hi !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAXXI (:
maxxi's 7 today, and stupid blogger won't let me upload his picture ):
urgh.

today's entry won't be as random as the last one. i was trying to be an emo kid, but i guess it didnt really work out that well.

yey.

it's been 7 years with maxxi and i still love him loads ! i thank God that i have maxxi in my life, even though maxxi ain't gonna go up to heaven with me ): maxxi's such an adorable boy yknw. ha ha. i remember how he first came into my life.

my dad and i were happily looking at pet shops (as my dad new i love animals) and we came across this lovely white petite little creature. he didn't have a name and he lived in a cage. he had a big brown spot around his right eye. if he was a human, he might have been weird, having a spot around the eye. but he was a cute and gorgeous puppy. my dad was so tempted to bring him home.

my mum hated animals.
my brother, my dad and i all wanted a dog.
so.
my dad pre-ordered the puppy we saw, without my mum's knowledge !

-dramatic music-

my mum wasnt very happy with maxxi at first.
she complained about his smell, his barking, his whining, his everything.
he was ostracized. but little did he know anything.

but weeks later, you do realise things have changed.
firstly, my mum began talking to him like a baby child (:
secondly, she dared to touch him, like her own (:
thridly, she named him (:
fourthly, she loved him (:

now, if there is one person in my household who loved maxxi the most, that person would be my mother. motherly instincts ? perhaps ? but to a dog ????

why not.
no matter what being, no matter what type of animal, everyone deserves to be loved.
and my mother knew that more than anyone else.
maxxi is loved, by everyone.
especially my mother (:

many people say dogs are creatures that are smelly, they make alot of noise, or sometimes, dogs are used as a verbal insult to other people, especially women.

i dont care about what you think. your opinions dont matter. ure in my blog, so you are obliged to swallow and accept my point of view.

DOGS ARE FAITHFUL BEINGS.

and everyone of us truly knws deep down inside, that sometimes even we, human beings, cannot store as much faith as a dog does.
sometimes, i look at back at pictures and videos of people whom i've encountered in my life. some i knew really closely, some i love, some i am concerned for, some that makes me want to cry in my heart.

and i don't understand.

how can they ever have the heart to leave God ?

as much as i can put my faith in maxxi, that even if i open the doors of my household 24/7, maxxi would never leave the house for good. yes he might go out to play, but he will never leave where he can find love the most. and i knw that maxxi keeps his faith in each one of us in the household.

God put the same faith in them. but they betray God's faith, and betray their OWN faith.

let's get this straight, God doesn't seek your love nor your attention and faith DESPERATELY. if He wants it that badly, he would rather get DOGS to be Christians than us humans.

But no. God still chose to love us and even put His Son to death in the world for us, HUMAN BEINGS.

it's radical to say this but...
some of us humans cannot even commit and be faithful more than a domestic dog.
some of us.
some.

well, goodbye, Demas. i hope you find ur way back Home.
don't be faithless.


-dexter

i need many things as of now.

1. more of God
2. do crunches and sit-ups
3. study
4. new clothes
5. new shoes
6. new guitar
7. new revelations and more capacity
8. be inspired and be inspirational
9. more anointing

may i be a mirror of You.


la la la.

love,
-dexter

hello world.
and people in but not of the world.

I read this cool book in the libraria, it's called Christianity for Dummies ! ha ha ha. though it's titled "for Dummies", the content is not at all dumb, neither is God for dumb people only. it's just called for Dummies, cuz it's a series of books.

ha ha. anyway.

i read a cool analogy of the Holy Trinity.
Think of God as water, in three different forms, SOLID, LIQUID and GAS.
Now we understand how the Father, Son and Holy Spirit can co-exist in one body. God responds differently to everyone in every situation, just like how water responds differently to temperature ! ha ha. understand better ? if you dont, i dont blame you, our God is a complex God.

okay. let's go into random bits of life.

i got
C for lit
U for econs
U for math
C for GP
B for h1geog
U for chinese

ha ha. thats pretty darn bad results.
BUCK UP, DEXTER. BUCK UP.

oh, my literature text has like f words in it and my tutor says that in exams, if need be, i'll neeed to quote such evidences. AHHHHHHH i hope i dont need to.

bad vulgarities. bad.

vulgarities are for people who..
1. think that you're "cool" or "in" when you use them.
2. do not have a language capacity large enough to apply other words besides vulgarities
3. just cannot be bothered
4. selfish
5. follow the 'trend' too closely (a.k.a. no minds of their own)

hello, i love you, dexter (:

okay.
these few days ive been hanging out with ppl like nicholas lee, jieying, yvonne char and OF COURSE, NOELDICKSON ONGAH.

nic lee has been really inspirational and funny. love spending time with him ha ha. love the way he makes things happen ! and he is really one funny guy lar. ha ha.

ying is funny lar. she was just telling us about how her mother wanted to call her LILY. ha ha. like LILY CHAN JIE YING. ha ha ha ha ha. she's a pig. she eats and sleeps and eats and sleeps and comes to sch late cuz she sleep sleep sleep.

yvonne is being a CHARLALA and CHARMANDER. i dont think she'll evolve into a charmeleon soon. she's having this emo hair thingy that makes me CUT IT OFF.

NOEL ONGAH DICKSON is still the same. being such a defect to society. i still love him though. he is my friend.


i like my friends.
that includes my funny, full of crap classmates in innova ! ha ha.
seriously, they are full of crap. thats why i like them.

okay.
bye.

-dexter

this is Your gift to me.
i'll treasure it and use it to the fullest.
through faith.
for You.

1 John 2:20

-dexter