haissssssss............!
 
i feel like ecnerret is fallin' apart.
the differences in everybody is like showing so much, ppl just takes notice of it. and ignore the good side of ppl. everyone of ecnerret. all 7 of us.
 
i shld be wrong.
i hope i am.
 
ecnerret i love u so much. but pls dunt let minor shit like flaws of any of us 7 break  us apart. all of us are humans. we all have flaws. some of us minor? some of us too big of a flaw to change. some are really simple small imperfect side of ourselves. some are just the stubborn and selfish side of us.
 
when will we learn to be like when we just formed. really great great great frens who love love love all music that we play. how easy or how hard or how soft or how hardcore. everything we did were so happy. even our managers enjoyed the shit outta themselves. no. this AINT about just one or two person. EVERYONE is at fault. ME TOO ! im such an ass too. but hey, we're bloody humans! humans arent made to be perfect. we all possess bad sides of ourselves.
 
can't we learn to accept it. (no matter how hard it is, how fucking shit it is). accept it. i can accept terrence's dao-ness. i can accept cris' pointin out of bad points. i can accept aaron's hatred for simple music and demand for difficult hardcore music, i can accept anna's easy temper and i can accept jason's constant scolding towards me (mostly my fault la. tru.) and i can accept paul being unreliable, i can EVEN DARE TO SAY i accept my own flaws of lazyness, selfishness, self-centeredness, sacarsmness and every shit fuck flaw i have. I DARE TO SAY IT.
 
does that mean we should just let ourselves live our lives of negative characteristics? NO! this is gonna sound very 'teacher'. but its tru la. we have to change ourselves. try hard to fucking throw away our bad characteristics. try la. at least give it a try lor, no harm right ?! i mean, how PAINFUL can trying to change urself be? how painful can it bE !?!?!? the fuck, if u really cant change and wanna be so stubborn to not even try. then FORGET IT, dunt change. but at least think for the other members? the world isnt "ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME" and only "ME".
 
 
 
reminder:
this applies to everyone.
 
 
 
ya. but if ecnerret were to fall becuz of our damn bloody differences with each other. it's FUCKING stupid.
 
wait, whu said ecnerret is fallin'? pfft. im jus thinking la. but this differences shit is seriously affecting us wayyyyyyyyy toooo much. wayyyy tooo much.
 
little things might seem "aiyah, its just characteristics wad, how wld ecnerret fall just becuz of that?" it doesnt work that way. every little thing affects our well-being ! but if were to say "fuck lar !" and start cursing everyone behind out backs or on our/ur own tagboards, then ure jus ignoring everything and being stubborn. no, if any of us wanna be ignorant and stubborn, ure not making any of us think otherwise. all of us has the ability to be cold-hearted and stubborn.  
 
ok. be ignorant and stubbron for all i fucking care (PLEASE DON'T). cuz im gonna very very narrow-minded. im gonna live with whatever shit u wanna be. i wunt quit ecnerret EVER ! i'll live even if everyone in ecnerret turns into selfishing disturbing monsters. cuz, i believe that i can live with every shit u become of. unless u become ming xuan, i will personally break ur kneee caps with 2 pounds of figure4leglock and a sledgehammer. yes. mxsux, still.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
but hey. "Dexter, WHY THE FUCK ARE U SAYING ALL THESE ?!?!"
its sumthing in my mind tts really bothering me. (dunt care if its suppose to bother me anot)
i wan everyone to know how i feel and how i think our problem can be solved.
if everyone wunt wanna be caring enuff to forgive each other of our natural characteristic flaws, then are we even considered friends?
 
let's compromise.
try to accept others' flaws
try not to SPOT new flaws
even if u do. try not to hark on it.
PLEASE CHANGE UR OWN FLAWS.
for the sake of everyone.
 
i myself am not sure if i can do this compromisation. but i'll try anyway.
 
i wonder if any of u can remember what we used to be.
there wasnt any "i wanna play difficult music", "i cant stand annabelle", "i can't stand aaron", "fuck lar !!!", "there's something up his sleeve."
well. that was when ecnerret was actually one piece.
 
no, ecnerret ain't one piece anymore. u shld know why. everyone of us (xcept maybe jason la. hahas!). ahem. but u understand. we're all so different lor.
there's STILL heat btwn one of the managers and one of the members (no matter how u deny it, u know it urself.)
there's ppl not accepting another.
there's stubborn ppl out there.
there's selfish people out there.
there's even ppl out there whu read finish this whole blog entry and ignore it, and continues his/her selfish ways.
 
reminder: this applies to everyone.
 
 
im serious.

