ooh yeahh.. back and sexyy~
miss u miss u miss u miss u and miss u!!!

i miss u so much!!!!!!
>.< finally im back!

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haiz.. i kinda think 1688 bucks for this trip wasnt realli worth it..
the onli things tt were worth was..
FOOD
STICKS
WEATHER
YUKI (snow)
SAKURA (cherry blossoms)
SLEEP
the rest were crap..

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maybe i've learnt a thing or two.. not only about music, but about myself and my friends..
musically.. i MIGHT have improved.. i feel like there is something about me getting better.. hopefully it's my skills.. but definitely i can improve wayyyyyyyy more than that. gogogo!!! musik babehh!

i learnt how much the band sucks!!! we played like amateurs/newbies/losers/senile ppl!! argH! but it doesnt matter.. what matters is tt u give it ur best shot (no matter how bad ure best can get) and enjoy ur best shot.. u will feel great after the concert.. like jesper (x jesper was alive and kicking after every concert EVEN THOUGH everyone else was frustrated and sulking away about how sucky they played. like WAD THE F~~~ MAN! just play from the heart..! music is to be enjoyed, not to be regretted after screwing up..! jesper's been a very inspiring person to me.. not trying to be a suck-up or anything, but honestly, i think jesper said things tt inspired me abit and to be able to relax. "Play from the Heart." it said before our first performance.. after hearing tt, i didnt feel nervous and scared anymore. i know, tt if i played wad i could to my best ability, no matter how bad it is.. nothing else matters much anymore. yeps.

japan band was guuuud man. but hawaiian band was better. they practiced thrice a week an hour per prac and their like... WHOAAA! damn power! dynamics are like WHOOOOOOOOAAAAA!!!! even jesper said "im not the greatest afterall" or something liddat after seeing the eupho soloist of the hawaiian band play his fav piece..

will continue this entry later...