurts inside
but nth compares to the pain You bore
when Father rejected You to die for me.

Father help me through the next few years
pick me up from my downs and raise me higher
higher than ever before. I wanna grow, not stumble
nor get stuck.
I want to experience You more.
I want more of You in me.
I want to remember You, and Lord,
help me to do that, for I am human and I am weak.

it hurts, Lord
You know that it hurts inside
more than an endless fire on the skin
i suffer silently
because i knw its for a greater destiny

Lord, take me through this time of trial
if i get through this tim of trial
no matter how long it is
i know i'll get my reward
but God, help me
I really need You.
help me genuinely love You once more.

You are Lord of my life
and I made my choice to suffer inside emtionally
so that I can enjoy my spiritual life with You
but Lord, you can heal all wounds,
I pray You heal my wounds.
that I have strength to walk on

it's a scar so deep,
i dnt knw if it'll go away
but You are my only comfort now
i trust in You Lord
in everything that is going to happen

each and everyday
You're there
whenever the stitches in my heart rips open
You are there to tighten them up
whenever i cry inside
it was You who wiped my tears
whenever shame overwhelms me
only You could console me

oh Lord, I pray You will keep me strong
and Father, more importantly,
this same prayer
I pray for this other person.

we love You.
in Your Most Holy Name,
Amen.

Jesus, only to You can I turn to.

-dexter <3
i'll suffer in silence (:

dexter blogged @ 22:13