 

everyone.

and ppl, PLEASE dunt start being paranoid and think that i'm referring to only one member of the band. im referring to ALL. dunt be paranoid.

 

if my words of utter-crap wisdom still cannot move u at all from ur mindset. i guess it's just a waste of time. typing this entry tt is. sorry.

 

no matter what happens. STAY HAPPY !!! (learn from ivan)

"FUCK U LAR ! U BULLSHITTER ! U ARE JUST REFERRING TO ME LOR !" no i aint ! stop being paranoid !!!! wah lau eh. if ure thinking tt way, nothing went into ur head at all. ure just still being very very very stubborn and all. compromise, baby.

if this entry is gonna start some ecnerret WAR again ah.. pls lah. dunt la. PLS PLS PLS !!! pleaseeeee !!!!! pleaseeeee !~ dunt ! dunt start another ecnerret war shit crap fuck shit thing like the aaron and anna fuckcrap again ! im sick of it lor. its useless ! it'll just spoil our relationship with each other, forever ! no benefits u will gain from it. ECNERRET members, PLEASE dunt START WAR SHIT CRAP !!! PLEASE !

 

i love u, ecnerret. pls stay together. at least for my sake.

i pray tt god bless ecnerret. (:

stay happy, ecnerret !!!!! no matter how shit things can turn out.

thnx for hearing me out, ecnerret.
gd nite
 
 
 
 
-sincerely, dexter.
 
 
 

its sundae, 23:28. yups.
tmr got sch.
hais.
but hey hey ! today's a good day !

ok.

firstly i woke up and had some roti prata breakfast and then i wore my poserr poserr clothes (my fav. ecnerret shirt !) and my uglie shoe.. (some nike shit). anywayy.. went to church, to meet paul and edwin.. and then annabelle and went for massssssssssssss (: hahas. i feel so holy.

then after mass me, paul and anna went cine to meet mervyn and ivan. it's mervyn's birthdae so.. happy birthdae mervyn !!! yayyyyyyy. anyway. then we ate at pasta mania.. and hahas, i left to get mervyn some prezzie and ivan some smiley badges (it feels reallyy great to spend ur money of frens to make them smile (x hahahas-) yup. then then then we went up to lan for 2 hours.. hahas. 1 hour plus of generals (i was 2nd best player ! paul's best) and cs (i was 3/4 position on iceworld.. bahh.) im always the top fragger one ! but not this time. mervyn+paul (on one comp) and ivan were really good at it. esp ivan ! wah.

after so, we went to christ the king church comfirmation mass ! i was grumpy grumpy grumpy cuz paul made us go there an hour early to get 'better seats'. which eventually we got some quite good seats. but paul insisted on a change to a lousier set of seats to sit near aaron chan. bahh. good seats my munkey dicky ! but congrats to those who got comfirmed !

-aaron kwek
-aaron tan
-eleanor
-cedric
-freda/janice/matthewheng/some other ppl tt annabelle knows. ya.

yup ! yeahh. cedric was like sooooo funny ! "im holy now u know ! i got the power of holy spirit ! eh, wan me to bless u not?" hahaas ! he's so funnay. yubs

then we went to amkcentral macs to have dinner with me, paul, annabelle, aaronchan, aaronkwek. whahas. aaron kwek is damn funny (: hahahahahahahahahahahhhhhhhh ~ lolx. cant help laughing at him and paul. lolx jokers i tell ya. jokers ! mmhmm.
then went home.. and now here ! hahahas !

will update the new album tmr ! yups. more new pics !!!!!!
till then, gd dae ! live life to the fullesta nd god bless all of u !!!!!!! yayy !
 
-dexter (x

yepperrrrrrrrs !
got a new photo album of me and my sexyy hensem best friends in class 3-7 !! yep. the group of ppl who doesnt like their own class!



wippeee!!! courtesy of nicol's Nokia 6230 camera and MY MY MY Paint Shop pro 7.02 to enhance the photos. (x


wahaha.


oohh. and VISIT thE EcNeRrET BloGGGGGG!!!!! yes yes.
http://www.ecnerret.blogspot.com/

my rawk band ! yeahh.

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i bought my new nice north*star poserr school shoes.. hee.. soo happpy (: hahas. now just have to wait for yangyaNG to bring me to 'jalan sultan' and buy FAKE adidas superstar !! yes, im that desperate.

oohhh... the sexyy sweetness of the great ADIDAS SUPERSTAR (II) !!!! ooooo i love it. i wan it. i nd the money !!!






i nd more holidays.

more beauties.. (highlight for linx)
dark blue
black
gold-black
oooh yes!!

i wan any of them..